I hate her so much. Yet, she’s my “best friend”. Best friends do not do what she did to me. Best friends don’t treat eachother like I treat her. But then again, nothing in my life ever goes as planned.
School tomorrow, then work. I like to keep busy. Idle time is the devil’s candyshop. Or something like that.
Brandon, my boyfriend, has been acting different. Well, come to think of it, maybe I’m the only one acting different. Having people constantly remind me that him and I don’t go together makes it hard to remain stable in the relationship. They say he’s controlling and doesn’t respect who I am. What do they know, right?
I cut myself shaving earlier. It felt great.
Let’s hope I can stay in my bed tonight.