A List of Things That Signal I'm Sad or Feeling Something Very Deeply (But I Won't Ever Tell You-):
- I start being very short with you. Instead of thoughtful sentences, you only get (Oh. Oh cool. Ha. Etc.)
- I start having a very pessimistic drop in my tone
- I start changing the convo
- I start changing the topic to you rather than me
- I take longer to reply
- I use hhhhh a lot
**In irl**
- I avoid your eyes
- My posture drops
- I start fidgeting
- I stay silent
- I rest my head and just look like someone who got stabbed
Personality Quirks/Quirks in General I Have:
-Flinch at physical contact
-Can't navigate for the life of me, but once I have a path down, I will never not go that path
-Can't solve most school locks
-Always paranoid that someone is going to hurt me. Mostly stab or shoot me.
-Paranoid of people behind me, that's why I never turn my back on people. Literally.
-Can't eat in front of people because I'm messy, and another reason.
-Literally the most mess of a person you will ever meet.
-I use literally too much.
-I cry over everything. I know I'm over emotional.
-But some reason, can't show weakness in front of strangers/my parents.
-I have a very, very good long term and short term memory.
-I always have a weird way of thinking and cannot follow the way teachers teach me.
-Due to my number phobia, both clocks and math are hard for me to deal with.
-Seriously. I have no idea what goes on during math. I just pretend to know what I'm doing.
-And also, I have a schedule for sleeping due to the phobia of numbers.
-I need every friend of mine to give me a gift, preferably a plushie, once we get close because I need something that reminds me of them + bares their smell in case I lose that person.
-I am too much of a perfectionist and can't stand when things are out of order.
-If the house is messy/my room, I can't work, sleep, and I become restless.
-I have a MASSIVE fear of losing my friends/my friends being killed my enemies.
-That's why I'm overprotective of them.
-I wear my heart on my sleeve too much, and always get broken in the end.
-I either trust completely or not at all, there's no in between.
-I have two personalities, the way I see me, and the way my friends see me. Both are very accurate to who I am.
-I constantly struggle with balance in my life.
-If you are my enemy, yoU'RE GOING DOWN. I will not let you hurt my friends. Ever. Fight me.
-I have an overwhelming fear of school shootings/mass shootings and always prepare myself for one.
-I watch scary documentaries and then go to sleep and have nightmares.
-I count nightmares as just dreams.
-I remember all of my dreams. I frequently lucid dream, but just see what happens instead of controlling myself.
-I seem chill, but I'm super uptight.
-I am drawn to people that have the "bad boy" look.
-I read too many X Readers because I need to feel loved.
-I love people watching.
-When I have a crush, I'll stalk them online.
-Animals always consider me their mate for some reason??
What To Do If You Catch Me Venting In A Conversation:
- liSTEN.
- Try to calm me down.
- DO NOT say that my emotions/things I am talking about are invalid.
- Put yourself in my shoes and try to see it from my perspective.
- Don't. Leave.
- Try and understand.
* I'll probably tell you sorry the next day or so if I find I'm overreacting. I'll probs just say I'm sorry in general.
Aries: destroy
Taurus: sex
Gemini: talk
Cancer: dream
Leo: cry
Virgo: ignore
Libra: sleep
Scorpio: fight
Sagittarius: hide
Capricorn: spend
Aquarius: deceive
Pisces: create
I'm the enfp-aries-slytherin combo, I bring a lot of things to the table especially chaos and entertainment (and neurodivergence probably)
It also means I like to lay on the floor in my room and never go out of my house (I also have a shitty attention span and friends who i forget exist)
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Anne Morris and the Zodiac's: Arrows of the Centar - Chapter 13: The colors he sees (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/hyuv1wo7rO Anne had a weird life as is, but when the mysterious man who has been following her through her whole life talks to her finally, thing get even weirder.
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that one time I did an impromptu public wax display and possibly, unintentionally, changed the trajectory of some innocent bystanders’ lives
My dad: “This is a CHRISTIAN family and WE don’t believe in astrology in this family.”
Also my dad: “I’m an Aries 😌✨🌸🧚🏽♂️🔮”
You're so down to earth: Capricorn; Aries; Virgo And I'm in the stars: Leo; Pisces; Aquarius So show me the sea: Libra; Scorpio; Cancer And I'll take you to Mars: Sagittarius; Taurus; Gemini
Use the energy of the Supermoon to guide you 🌕
Card of the day: The Emperor
Your life is a kingdom, you are the king. Your body is the castle, and everyone in your life are your people.
Are you a good emperor or a bad one?
Most people won’t give it a second thought, they just throw their hands up and leave it in the hands of their god or the universe. No desire to take responsibility of their own life onto their own shoulders.
To be a victim to everything outside of themselves.
What they don’t realize is that they are the king.
You are the only one who can protect your kingdom.
How do you protect it?
Simple.. Do not lie to yourself.
Be completely honest of how much power you take in your life versus how much power you give away. Because that is what you’re doing you’re giving it away.
