And I Am - Blog Posts

Me? Making a TGS animatic with Haunt, the Cartoon Heart by Bear Ghost?? That’s gonna take forever because I can’t stay still and do one project at a time???

I would never-

Lil angst poem :)

And I Am?

“And who might you be?” Well, I’m many things And yet I’m too scared To tell you any of them Too scared to tell you My names that are true Too worried to claim I know who I am So I’ll tell you now Another lie Because what’s one more When I’m drowning in them? “I am ------” But it feels so foul to say It feels like a lie Because that’s all it is. “I’m this and I’m that” But none of it is true And I can’t breathe Someone help But I don’t know how And I am A liar And a coward And someone who is scared I am foolish I am weak I am someone who is scared I shouldn’t feel this way But I do, I do, And I don’t know what to say When you say the name I picked out so carefully Like a slur Like a curse Someone give me a chance Let me explain how I feel Just to be refused again. And I am Someone who is alive But sometimes I don’t know What to say or how to act Because I am not the norm And the norm will kill me In a day or a year The outcome’s the same Suffocation or a blaze Who really cares? And I am Someone who is scared And I know it is without reason And yet I don’t know this But I do. And I am Someone who is confused And who can’t form these words To tell you what it felt like To hear you say my name Like I am a slur and a failure A sinner and a liar.

I use Color (that is provided by PicsArt) and let me tell you - that app is the evilest of them all

Randomly putting white stripes on your things when you try to blend and erasing layers randomly when you leave the app is CHAOS. You don't have control over it, it has control over you.

Hi me and my pals made this we will not be taking criticism at this time.