IM HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN IN MY ROOM BECAUSE HOW TF CAN TIMOTHEE CHALAMET BE SO BEAUTIFUL AND ATYD AND OMG GRANT CHAPMAN AND IM LIGHTHEADED I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO COLLAPSE AND IM LITERALLY FILLED TO THE BRIM WITH CAFFINE RN OML DONT FUCKING LOOK AT ME
all fun and games until it's suddenly Halloween and the marauders edit come rolling in from left and right
i just had the shocking realisation that neither of the Black brother's had a body in their casket.
RIP Regulus Black, he would've loved Conan Gray
Cheers to 10yr old me that first read Harry Potter and said "I wished we had more content of the Marauders, I rlly like their characters"
(Cut to me sitting on my bed crying while ready ATYD at 3am)
Prayers to my dog, who has to sleep beside me and put up with my hyperfixation bullshit. Prayers to my dog, who has to put up with my thousandth mental breakdown because of Marauders Eras edits. Prayers to my dog, who has to put up with my constant singing of the same songs over and over again
When I first bought Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone at the book fair, I did not, and i repeat, i DID NOT SIGN UP TO BE OBSESSED WITH DEAD GAY WIZARDS FROM THE 70S. I DID NOT SIGN UP TO BE OBSESSED WITH HARRY JAMES POTTER'S PARENTS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND THEIR ENEMIES.
IM AT THE PART IN THE BOOK WHERE REMUS COMES OUT AND ALL THE YOUNG DUDES BY BOWIE AND MATT THE HOOPLE PLAYS AND IM SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING THROWING UP AND DYING
currently drowing in my own tears rn bc i've gotten to the chapter where one kid gets obliterated by the whomping willow in atyd and remus feels so guilty.
"We can’t lose you, Remus, not while I’m still at Hogwarts." Madam Promfrey, Chapter 23, Atyd.
Years later, she would watch Remus on his deathbed, dying next to Tonks.
I need therapy.
So as i mentioned before, i was re-reading ATYD and istg the first chapter i already wanted to cry. I am now at chapter 21, my heart screams for Regulus.
Currently re-reading ATYD on AO3, can't wait to have another mental breakdown
Sunday 5th August 1973
Dear Moony,
So. You will not believe what happened.
Seriously. The ceremony was all ready to go
- I was in my hideous green dress robes (with black lace cuffs - LACE, Moony. Just wrap your mind around that. You would have thought I looked a right prat.)…
All the young dudes 🎶
1st year vs 7th year
Gosh, what a crazy time I have.
For this year I’d already read a lot. Pjo, Hoo, and I started ToA, but then desired to take a rest and get distracted for some time.
And my incredible friend advised me to read All the young dudes. I feel so ashamed that I’d never heard about this fic before (I’m a HUGE fan of HP). Guys it is just STUNNING, like no comments, it’s just stunning.
Makes me feel so cozy. I’ll definitely re-read it on winter hollidays next 10 years.
What I wanted to say so? Oh yeah, this is my marauder’s portraits) Maybe you even guess who was my inspiration for some of them;)
Wanna do girls next (^3^)