So, instead of lying I try my very hardest to dance around the truth. I do believe tonight was a success though I regret it. No worries though, I regret 75% of the things I do or at least I should.
I live a double life and I am just fine with that. One rule of living a double life though, is that no one can be apart of both lives. Unfortunately that means I have to be a bit lonely at times, but for me it’s worth it. I need to be more strict on the rules of living a double life. That’s for sure.
I don’t know why I’ve always got to have a thorn in my side. Perhaps, I like the adventure of getting it there. I’ve gone back and forth for the past six years of my life. Boys, razors, boys, razors. Everyone hates the way I live my life. Everyone, but me. Maybe I’m lacking in self conscience right now but I’m enjoying myself. I’m wreckless with this life because I don’t want to be living it in the first place I guess.