Bsd 109 - Blog Posts
These are absolutely recking me 😍
i can't take this anymore aaAA
i can't take this anymore aaAA
So how are we feeling about the new chapter guys??
can't recognize. can't feel. can't. can't.
im coping (poorly)
Chapter 109 spoilers!
He didn't like pain
So how are we feeling about the new chapter guys??
Gods, but with Aya getting the sword out, imagine Chuuya snapping back into reality, gunpowder on his hands, the muzzle still hot against his fingers. Waking up, his brain fuzzy, and looking down (and Dazai has always been taller but he looks so small) and seeing his partner (because he can pretend all he likes, thinking about betrayal and years apart and allegiances but they've never been anything but) and just knowing that somehow, this was his fault.
I bet Chuuya managed to control himself like how he held back while punching Dazai in Dead Apple and he slowed the bullet to Dazai’s head and that’s how he could still talk after being shot and why it didn’t pass through his skull
That’s honestly the only explanation I can come up with because there’s NO WAY Dazai is dead >:(
This is going to be a wild take: under certain circumstances, I actually wouldn't mind if Dazai stayed dead.
Obviously, I want him alive, and am still in denial about how permanent his death truly is. But what's worse than an outright statement going "Dazai is dead and will never be brought back to BSD", is the uncertainty (partially because of the fandom). If he's dead, I want to have a skk scene that obliterates my heart.
I want what's left of the PM or the ADA to find vampire Chuuya, cradling Dazai's rotting corpse in his arms as he tries again and again, unsuccessfully, to save him by turning him into a vampire. Where each time he tries, Dazai's ability lashes out and removes the foreign ability, and he dies all over again. I want a Chuuya who has already been turned back to a human during one of his attempts, but still continues anyways because he can't cope, until the people who found him have to physically pry him away from Dazai.
I have a craving, and that craving is hurt/no comfort.