stop... why can't i control how much i eat I JUST WANT TO ⭐VE PLEASE IM SO STUPID
Pre/Post B1nge B0dy Check
First Pic: Day before 3 day 19k c4l b1ng3 (ga1n3d 12 lbs, mostly water.)
Last Pic: Today, 12 hours after b1ng3.
Fuck my life. Posting for accountability and to remind my fellow 4n4s that first 'snack/treat' is NEVER worth it. Love yall. 😭🫶
I will never shut up about how my mom said i didn't have an €D when I was f4t, even after she saw me eating baby food, going on extreme d13ts, and f4sting all the time. But once my w3ight started dropping off and I got sk1nnier than her, suddenly it's an issue. 😕
Not to mention she was bul1m1c when she was my age. Growing up with your mom competing with you is crazy.
just found out 4 of those jelly wax candies are only ten calories. i got a new desert
Does anyone have any good low cal ninja creami recipes? Any one I find always has fairlife in it but we don't have that here😭 also xanthan gum is impossible to find but I'm willing to order that
Relapsing has made me question my faith. I've been an atheist for years but maybe the reason I feel so evil when I eat is because gluttony is a sin
Nooo sodium u taste so good and have 0 cals please don't make me gain 5lbs of water weight haha
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!? I JUST GOT MY PERIOD!?!?!?!??! I feel so fake😔😔
Wish bmi was the only number I cared about but unfortunately I care about my grades too and always gain weight during exams
Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions
Why cant I lose w8 instead of my will to live
My parents are back to accusing me of ⭐️ving and I'm like what????? Like I am but around them I eat so much I occasionally ended up binging just to prove a point just for them to accuse me anyway???
Think I fucked up. Idk my actual cw but in Feb I was 120lbs. Going by that if I were to get to my ugw by September (going on a school trip out of the country) if need to lose 40lbs. My exams start next week so I don't want to have too big a deficit until they're done at the end of May. So that's 3 months to intensely work to drop 40lbs. But my birthdays in there too somewhere and my parents would be suspicious if I restricted too hard. I can get close but idk if I'll get there
I can't wait to move out and cover my mirrors, fridge and cupboard wirh motivation quotes to keep ⭐️ving🙏🙏
Chocolate is my #1 opp. Wdym its so calorie dense
I'm such a fatty wtf
Forget being jealous of taller people weighing less than me im jealous of people younger than me weighing less
In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned
The second I finish my last exam I swear I never wanna touch food again
The devil couldn't reach me so he made me a 5'2 girl with the appetite of a 6'4 man