Alterhuman - Blog Posts

Me when I look at pictures of cryptic messages on old TVs, and suddenly I remember strange staticky laughter and some adrenaline inducing feeling that isn't mine but still familiar. WHO ARE YOU!??? WHO ARE YOU STRANGE TV MAN AND WHY ARE YOU IN MY HEAD!?!??!

Overactive imagination? Weird fake memory??? Idfk

Images that make me think of home.

Throwback to this poem I wrote a while back

Plain text:

There was at one time,

A man I knew who spoke

With the crackle of a fire

Who had a cough

Like the devil himself had curled up in his lungs.

Who took me places

No wicked thing ever dared to trot.

He who stood so mighty,

The king of a southern summer,

And composed of the cicadas sympathy.

It is from him

I acquired my dirty paws,

These blood fangs.

From him came this wagging tail,

And hanging tongue.

Where my king of summer lies,

With the worms in his oldest home,

I stay his heir.

I haunt this town like an unmuttered curse.

And when they dare speak my name,

As if some insulting thing,

I think fondly of the man who gave me claws and teeth.

So that their insolence is not so easily forgiven,

And just as he,

Never forgotten.

I've been thinking about my hearthomes today, specifically my post apocalypse one, so I made a playlist for it.

It's very green and overgrown and has a lot of places to explore and I miss it.

I really like making masks and realized I never really showed any of them. This is my main personal mask of my dog theriotype :D

The eyes glow in the dark >:]

Maybe im not cladotherian and actually just polytherian. Because I still look at myself and just think, oh yeah, that's a canine. But also, over time, I've kinda just realized that it's not so much the entire genus and instead just some specific species. I also feel like my theriotypes are deeply tied to who I am, how I grew up, and how I function. I know I'm a wolf for certain. I get especially shifty in the winter, and it will stay somewhat dormant in the warmer months. I feel drawn to my coyote theriotype in the spring and summer, and having grown up in the deep south, it helps that it makes me feel more comfortable in where I call home.

My dog theriotype is pretty much always present. I'm just doglike in nature.

And then my raccoon tends to flair up, especially when I regress? Like it's usually either puppy or raccoon.

This isn't really me panicking about this or anything tbh. Sometimes, it just feels nice to talk about it.

I think one of my favorite feelings is whenever the season starts to change and I can slowly feel myself being pulled more and more towards my coyote and raccoon theriotype with all of the sun and berries and greenery growing. I know I'll still feel my wolf and that it will return a lot stronger once the earth grows cold again, but for the time being there are snacks to eat and dirt to paw at and sunny patches of grass and clover to be slept in.

I genuinely thought people were just making stuff up about randomly meeting other therians but I got to meet two today at a festival so shout out to them because it made me really happy :]

I bite I bite I bite I bite I bite I-

here take some pictures that make me feel like i'm looking in a mirror:3c

((y, you should also show me pictures that make youu feel like you're looking into mirror))

It gets a little colder, and suddenly, I can see everything, I can smell everything. I can feel the wind trying to get me to come back to it. It practically screams for me to run and to keep running until I feel how I used to. I think winter grieves me. It dug a hole in the backyard that I never chose to lay down in, and now it has to watch as I try to comprehend what it knows I can't. I don't look how I'm supposed to anymore, I've changed, and it doesn't know what to do with me anymore.

Babeee, babe wake upppp. It's cold outside we gotta go stand ominously in a foggy morning field babeeee

You know, after realizing I'm a wolf, the deep yearning every winter to be running through snowy wilderness with only my paws to limit how far I go suddenly makes a lot more sense.

"I got that dog in me" I say as a tiny dog presses buttons in my brain by violently wagging it's tail.

I miss my pack. We saw eachother just last weekend but I miss them. I wanna sleep in a dog pile and rough house and make noise with them. This sucks.

