the thought of someone finding out that i havent smoked weed or gotten drunk before and taking advantage of it!!! one day they’ll have me in their room, teaching me how to roll a blunt nd walking me through my first high!!!
i get all nervous, and they rub my back so sweetly saying i’ll do great. want them to coo and tease me for how quickly my mind turns all fuzzy. watching me take in the new feeling of the smoke filling my lungs. want them to tell me how cute i look when i go all dumb on them :(