actually fucking crying cause what do you mean the thing ive done for years you actually find really annoying and you hate when i do it and when i get upset on the verge of tears over it you get mad at me for not instantly alologizing and now im crying in a gas station bathroom
nevermind, my family is the walk on eggshells family. its just not all the time. either you have to constantly walk on eggshells the entire day or hours with my father and my mother does nothing about him, or its around both of them, or its around all three of my family members, so my parents and my brother, because my brother will get all touchy and the second i upset him even if its not even my fault i'm getting yelled at.
but like then i think about the kids who have worse off than i do and like...my problems aint that bad. yeah my dad told me im not allowed to say no to him when he wants a hug or anything like that, which is kind of weird but its not like he did anything. yeah, my dad threatens to beat the shit out of me (exact wording) but he only ever hits me when he snaps or when i was younger. yeah my mom told me it would be cheaper if i killed myself but i'm not sure she meant it.
i mean yeah, sometimes they do or say stuff that that really hurts (like today my dad treated me like an inconvenience because right now im on crutches and he even said no matter what i do i'll end up being one because he thought that would make me feel better) but like its not like...they're abusive??? i dont think so i mean yeah some stuff really really sucks and all but they dont hurt me physically
"you need to listen to your brother talk about his interests and entertain him"
oh, but when i want to tell you guys about history or do flag trivia or show you something related to that suddenly im obnoxious about my interests and i never stop talking about them and no one wants to hear about it?
you know, have favoritism all you want, but at least pretend its not as bad. you get mad at me for having a discord server with people i dont know but at least when theyre not really sharing my interest THEY STILL GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT I SAY.
aaaaa anxious anxious anxious everything feels cold omffggg everything is cold im shaky fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckhahahhhaa
im exhausted
i feel sick, my arms are so tired, im tired, my foot hurts like hell, im so fucking tired.
me when i go from 20+ hours of activity a week to almost 0
i need...
softball ml come back to me :(
me when they said yeah you can be weight bearing in the boot and suddenly im in a god damn cast ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ
love that
went from splint -> weight bearing boot -> TO A FULL ASS CASTTT ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ
popular....
youre gonna be popularrrr
when i realize i had a handful of followers before i deleted my blog and now its so lonely :(
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโฐโโโฝเผโพโโโฑโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโย ๐๐๐ฆ๐: ๐๐ฌ๐กย ๐ฌ๐ก๐/๐ก๐๐ซย 4๐ญ๐๐๐งย ย ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ @๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐-๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโย โฆ . ใโบ ใ . โฆ . ใโบ ใ . โฆ . ใโบ ใ . โฆ . ใโบ ใ . โฆ . ใโบ ใ . โฆ . ใโบ ใ . โฆ .ย ย ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถเญจเญง๏ธถ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถเญจเญง๏ธถ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถเญจเญง๏ธถ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถโน๏ธถ๏ธถเญจเญง๏ธถย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๊ฐเฆยท๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ซ/๐๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ/๐ฌ๐จ๐๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ๐๐ซยทเป๊ฑ โขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโข ๐๐๐ง๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ข๐ง:ย โฆ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ฌย โฆ๐ก๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ย โฆ๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ญ๐จ๐งย โฆ๐ก๐๐๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฌย โฆ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฑย โฆ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ ย ย โขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโขยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทยทโขโฆโข ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ <3 ๐ข ๐ฆ๐๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ . ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐ข๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ, ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ฆ๐๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ข'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ. ๐ข๐ ๐ข ๐๐จ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐, ๐ข ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐ ๐ฒ'๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ. ๐ข๐ ๐ข ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ข ๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ .ย ๐ญ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐, ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ.ย ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐.
๐๐ ๐ง๐ข๐๐. ๐ข ๐๐จ ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ง๐ฌ๐๐ฐ. ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ . ๐ข ๐๐จ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ. ๐ ๐๐ ๐. ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ โโโโโโโโโโโโ๏ฝฅโช โ โซ ๏ฝฅโโโโโโโโโโโโ โย ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญย ย โฆ๐ซ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ โข #๐ซ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ.๐ข๐ง.๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌย ย โฆ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ โข #๐๐๐ข๐.๐ฐ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ฌย ย โฆ๐๐ซ๐ญ โข #๐๐๐ข๐.๐๐ซ๐๐ฐ๐ฌย ย โฆ๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ โข #๐๐๐ข๐.๐ฌ๐๐ย ย โฆ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ โข #๐๐๐ข๐.๐ซ๐๐ฌย ย โฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๐ โข #๐๐๐ข๐.๐๐ซ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๐
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๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐๐, ๐จ๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง. ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ {๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ,๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐๐ฌ ๐๐จ3 ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ,๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ,&๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ}
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