There are people out there who understand that you are the king and they are not afraid to take what is yours, to utilize your resources to multiply their own.
They intend to disconnect you, confuse you on what’s worth fighting for. They do not want your heart and mind aligned they just want you running around, attempting to fill your desires, oh and their the ones who have the solution.
Do not be afraid to reflect on your life. It is the only way to truly get to know yourself. To truly get to know your kingdom.
What do you think of a king who walks the streets of his kingdom, greeting everyone who passes, asking for their name and wishing him luck on their journey’s?
I’d want him to be my king. I’d want to be like him.
That is how we can change the world into a better place. By changing ourselves… our kingdoms into better places.
But we can only do that through authenticity. If the king was not true to his actions, then nobody would want to follow him. Nobody wants to live a fake life. They just want the outcome of that fake life to be real.
The only way to get a real happy ending is to live an authentic life.
Why is it so hard to live authentically?
Because we are afraid that nobody will except us for who we are. We learned that as we were children, and everyone told us to be quiet, stop playing. When everyone else took away the magic.
This is me giving you your magic back.
You were on an amazing journey more beautiful than you could ever imagine.
You are in control of that journey.
You truly can have anything your heart desires.
How?
We don’t need everything in this lifetime.
We only need what is ours.
What is ours will always find us.
Only once we begin to vibrate at our authentic frequency.
It’s the easiest and the hardest thing to do.
What do you choose?
Born in Balkh (modern Afghanistan) in 787, a former hadith scholar who turned to the stars in midlife.
His Kitāb al-Madkhal al-Kabīr (The Great Introduction) became the bedrock of European astrology when translated into Latin.
He systematized planetary natures, zodiac signs, houses, aspects, and the elements.
His “conjunction theory” argued that history moves in great cycles, marked by rare celestial alignments—especially Jupiter-Saturn conjunctions, which he claimed heralded the rise of prophets and empires.
"All change under heaven is written first in the sky."
A polymath in the Abbasid court, blending Greek philosophy with Islamic theology and celestial theory.
In De Radiis Stellarum (On the Stellar Rays), he proposed a theory of stellar influence—not superstition, but a natural force, like light or magnetism.
He laid early groundwork for what would become natural philosophy (proto-science), suggesting stars transmit influence through rays affecting Earthly matter and human temperament.
Though more astronomer than astrologer, he cataloged astrology in full without ever endorsing its claims outright.
His Kitāb al-Tafhīm contains precise definitions of astrological terms, planetary motions, and how horoscopes are calculated.
A master of cultural synthesis: he compared Greek, Indian, and Persian systems, noting their commonalities and contradictions.
Developed the astrolabe, armillary spheres, and zij tables—astronomical charts used by astrologers to pinpoint planetary positions with astonishing accuracy.
Arabs didn’t just practice astrology—they thought about it. They debated whether the stars compel or merely incline.
Al-Farabi and later Avicenna argued the stars could only affect the body, not the soul—a blend of Neoplatonism and Islamic ethics.
The stars whisper, they do not command.
Arabs inherited and enhanced horoscopic astrology from the Greeks:
Twelve Houses (Bayūt): Places in the chart signifying career, love, health, death.
Lots (Arabic Parts): Points calculated from planetary positions, like the Lot of Fortune and Lot of Spirit, used to fine-tune predictions.
Triplicities and Dignities: Systems to assess planetary strength.
Interrogations (Horary Astrology): Divining answers to specific questions, such as “Will I marry?” or “Will the king win this war?”
Astrologers like Abū Maʿshar claimed that world events—plagues, conquests, religious shifts—were written in planetary cycles.
Used to time coronations, launch battles, found cities.
Caliphs would sometimes delay decisions until the astrologers said the heavens were "favorable."
Used zodiac signs to diagnose and treat illness—Aries rules the head, Pisces the feet, and so on.
Ibn Sina (Avicenna) himself, though skeptical of predictive astrology, used astrological charts for medical diagnoses, especially in fevers and crisis periods.
The Qur’an warns against claims to know the unseen:
"Say: None in the heavens or on the earth knows the unseen except Allah." (Qur’an 27:65)
So Islamic scholars:
Allowed astronomy (for timekeeping, Qibla direction).
Permitted astrology only if used to understand natural rhythms—not fate.
Condemned fortune-telling or attributing independent power to stars.
Yet astrology persisted—not as dogma, but as courtly art, folk belief, and scientific curiosity.
Translations of Arabic astrological texts into Latin via Toledo and Sicily reawakened Europe’s interest in the stars.
Terms like zenith, nadir, azimuth, almanac, and even algorithm come from Arabic.
Albumasar, Albohali, Messahala—all Arabic astrologers Latinized into the canon of European learning.
The Renaissance astrologers (like Ficino and Agrippa) drank deeply from Arab wells.
The Arabs did not merely gaze at the stars—they listened to them, charted them, debated them, and passed on their wisdom in tomes that still echo today. Astrology, as they practiced it, was never just fortune-telling—it was philosophy, poetry, medicine, and mathematics entwined in a cosmic dance.