Bts V - Blog Posts
Hey na na na na
One of the precious thing i've ever received as a gift ๐
My birthday is just 5 days after new year ๐ if only my mom had given birth to me 6 days earlier i wouldnt have born in 2001 which means i wouldnt have born in 21st century then i couldnt have relate myself to bts song 21st century girl ๐ฑ๐ฎ omg nightmare ๐๐
์ ์๋ง์ ๋ณ์ ๋ง๊ธฐ ์ํด ๋ ๋จ์ด์ก๋๊ฐ ย
์ ์์ฒ ๊ฐ ์ฐฌ๋ํ ํ์ด์ ๊ณผ๋ ์ ๋ ํ๋ ~~
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But did I fall so that i could be hit by those countless stars?
I'm the only target to the thousand of those radiant arrows~~
P.S : Zoom in to see the stars ๐ซ๐
Forever Young
After watching the video of army singing Young Forever to bts at wembley i couldnt help but keep repeating the song to myself ๐ It was such a great moment โค
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Today i fall asleep without watching bts live at wembley.. i'm not gonna lie i'm crying right now ๐ญ what is wrong with me ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ why am i like this i deserved to die ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
I used to think that lights are switched on purposely to create the beautiful night view. But I never thought that that beautiful night view is actually created by someone who's working hard with lights on on that night time. J-hope changed my way of thinking.
Belated Happy Birthday V!
so ive been listening to singularity on repeat so i decided to do this
im hurting
idk why i hurt myself like this but it looks pretty--but like, ig this technically does count as fanart? iโll tag it as such
anyways do not reupload/steal lolย
Happy Birthday to the cutie...
Little Things Matter
I know, BTS did honorable things by which they could be remembered in history. But have you noticed the small things (which are not really small if you think about it) that could actually show the kind of persons they really are?
Including sign language as a part of the choreography
Kneeling down while the youngest helps to tie the shoe lace
Recommending a feminist book for which many female idols had received hatred before
Doing every little action the fans request on v live to make them happy
Letting another artist stay in the middle of their performance even though she was okay to step aside
Letting the camera-people have a bite from their food
Picking up an army bomb from the stage and returning it to the fan
Buying slushies/ice creams for all the staffs because itโs crazy hot outside
Calling the fans his hope and vice versa
Helping the staffs to fix the stage lights/cleaning up with them
Requesting the food delivery man to drive safely due to the heavy rain and not to worry about being late
And I can go on and on...
Flowers x BTS
"Love"
Fandom: BTS
Pairing: Taehyung x Female reader
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My phone rang at 3 a.m. I woke up with a start. It was a video call from Taehyung.
"Baby?" I called in a sleepy voice. It was dark on the other side, I could barely see his face from the little light of the phone.
Taehyung sniffed and said, "I'm so sorry I called you this late."
His voice sounded abnormal to me. My immediate thought was "he's crying."
"No, no," I said, "It's alright. Talk to me."
He stayed quiet for a moment. Then he said, "I don't know why I'm feeling down lately."
I could hear him sobbing softly now. I guessed letting him talk would be a better way to comfort him than actually saying something.
"Hmm?" I urged him to speak more.
"I miss you so much. I wish you were here."
"I miss you too, baby."
"Can you stay on line till I fall asleep? I'm lonely." He sounded like a child pleading to his mother to let him sleep with her so that he won't get scared.
"Yeah, sure, baby." I said.
We stared at our screens for a while. I could see Taehyung's face a little clearer now.
"Would you like some music?" He asked.
"I would like it very much."
Taehyung turned on the song we used to listen to all the time. It was our song, "Love" by Lana Del Rey.
"It's enough just to make you feel crazy, crazy, crazy."
The song played on, the lyrics touching my heart directly. I closed my eyes. Taehyung's sigh could be heard occasionally. It almost felt like he was lying next to me.
The finishing music ended with the iconic "Don't worry, baby."
I said, "We'll meet soon. We'll listen to music and lie next to each other and hold on tight till we fall asleep. Don't worry, baby."
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My Masterlist
Red Hope! - Part 3
Specially requested by @lelewright1234. Hope you enjoy!
Note: This work is totally fictional and has nothing to do with BTS on real life. I mean no hate toward any person in particular. This plotline was requested. Though I personally hate bullies, I still believe there is hope for everyone.
