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reparent yourself to get rid of the old unhealthy beliefs your parents instilled in you so you can put in new unhealthy beliefs you instilled in yourself

I made myself a sticker chart :3

I give myself a sticker whenever I do something hard. My first sticker was for spending 8 hours figuring out these two really hard assignments

I think once I've filled it all up I'll get myself a treat like a happy meal or some calico critters

"you can't change, you'll always be a monster"

What about you can't change, you'll always be a kind hearted person who sees the best in people. And maybe the people you've met so far haven't deserved it but one day someone will and they will be the best experience for both of you

caregiver helping a black age regressor through internalized racism

*caregiver is helping the little take a bath* "hey bubba, be careful, you're gonna hurt your skin" "I needs to get clean" "You only have to scrub a little to get clean, now you're gonna start tearing your skin" "no! I'm not clean enough yet. I needs to be clean like the pwetty girls on TV" "oh bubba," *picks you up and holds you* "you're not dirty, you're african and there are very many pretty girls on TV that look like you" "mmm... but they're not cared about like the clean girls" "bubba, all of those girls are clean and so are you. And yes sometimes people care more about the white girls but you don't have to worry about that because you'll always have me to care about you" "okay, mama... why can not people just care about all of us?" "because sometimes the world is mean and that's very sad but I'm here to protect you"

I weally hope one day I make a lotta money and cans have a whole nother room just for my regression stuff!!! there would be dinos on the walls and have a tent in it and a bunch of toys and I'd never have to put my toys away, they'd just always be out

shoutout to black age regressors that didn't get to be children bc their parents knew they wouldn't get to make the same mistakes that their white peers made who are now taking back the chance to be kids

you were never dangerous, you were just a kid ❤️

I just watched the Bluey episode 'the sign' and it made me think of when I had to switch schools, there was no real reason other than my parents wanted me to learn french but being autistic I was never really able to make friends in the new school and that led me to a lot of loneliness and depression that I've carried with me ever since.

And I think it's easy to say that this is the bad ending, the bad "we'll see" but maybe by leaving that school I missed something potentially worse that could have happened to me. Bluey never found out that it was their lucky coin that saved their house and maybe I don't know it but this loneliness saved me from something I wouldn't have been able to recover from

A caregiver that comforts you when you're too picky to eat what they made for you.

They take put care into your snack time, making you grilled cheese, with milk and grapes and they took the time to take the grapes off the stem so you wouldn't have to.

But when you're eating they notice you haven't touched the grapes

"what's wrong, I thought you loved grapes?"

"oh I'm sowwy, I do but when you take them off they get all squishy and icky and I... It's all icky I can't eat it"

"oh I'm sorry little one, don't worry I'll just get you more grapes that are still on the stem"

"but you put all that effort in and now it's going to waste"

"I put effort in so you can enjoy this meal, for you to have a bad time eating it would be putting my effort to just as much waste"

Sometimes I get worried I'll never be good enough to deserve a caregiver. I feel like caregiving is an inherently unequal thing of me letting someone see my weakest side where I can't produce anything to be good enough for them and why would anyone want to support me in that way if I'm not doing something for them in return.

I is so sick but I still made din din for myself

I wuv appy slices n sweet potatos sooooo much

I sick today :((((. I wanna go home and hug my mama and eat appy sauce and be in bed but I has a test I needa do and also tmrw and also tomorroworrow and I really wanna sleep but I needa be strong and I can be strong and I'm gonna be able to power through this and do what I need to do

When I tell them I'm an age regressor and they say 'okay, cool' and not 'can I be your caregiver'

Vent below

Ppl are so mean :((( I don't like me friends and I hate that I have to be friends with them cause we're in the same sport. They all joke about being autistic then say they don't like those ppl cause they're too autistic and then when I say they're not autistic enough to understand that you can't just "start socializing" they say there's no more or less autistic and like yeah there isn't but you clearly don't know anywhere enough about autism or disability to understand how one condition can cause people varying levels of disability like you're self diagnosed and haven't even done research, you do not speak for the autistic community*. You tone down your definition of autism to mean being a bit weird so you can fit into it and then when ppl talk about the actual affects of autism you say that's not a real thing cause it doesn't fit into your definition. I hate them. And they're like just talk to people and then say they don't like other people cause they talk too much. I hate them I hate them I hate them.

Like why are we talking badly about ppl behind their backs. I get shitty on ppl who have done bad things but they were literally saying "he's just too autistic for me"

I hate how autism has been mainstreamed to mean quirky then people feel comfortable shitting on actually autistic people because they're "a bit autistic"

They're sooooo mean and I hate them and I miss being a kid and when people said mean things adults told them not to but now they're all like we're adults, but that doesn't make being mean okay!!!