How the hell am I supposed to explain to people that when I imagine my dog form it's just some of the dogs from fucking Chernobyl TwT

Crypt

19 (minors pls don't dm me. Interacting with my account is fine)

They/them

polytherian and crowhearted. 🐾

Certified feral animal

Apocalypse dog ☢️

Shape-shifter

You can spam boop the hell out of me btw

Theriotypes:

- Wolf

- Coyote

- Livestock protector dog

- Chernobyl dog

- Raccoon

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Heart Homes

- Minecraft (specifically Para Sanar) - side blog: @dandelions-crossing

- Apocalypse World - side blog: @apocalypse-dog

- Far Harbor (fallout 4)

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I mostly just post about my journey with therianthropy since this is the only site I can actively express it. Come say hi :]

Ask... Ask me about my heart homes, please...👀

PLEASE

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DNI:

Racists, homophobic, transphobic, ablist, anti-alterhuman, zoophiles, pedophiles, pro-shippers, etc.

I don't want any issues. I'm just here to chill out and post what I want. I'm not going to entertain anyone who decides to disrupt my peace, and I will block freely.

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Extra stuffs:

- neurodivergent

- Pet Regressor

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Current hyperfixations:

- Gorillaz

- Eddsworld

- Fallout 4

WOOO CHAIN!!!!

(https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1235139)

...time to change my entire blog because this image is my whole existence now... *cries*

Idk what to change the url to yet...

HERE IT IS!!!!

I bought this ring with my friend @i-bite-children recently (he bought dragon/demon/bat wings to match!) and now the winged part of me feels noticed

Cause I need to ramble about this:

I have two dragon types. One is like the GOT dragons, big, multi-colored fire, and no front legs. But my other dragon type is a wings of fire hybrid, an ice/rain/night.

But my other types are earth animals. A white furred timber wolf, a snow leopard, and a melanistic barn owl.

My brain keeps getting confused on where my wings are and if they have feathers or not. It keeps getting confused on whether I should have fur or scales.

I feel my horns, both a crown of horns, a pair of simple wavy horns, and strong Jacob’s Sheep-like horns.

My final type is a ghoul, a nameless ghoul from Ghost. I feel the wings, the ram horns, the tail, the claws and teeth.

Oh, how I wish I was a shapeshifter

I was huge as well, from the bottom of my paw to the top of my head it’s around 65-70 feet tall. I was a bit bigger than Smaug for comparison. My tail was longer than my body and my wingspan was large compared to my body too. For context my kintype is an icewing/rainwing/nightwing. Icewings are pretty big, Nightwings are a bit smaller, and rainwings are one of the smallest of the tribes

I’ve been thinking about dragons today and I have a very curious question about dragonkins

do you ever think about HOW big you would consider your kintype? Like the general size of the species and age. I would often consider adult dragons be on average to be only a few feet bigger than a blue whale, again this would also depend upon species as well

I’m just genuinely curious and I wanna hear from you.

Please. I want to be a creature.

i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail i want a tail

do u have any tips on how to get more in touch with your kintypes ? especially animalistic ones

honestly? the main thing i do is just sit there and think about my kintypes and imagine myself as them, maybe listening to music that makes me feel 'switchy' as well! researching my kintypes and dressing with the colours my kintypes have (example: dressing in black and white because of my b&w border collie kintype) also has helped me get in touch with my kintypes :)

i have a habit of petting my boyfriend and scratching the underneath of his chin like hes a cat; is this me spreading alterhuman propaganda? /silly

i like the feeling and idea of being a domesticated wild animal but when im in a wolf shift I'd much rather be out in the wild exploring

although, part of the domestication thing could also be me being trapped inside for a few months in various points in my life so im more used to being inside, i still love the outdoors.

anyways, good morning! i just woke up so sorry if this rant makes no sense :)

i belong in the water, i love the water, i loved swimming until my seizures got bad and scary, i loved it dearly, now im too scared to go into a pool alone, but i still enjoy showers and baths, i feel as if im some sort of water animal/creature, but which one? its still such a vague feeling

no trust me guys im not scared of people and i dont have social anxiety thats just my solitary genet kintype trust me haha

"why do i feel so confused about what cat i am? i keep feeling like my coat is grey or black, but a grey-coated cat nor a black-coated cat feels ri-"

"ooohhhhhh......... thats why!"

cat breed: black smoke turkish angora!!

i haaate having vague feelings i cant pinpoint, ive been having one feeling that i am a prey animal (mammal?) but i dont know which one, and theres so many out there, and ive been having another feeling that i am some sort of water creature but i also dont know which one!

woke up feeling very ouppy today. goodmorning