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A quick update of why I haven’t been posting a lot for the past days.

Basically I have been dealing with 3d as usual. On top of that I have my that red week of the month and it always makes me really emotional and I feel every emotion x10 of the normal days. I have been feeling really numb and have no motivation, but have to also study for my exams too and been going to the library with friends.

Anyway! How are you all doing? :))

Is my blog making it worse for people?

Are minor seeing what I post and get triggered?

I have been thinking about it and it’s now my nightmare.

When I made my account I just wanted a safe space to talk about my 3d and my thoughts. Now I feel guilty that I may be a bad influence!

I don’t need a normal appearance.

I don’t need a standard weight.

I don’t need an ideal physique.

I need to look sick and dead.

I need to be underweight.

I need to be skin and bones.

Worst feeling is, when you go on the scale with clothes on and think maybe the number is high because of the clothing.

So you take them off and go on the scale again, but turns out you are actually that f4t. 🐋

Ass tire zero calorie drinks in my humble opinion:

1. Pink redbull zero

2. Black coffee ☕️

3. Weird ass tea flavors 🫖🍵 (like wtf is a panda poop tea or a butterfly pea flower tea? 😐)

4. Diet Coke🥤, now this might be controversial, but since Coke Zero exists you don’t have to drink that sh!t no more. Coke Zero tastes much better. They are actually more difficult to find too, at least where I live.

I get lot’s of notifications. Non of them are interactions. I feel like my blogs reach people, but nobody interacts more than a like!?

I love when people comment (not them crazy ones).

I ate like a 🐄 yesterday. Had half a packet of chips. A tiny itty bitty piece of cake. Some cucumber salad snd them at midnight right before sleep I had two egg sandwiches.

If only I haven’t eaten those sandwiches at night, I wouldn’t be this fat and bloated this morning :((

I’m gonna do a f4st today.

I can’t stop thinking about the cake sitting in my kitchen. It seems like it is calling to me and I can’t ignore the temptation.

I picture myself shoveling spoon after spoon into my mouth—mindless, desperate—until there’s nothing left but crumbs and shame.

Even just imagining it makes my chest tighten. My throat aches, my eyes sting, and a wave of nausea curls in my stomach.

Could they not gift a basket of fruits instead of chocolate ? 🍓

All I need is -5kg

Is it too much to ask for??

Got back to 50kg -_-

Should I end it or what?

This is literally how I’ll look like in bikinis this summer.

How I be looking like in 3dblrr

Does anyone have tips on how to burn muscle? I have really high muscle percentage in comparison to fat percentage and I feel like it is way more difficult to burn muscle :((

Nobody does it as good as the slavic Queens.

They always are so skinny and pretty ✨🎀

Started a f4st. I‘m gonna increase the duration every time the last one is filled, starting by 13 hours :))

Hopefully this will help! Gonna update later.

I need someone to tie me up to my bed and I don’t mean in a k!nky way.

I just don’t want to go to the kitchen again 😭

I wanted to at least.be 46.5 kg by the end of this month. I only gained weight! I’m a disappointment -_-

Should I make a new account or a # so if my account gets banned we can still finde each other? 🥲

I fear I wake up tomorrow and my account get banned again!

Between all these 13 year olds on 3dblrr, I feel really old.

Are there any 4n4 guys here? I feel like I haven’t seen any of them here since I got my new account .

I know that the skinny in me hates my fat decisions.

Guess who is f4t again?

I’m crying in my room, while my last meal is boiling in my throat threatening to come up.

I get so frustrated and angry when I binge. Meanwhile when I’m ⭐️ing I’m like the chillest person ever, but this mother fuckers got to push me to eat when I am in control for once.

It’s kind of funny when people are against self diagnosis.

Like you are about to tell me I just ⭐️ve and B/P cause it’s fun?

Yeah it’s a feast bro, you should try that sh!t some time^^

Be fucking for real! I have had an 3d, when I didn’t even fucking know what it was.

This day has been the worst day in a long time.

Binged on sandwiches, Pizza and chocolate.

They wont understand my obsession 🖤🍰