19天 - Blog Posts
did I understand correctly that the whole 19 days fandom quietly agrees that future-mo guan shan usually sleeps on he tian's chest? and when tian has nightmares, he buries himself in the redhead's neck, and redhead hugs him and kisses the top of his head? and little mo loves when tian sneaks up and unexpectedly embraces and pecks him while he cooks, but still feigns annoyance? and that they can't watch a movie properly because they're always distracted by each other?
i like that.
sometimes i think that i'm too dependent on tianshan and 19 days in general.
then i see some art or fanfiction.
and i'm already repeating in my head "god, i love them so much. tianshan is the only thing that makes me happy"
he tian: guan shan and i don't use pet names.
jian yi: i see... what did your mum call you as a child?
he tian: she died when i was 4. i don't remember much.
jian yi: i see... :(
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jian yi: then... what do bee's do?
he tian: honey?
mo guan shan: what do you want, dickhead?
jian yi: it's okay, babe, don't worry~
zheng xi: how did you call me?
jian yi: babe, you don't like it?
zheng xi: you can call me whatever you want.
jian yi: ok, optimus prime.
me: constantly updating ox's weibo page since friday
page: stays the same
me: huh :( mighty oldxian abandoned us
i was rereading 19 days and for some reason i imagined he tian playing the piano after chapter 270.
now i headcanon that he tian so confidently promised to learn to play the guitar in a week not just because he's a pretentious asshole. he tian already knows how to play another instrument, the piano, because in his childhood his mum often sat him next to her or on her lap, and little tian listened to her play with a throbbing heart. she taught him for a while, and then, after her death, he tian continued to practice simply because it reminded him of his mother, of those few bright and warm moments from his childhood that he wants to cherish and preserve forever.
he tian doesn't have a piano in his apartment, because technically it's not his apartment, but his uncle or some other relative. or he was too lazy to move it/buy a new one, idk... after all, he tian still hasn't sorted out the boxes with his stuff since moving into his current apartment, and he's about to move again soon (.,_.).
i just can't get over the picture in my head where he tian is playing some melancholic and sorrowful melody, and guanshan is leaning his forehead against the glass of a huge window, watching the raindrops trickle down. when he tian finishes, they huddle together on the couch for a few minutes and then tian rests his head against redhead's lap. guan shan gently strokes his hair, and they talk and talk and talk...
mgs in the bathroom, furiously whispering: what're you doing, you idiot?!
*muffled sounds*
ht: what's wrong? i really need to kiss you.
mgs: my MUM is 10 meters away! she'll hear EVERYTHI-
*long 5 minutes of agressive kissing*
mgs: i hate you. you're the worst.
ht: i love you too, momo.
mrs mo in the kitchen: am i a joke to you?
i know it's kinda late for a halloween au right now, but what about the venom and 19 days crossover?
redhead's over 30, and he still sweats blood — mom is already 54, now it's difficult for her to work as much as before. they live in a cheap shitty apartment on the outskirts of the city. guan shan knows perfectly well how dangerous these streets can be, but he can't do anything about it. he just needs money. they need.
one night mo notices an unconcious man lying next to a garbage dump. it's dark and windy, so redhead decides to help, before anything happens to this poor guy.
the thing is, something has already happened.
_
mo guan shan doesn't understand what's going on. he is hot, and cold, and exhausted, and hungry... and that vile noise in the back of his mind. guan shan thinks he is going to die. guan shan hopes his mother will get out of this filthy hole and live a happy long life.
_
eventually, he's still almost fine. his mom seems ok with black shiny tendrils appearing right out of his skin all the fucking time, she's ok with a bloody alien parasite living inside of her son and dating (?) him. sometimes it seems to redhead that she likes this chickendick better than him. charming bastard.
tian doesn't like to work or deal with other people without chopping off their heads, but for the sake of a separate apartment with good sound isolation and for his other, he is ready to do anything.
the end?.. a little crumpled, but i tried really hard, because english is not my first language🖤
one day mo guan shan will intertwine his fingers with he tian in return.
evil mo guan shan be like: dickchicken
jian yi: you now, xixi, all people make mistakes...
zhan zheng xi: ?
jy: but i forgive you, don't worry.
zzx: for what?
jy: because you haven't asked me out yet?.. it's obvious, xixi. you're so silly sometimes.
zzx, emotionless: ok... are you free this weekend?
jy, totally shocked: ????????
i hope it was oldxian's «other work» and now she'll take up on a 19 days new chapter🛐
mitski 🤝 arctic monkeys
being tianshan anthem
Sucked Cock today :3
Happy birthday!! do you think I could join the dumbification fun while you celebrate 😵💫
Thankk uuu!! x3
Yeaa sure
What should I do before I turn 19? ^w^
