Androgyny - Blog Posts

painted my nails for the first time in like two years. aphrodite is helping embrace my femininity without as much dysphoria. i definitely need more practice painting tho

So I’ve been in some of the best mental space of my life. (Atleast since I can remember) for the last few weeks.

The biggest contributor to this is that I quit drinking liquor…. I was drinking way too much and I physically and mentally started to feel it take its toll on me. I was irritable, physically felt like shit, mental cobwebs, and just generally feeling like shit Ontop of that just constantly craving my next drink.

I quit, 2 weeks ago; not cold turkey, I’m still drinking a bit of wine and beer but no where even close to what I was, which was 2 bottles a week minimum for the past several years. But I haven’t touched a bit of liquor since.

Let me tell you….. what a difference. Literally all of those negatives went away after like the 4th day and now I’m feeling so good!

In the meantime, regaining a bit of self control I also haven’t pleasured myself like a “man” since I quit the liquor….

Dont worry. I’m still having regular orgasms… which is yet another bonus to my mental state.

The “sissygasms”, gods I hate that term… but I’m at a loss for another word here, are so satisfying and leaving me in a state of bliss and clarity.

Also gradually accepting that I’ll never be a specimen of femininity, so I can either just lean back into the hyper masculine “gay man”. Or try and weave in a few strands of androgyny. Of which I’m currently leaning into the latter.

I FINALLY got some jeans that fit me so well… (American eagle).

A simple task for some, but I’ve been struggling for years to find the proper fit and length as I have a 36” inseam…. Tall gurl struggles Minor thing but feels like such a huge victory!

Really just wanted to get this out, Mostly for my own reasons of sorting things out.

Time to have a smoke, a glass of wine, and catch up on some rings of power.

Hope yall have a good night!

-Jessica

I want to be supportive of women and girls getting to be their masculine self nowadays but it's really hard because I'll always be a bit resentful and salty about the fact I wasn't even allowed stuff like the Cars movies and playing with hotwheels. Telling my family I wanted to shave my head partially is probably my first gender related traumatic event.

Maybe I'm wrong for feeling that way, but I can't help but feel a lot of mixed emotions when seeing women, and especially little girls nowadays, get to be happily masculine as kids/teens or even young adults.

Androgynous Siblings

A kid at work thought I was a boi. I am so androgynous that even with big boobs and makeup on, this kid thought I was a boi. These are my genderqueer dreams

Lately I've been staring myself in the face again

Looking deep into my eyes and coming to terms with who I find

Not a scared girl

Not a strong man

Just me and all my insecurities

I find a kind heart that wants to know

I find a brave soul willing to grow

I find a tender heart willing to show all the love that I possess

I find self expression not in skirts or suits but the marriage of the two

I find happiness in being me without labels, naked and free

Stripped bare of expectations there's a place of exultation where I can be

Simply me

Tim Drake is the type of androgynous where if I were to see a picture of him in real life, and somebody told me he was trans, I would have no idea if he was trans masc, or trans fem. And I respect that deeply.

#I guess it depends on whether he's feeling more Alvin or Caroline.

Redraw. The first image is the new one, second image is the original.

Someone will remember us, even in another time

so I made this to submit to a contest, wish me luck ✨

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