Behappy - Blog Posts
I am thinking of taking a huge break from social media. I only have YT, tumblr, and twitch but I do want to limit my time spent on my device (I don’t have a phone but I have an iPad mini) I am 13 and should be (I want to) living a life of outdoors, sports,and fresh air I don’t want to be a kid that sits on their butt all day watching YT and posting on platforms ( I by no means am saying that people that do this are bad, etc. I am saying I don’t want to do that). I want to be active, etc. It is hard for me to put my device away and not think about missing videos. This is what social media is doing to people. It is putting a card in our brains and magnifying that card to our devices, I know at a lot of people are not as suctioned to their devices as much as others. Again, I want to live a life that allows me to do things such as bike,be social, play sports, etc. it is hard to do a lot of these because of Covid-19. I used to do a lot of these things before Covid-19. My dad got into a really bad bicycle accident a couple months ago. My brother and I were riding with him and he fell. We don’t know how because he always rides behind us Incase we fall, etc. My brother and I were the people that had to call 911. He broke his jaw, arm, etc and had multiple surgeries on his face (stitches). I have not ridden a bike in about 8 months. I live in the country so I have hills as roads. I don’t think I want to ride where I live ever again but maybe in the city. If you made it this far reading this please understand that I am not educated in technology so don’t go passing my info around but please understand my words. Love you all. Again, if you have made it this far I would like to thank you for reading this and taking your time to. I am a teenage girl going through some rough times right now so I am trying to let all of my emotions, etc out by words. Comment #behappy in the comments if you got this far. Also, be free to repost this. Again, love you all! Stay safe!
Sincerely, joeygraceffafan1
lOvInG tHiS bLaCk AnD wHiTe MoMeNt
@joeygraceffa
DISCLAIMER ⚠️: I am not trying to brag at all or complain. Just telling y’all about my day.
Although I didn’t have the best day, I hope all of you had a great day!! I am happy that I have what I have.
Today was honestly rough. Lots of tears shedded. I was super overwhelmed and just felt that I couldn’t take care of myself. Honestly, I am soooo grateful that Joey posted (on his main channel today) (he turned into a drag queen and preformed) it was pretty epic. Throughout the whole entire video I had a GIANT smile on my face. That was the only time I smiled today. I did have counseling today. I go to counseling because I have Misophonia, Misokinesia, and OCD. All three of those are what cause me to be “depressed”. I really am trying to change my perspective on life and make my life seem better (even if it isn’t on the outside). I really want to change my feelings and not always feel like I am sad, etc. I love seeing you with a smile on your face, it makes me happy. I want you to know that if you need someone to talk to or are feeling sad, etc that I am here. I would do anything for you cause you did (and still do) soo much for me. Even if you didn’t even know. I want to thank @joeygraceffa for what you do and the huge impact you have on people lives (especially for me). LOVE YOU!
If you would like to check out what misophonia and misokinesia are ::::
http://www.misophonia.com/misokinesia-describes-having-visual-misophonia-triggers/
Remember that change does not come immediately, it takes time, effort, and a will to change.
A step ahead.
There may be times, when you fall and feel broken. You feel like, you are done with all of the earthly things and think to give up, then I advice you to read this.
There may be such times, it’s not a great deal. Just try to be a little bit happier and smile a little wider.
This didn’t help? Uhhhhmmm. Wait, then read this:
So, you are sad, for whatever’s going on around you, everything’s going on but not correctly. You’ve fallen, but no one is even there to help you,get up. I see, then all you need to remember is that while cycling, you may have fallen, a thousand of times, but it has always helped to you, to pay more attention, to drive more carefully. Isn’t it? Yes, it is. Remember when you fell in front of your friend? You just laughed it of, right? This is a fall similar to that. You always fall, to get up and do a little better and try a little harder. Remember your goal, for which you started this journey for? What about that? You’ll get up and get going, right? That’s what sport’s-man-ship is.Don’t forget that when you reach home, there is always someone to ask you if you’re okay. And even if you live alone, you will always have yourself. You feel sad, for you are not perfect for everyone? You don’t need to be. If you do everything by yourself then what will others do? They’ll be jobless. Oh! You are perfect. Actually everyone is, just in their own way. You always need to see the bright side. “Every cloud has a silver lining” remember. Now all you’ve got to do is, put on a smile, a real one and start from where you left, because starting again would be tough. Now you are getting back to your way to your goal, aren’t you? Good!! There’s always a step ahead, and not too far.
When was the last time you did something for the first time?
You only have one life. Use it!
Just a reminder... #mondays #masturbate #behappy #justbecause #somebodysreason