196 - Blog Posts

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collection of posts with the same energy

op turned reblogs off but this post must live. it must live and spread malignantly .

it used to be that you only witnessed machines that devoured the innocent during wartime but now you see them in your neighbor's driveway every morning and when you ask what they do for work they tell you they have a desk job but they need it so they can haul their jet ski to the local manmade lake once every five years but they stopped doing that after he accidently backed over their six year old that one time and now every night you can hear him through the wall of your duplex threatening to kill himself while his wife sobs and chugs wine

i just got 8 teeth pulled, my mouth is full of gauze and i can't feel my face, ask me anything

wip sketch of a mentally ill teenage girl and the burnout loser who enables her drug problem

need ideas for strange things i can fill these containers with that will match my mason jar/lamp filled with cicada shells

the locusts have gone quiet out of respect for pride month but as soon as the rainbow flag logos are gone the end will be nigh once again

freelancing as an ornamental hermit but they keep trying to pay me in exposure

me when i GETcha

good news everyone! the doctors are taking my bones away!

I have too many bones

I have spent more time putting together the playlist for all the music that inspires my art than I have actually making my art

So I double-checked and it's doing this with every ad and not just the israel shilling ones but still come on youtube

I walk through the streets of this godforsaken country like a catholic priest taking confession

The most deranged, criminally insane lunatic in the world could walk up to me and confess the worst crime against humanity I've ever heard

Once they're done we're going our seperate ways

I don't give a shit

I've had my eyes peeled for more bad omens all day and all I found was this severed groundhog head in my driveway

I have too many bones

God is down on his hands and knees in the dirt watching us scurry around like little bugs in the backyard of heaven

I'm gonna bite him and leave an itchy red mark

I was meant to be a street corner doomsday preacher but I don't like public speaking so instead I just have anxiety

If Don Quixote happened in modern times he'd get duped into committing a mass shooting by the fbi and also he'd have an iphone and play fortnite

how am I supposed to find the time to pursue my art career when I'm so busy gnawing on this canker sore until it pops?

Amen brother

MY VERY REAL AND VERY EPIC TRANSITION TIMELINE!!!!! (It actually hurt drawing me with boobs even though it's what I look like irl)

[I.D - a meme in which OP is in a transition timeline image, but it's drawn and both images are exactly the same; he looks like a blonde blue eyed girl in both images. The timeline is from 2021 to 2024, and it says My Transition Timeline!!! on the top followed by (FT.... uhh wait what). On the bottom panel of the image there's Peter Griffin, who has a speech bubble in which he says "Hello! This is Peter here to explain the joke. Basically, OP hasn't changed appearances at all between 2021 and 2024. He's a FTM guy who cannot express himself, and this post is basically a cry for help hidden under layers of irony." End I.D]

(Also if someone could tell me how to improve my image descriptions that'd be great cuz I'm not great at making them)

Basically all of the characters from Pizza Tower are incredibly gender frfr

I am very stupid :)

Not like my grandparents would let me be a “tomboy” anyways lmao. They won’t let me even wear cargo pants. The problem is, I’m not a girl! So I can’t pretend to be one!

Dark room shower supremacy ‼️

[Start ID: (tw suicide, briefly mentioned! Also family issues/transphobia.) a comic with OP as the character (medium/long hair, male, with glasses and button up shirt). First panel is him looking content, with an arrow pointing to him saying “completely fine”. Second panel has him looking devastated, with text behind him that reads “I have no friends or family to rely on. The world is burning, horrible people rule the world, and the ones that aren’t completely horrible are at least complicit in my suffering. Every “happy”moment I spend with my family is ruined by the fact that they don’t support me, and don’t think I’m capable of doing anything. I can’t die, because I refuse to be buried as a girl, so I have to suffer in silence with no one to help. Even when I (hopefully) move out and transition, what if I’m just faking it and my family doesn’t take me back? Best case scenario is that I get a found family, and good friends/maybe a partner, but for several years I will have nobody and will be mocked endlessly by my blood “family.” I am truly alone on this barren earth.” The third panel is the same as the first, with him standing there content with an arrow pointing at him saying “completely fine”. /End ID]

Tw- suicide, briefly mentioned! Also family issues/transphobia

Middle text if it’s hard to read: I have no friends or family to rely on. The world is burning, horrible people rule the world, and the ones that aren’t completely horrible are at least complicit in my suffering. Every “happy”moment I spend with my family is ruined by the fact that they don’t support me, and don’t think I’m capable of doing anything. I can’t die, because I refuse to be buried as a girl, so I have to suffer in silence with no one to help. Even when I (hopefully) move out and transition, what if I’m just faking it and my family doesn’t take me back? Best case scenario is that I get a found family, and good friends/maybe a partner, but for several years I will have nobody and will be mocked endlessly by my blood “family.” I am truly alone on this barren earth.

A meme I made a while back lol

True. Happened to me (I made the post not the art)

How are these lyrics about FNAF 4 relatable to (my) current trans experience????

[Start ID: Lyrics for the song “I’ve got no time” by the living tombstone. The lyrics go “I have this urge, I have this urge to kill. I have this urge to kill to show that I’m alive; I’m get sick of these apologies from people with priorities, that their live matters so much more than mine. But I’m stuttering, I’m stuttering again, no one will listen and no one will understand. Because I’m crying as much as I speak cuz no one likes me when I shriek, want to go back to where it all began.” /End ID]