Me When I Get A Job🤗🤗

Like a scratch record…

The second I finish my last exam I swear I never wanna touch food again

UGH I HAD A THIGH GAP BEFORE 'Recovery' WHAT HAPPENED

i wanna kms bcuz I'm not skinny, i haven't kms bcuz I don't wanna be fat forever..

In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned

"Fuck it I don't care anymore" I say before immediately crying over eating more than ¾ of my meal

Update I ended up just going on my mini stepper for like 3 hours straight lol

Weekend plans!

Over the weekend I have tons of stuff to do, I need to lose w8 obv, but I also need to study for school because my chemistry teacher should have retired ages ago so I gotta teach myself. I also wanna platinum trophy a game, so I have a plan.

It's the last two trophies left and it's playing on the hardest difficulty so I'm gonna die a lot

“recovery!” i say as i binge every day for two weeks, gain ten pounds, and immediately relapse harder than before and hate myself because of the weight i gained

My Irish ancestors watching me intentionally st4rv3 myself after surviving a famine

I love showing off my old obesity photos(not body checks cuz why tf would i show anyone that) from when I was 12 because I always get the "There's no way that's you" and even though im still fat now it's motivation to lose more w8, so embarrassing too