*this isn't anything against self diagnosed ppl who did literally any research and don't use their label as an excuse to be ableist. Self diagnosis is very important for ppl who can't get access to assessments or for whom having an official diagnosis would hurt but there are more ppl now adays that use their ability to self diagnose badly

is there a term in there agere community for like a crush but you want them to be your caregiver, not your partner???

tips for getting out of little space when you need to. (this is what I've found works for me, something different might work better for you)

Make sure you have ways to regulate your emotions when big so you don't slip back into little space when you first get stressed again

Try to ground yourself in your body, it'll remind you of your big age

And make sure you're happy with your body so it's easier to ground yourself. For me this means putting on gender affirming gear and a really dope outfit

Put on some less child friendly music you like

Try to change your surrounding and having some spaces where you regress and others where you don't

Make sure all your toys and other agere stuff is put away and preferably out of sight

If you feel comfortable put yourself in a situation where you can't regress (eg around ppl who don't know you regress)

Try doing things that make you feel like an adult, for me this is my sport (Kendo) and writing analyses of shows I like

don't try to act older than your big age, it might just make you feel like you're 'playing' adult and make you feel more little

And remember to not force yourself de-regress unnecessarily, it's your mind's way of healing and if you can try to work on stuff you need to do while regressed.

the phrase "good art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comforted" if often used when talking about gory art but I think it can also be applied to how some ppl are disturbed by soft and childish agere art when all it's meant to do is comfort those that need it and I think that's beautiful.

Remember those undies with the day of the week on them!!! I miss them, I wonder if they make them for adults

Age regressing while you're in asl class and doing animal signs is sooo fun. My favourite sign is turtle 🐢🐢🐢

The trans guy in me hates being 5'3 but the age regressor in me loves being 5'3. Someone come and pick me up ( っ˶´ ˘ `)っ

Age regressor Silco headcannons

⭐A toddler regressor, very quiet too when he's regressed unless he's in a tantrum

⭐Super secretive about it like the only people to ever find out were Vander, Felicia, and Jinx

⭐Regresses from stress which is normally from his workload or drama happening with the chembarons or shipment issues. Used to also be from loud parties and the last drop being too crowded

⭐Has a secret room filled with regressor things that he warns Sevika and his other workers to NEVER go into and to not bother him when he's in there no matter what

⭐Used to be a very well behaved little that just liked to make drawings and play with blocks but after his falling out with Vander he became very fussy and would throw tantrums almost every time he regressed

⭐Masks that he's regressed if he can't get to his safe room which normally means turning his 'crying and hitting the ground' tantrums into a 'beating up and firing the person closest to him' tantrum

⭐The others have learned how to pick up that he's about to throw a tantrum and leave as soon as there are warning signs

⭐This scene was one of his tantrums (s01e06, 'guns for hire' scene)

⭐Most of Jinx caregiving for him is her teaching him how to play as a kid and not just cry and hit stuff

⭐They doodle over stuff together, Silco is always a lot more shy with drawing over random things but Jinx gets him to open up

⭐By the end his art style is almost the same as hers. his drawings start out super scratchy, only using greys and stuff but they turn really colourful

⭐he loves having all his plushies and bottles covered in Jinx's drawings

⭐At first she tries to avoid drawing on his stuff to give him space when he's regressed but she finds he clings onto anything she's drawn on and she starts decorating more of his stuff

⭐If he's feeling really little she'll blow stuff up cause he likes the pretty colours but he always gets mad at her when he's big again

⭐ Jinx also regresses and she started suspecting he might when he first saw her regressed and immediately knew what was going on

⭐one day she heard him sobbing in his safe room and went in

⭐he was super upset and told her to get out but eventually she was able to get him to open up about it and she promised to care for him whenever he needs it

⭐sometimes Sevika will find their agere things around and Jinx will always take responsibility for it

Past Vander and Felica Stuff:

⭐Vander first found out when Silco went into a backroom of the last drop when it got too loud. Vander followed to check up on him and Silco quickly put away his notebook and crayons he was drawing with and tried to do his best impression of being big. Vander wasn't convinced Silco was okay and kept checking in on him.

⭐Later Vander followed up with Silco, asking him if he was actually okay back then and Silco admitted to him he regresses. he was really worried Vander would find him weird or think it was for weird reasons but Vander just asked him more about it and how he can help

⭐Vander then got Silco a bunch of stuff, markers, bottles, stickers, anything he could find

⭐Silco loved being held by Vander, it made him feel so small, being in Vander's big arms

⭐Felica found out when she walked in on Vander taking care of Silco. Vander tried really hard to cover for Silco but Silco decided he trusted her enough to tell her his secret

⭐She would occasionally take care of Silco if Vander was busy but he never liked her style of cging as much

⭐but when Vi was on the way he starting letting her be his cg a lot more so she could get some practice in and feel more sure of herself

⭐he would always be sure to tell her how good of a mama she is

Haiiii, here are some things that made me happy today!

These are toys I got, two of them were in kinder eggs and one was from a happy meal and the green axolotl dude was from one of those coin crank toy dispensers that I got after kendo practice! I wanted a pink one but I love the dude I got

I also baked a cake! I got this cake pan with a lid so I don't have to transfer it into a seperate storage container which is so nice cause that also means there are fewer dishes to clean. It's a rainbow sprinkle cake!

Also I got all my chores done. I cleaned up my room, I washed all my dishes, I meal prepped with extra veggies so I get to eat nutrients all week :D I'm very proud of myself.

Hellooo! You can call me Zev or Zevi!!!

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⭐ I started this account to try to reach out more and meet other regressors, make online friends as well and trying to learn to unmask my autism

⭐ So plzzz feel free to reach out

⭐ I made a community for age regressors to vent in if you wanna join, @@agere-venting

⭐ I'm a trans guy who is very much taking back the chance to be a little boy 🚚⚔️🚀

⭐I'm 19 when big and about 8 when little but I think sometimes I become a lot smaller than that

⭐ my special interest is arcane so I might make some posts about that (would not suggest you watch it while regressed)

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does anyone have tips on how to get out of little space. I keep trying but my mind is still wandering back

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jayce/Viktor (League of Legends), Jayce & Viktor (League of Legends) Characters: Jayce (League of Legends), Viktor (League of Legends) Additional Tags: Age Regression/De-Aging, Snow Day, Panic Attacks, Jayce Needs a Hug (League of Legends), Mentioned Ximena Talis, Flashbacks, Set in Season 01 Between Act 01 and Act 02 (Arcane: League of Legends), Jayce is a Sweetheart (League of Legends) Summary:

After the first snowfall of the year in Piltover Jayce is reminded of his past and regresses back into the little kid who held his mother and called into the void for help. But now he has Viktor who is sure to make sure he's cozy and has a fun snow day in the lab

-------------- or: Jayce age regresses and Viktor is there to care for him

WATER BEAR PLUSHIES

They're also called tardigrades or moss piglets and they're water animals that live ALL OVER the world and can survive extreme conditions like extreme temperatures, extreme pressures (both high and low), air deprivation, radiation, dehydration, and starvation and have survived being in OUTER SPACE

Here's a picture of some actual tardigrades under the cut but be warned they look a lil creepy crawly so if you don't like bugs you probably won't like them

I need a caregiver so badly. Like I think I'm doing pretty well taking care of myself but I just need someone to pick me up and give me a bottle and let me cry out and call them mama

I'm starting to wonder if I'm ever fully big. Like I always saw a lot of my little traits as just being a part of autism and delayed mental growth (i forget the correct word) but like the more I interact with the agere community the more I realize that like I'm one of you. Idk I think I might be getting work down mentally and that's causing more regression but I feel I spend more of my waking hours little than I do big

Have yet to start an agere related blog BUT ;

Regressors ; Cloud Strife , Gensis Rhapsodos , Zack Fair , Vincent Valentine , Aizawa Shouta , Ezra Bridger , Chuuya Nakahara , Akutagawa Ryūnosuke , Robert Chase , and more I cannot remember

Caregivers ; Biggs , Zack Fair , Genesis Rhapsodos , Sephiroth Crescent , Angeal Hewley , Barret Wallace , Cid Highwind , Hizashi Yamada , Dazai Osamu , Atsushi Nakajima , Gregory House , James Wilson and more !

Asking all Fandom AGERE enjoyers to reblog this post with their all time favorite HCs from any media

Why? Because. I wanna see. Your thoughts are cool and appreciated by me always.

And maybe you'll find someone else who agrees!

(This is also the premise of my AGERE server linked in my bio and pinned post so if you wanna do more of this, you should join :])

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Hello everyone! Sorry for not posting much. I have had a lot of things I was busy with, like school and the show I’m a part of. I joined VR Chat a few months ago and I got invited to a vr chat series some people on there were creating. The series is called The Blood Sibling Show. I play a character called Dreamy. And to my age regressors following me yall will have another canon age regressor to add to the short list! Dreamy canonically regresses!!!! Anyways if you have any questions for me or anyone else a part of the show just ask.

I have been on tumblr for 2 years now!!!! I am so happy on how much support I have gotten so I am thanking every single one of yall for the support!! (Oh yea sorry for being less and lesss active)