Every time I remember ⭐️ving can cause infertility I get really sad for a few hours but keep continuing anyway. Wish there was a way around it. I wanna be skinny but I also want a baby.
My old photos are such th!nspo wth
you guys will never catch me posting f@t5p0 because the people in those images are real people with real feelings just because i am feeling bad about my body doesn’t give me the right to make someone else feel bad about themselves
This is not very 4n4 of me at all but the first time I ever ⭐️ved and recovered I managed to slowly get back to my then lw in the next two years, so if I lose the w8 super slowly maybe I can be super uw and it be actually sustainable??? Building habits and all that jazz
I've been playing it safe wirh my deficit and eating around 900-1100 a day to try and keep my period but if I lose that mf I'm never eating again
Relapsing has made me question my faith. I've been an atheist for years but maybe the reason I feel so evil when I eat is because gluttony is a sin
My mum asked me today if my clothes were fitting looser??? I said why and she says I look like I've lost w8! I don't have a scale so idk what I weigh lol but omg!!!
Might make a new tiktok again I miss my old account
I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too
Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions