It sucks to go through this. The time period I spent in the mental hospital where on this side of my life the professors completed more than half the syllabus in my absence. Now I am sitting in ppts and Google articles. I can't process so much of information at once, I am only human. I am eating, information. I feel delirious half the time. YouTube helps but to see, grasp, process and store the information is inhuman where I eat 10 meds everyday.