Fandom: BTS Pairing: OT7 ร OC (Leah) Warning: Bullies, hospital, drinking, swearing, recurring nightmares, car accidents, blood etc. Genre: Angst Summary: Since Leah is in coma for months, the guilty consciences of the boys are eating them up...
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6 - Part 7 (Complete)
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โWhich one do you want this time?โ the florist asked his regular customer.
Jimin looked around for a moment, โThose pink ones over there.โ
Jimin had been visiting Leah regularly. Whenever he was done with his dance class every day, he would go to the flower shop to buy new flowers for her.
โShe canโt even see those flowers you give her.โ Hoseok once told him.
โI donโt care.โ Jimin had said, โAs long as Iโm capable of, Iโll do it. So that whenever she wakes up, the first thing she would see are the beautiful flowers by her bedside.โ
Hoseok didnโt argue further. Jimin had been bringing flowers to Leah for the past three weeks. He had also asked Hoseok many times to go with him. But Hoseok never visited her, not even once.
When Jimin went inside Leahโs room, he found Nina sitting beside her.
โOh! Itโs you.โ Nina said, โnew flowers again?โ
Jimin nodded. He went to change the flowers that he had brought yesterday from the vase. Though they were still fresh as new, Jimin would still change them every day.
Nina sighed, โWhat are the uses of them now? You had never cared about her when she was healthy.โ
Jimin didnโt answer. He had asked the same question to himself too. He had been regretting it every day. Only if he knew how much it would hurt him once she was gone, he would have never been terrible to her.
โWhat are they called?โ Nina finally asked.
โGarden Primrose.โ
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It had been more than two months since Leah had saved them from the accident. She was still in a coma. Nobody knew when she was going to come back or if she would ever come back or not.
Hoseok had thought about her quite a lot. Every time Jimin had asked him to go with him, he had refused. Seeing her still body would be too overwhelming for him.
Today, Hoseok had got up his courage to finally visit her in the hospital. As he looked at her motionless body lying on the bed, his eyes filled with tears. At that precise moment, he had a flashback.
Leah was dancing to her favorite music that day. Hoseok had been watching her secretly. He was awed by her skill. โHow smooth her moves are!โ he had thought.
Before she had ended her dance, Jimin came to stand beside him. Hoseok felt uncomfortable. For some reason, he couldnโt bring himself to compliment her. Instead of encouraging her for the performance, the boys had joked and laughed at her that day.
Remembering that painful memory, Hoseok couldnโt control his tears. He let them fall. He leaned toward Leah.
โIโm sorry for not appreciating you enough.โ Hoseok whispered, โYou are truly a gem.โ
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Min Yoongi had been drinking a lot lately. His mind was racing. He had never felt so helpless before. The only easy way to calm his messy brain was drinking.
He was the worst among the boys. That was what Leah had once told him. He had laughed and said that he was proud about it, that it was rather a compliment.
He remembered how innocent he used to be once. How he had hated all the bullies in his elementary school. He had been scared of the world and hated everyone. But since he had friends, he started to feel more confident.
โHow did this happen?โ Yoongi questioned himself, โsince when did I turn into such a monster?โ
He knew he couldnโt undone the damage he had already caused her. He couldnโt even apologize. Seemed like God had taken away that chance from him.
He stroked the piano keys really hard. โShit,โ he swore when his hand banged on a key and it hurt.
He took the bottle beside him and drank. โGuess Iโll just have to drink away all the pain.โ He thought.
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โShitโ Taehyung had another nightmare, โshit, shit, shit.โ He swore while kicking his bed sheets and throwing away his pillow.
Namjoon woke up with a start. โTaehyung,โ he called, holding him firmly on his grip. Taehyung opened his eyes wide with full of terror.
โItโs just a dream.โ Namjoon reassured him, โYouโre alright.โ
Taehyung looked confused for a while, trying to process his surroundings, his breathing heavy. As the reality kicked in, he buried his face on his hands. Then he started to sob.
Namjoon brought a glass of water and stood beside Taehyung. He didnโt know what to say. The nightmares were getting more frequent. Maybe he should suggest Taehyung to visit a psychiatrist. Maybe they all should see a psychiatrist. But he wouldnโt dare mention it now to Taehyung. Not when he was in this state.
When he calmed down, Taehyung took the glass and gulped down the water. Then he stood up and walked toward the door.
โAre you going out for fresh air?โ Namjoon asked. Taehyung nodded and went out.
On his mind, he was replaying the recurring nightmares he was having since the accident. The contents of the dreams were always similar: The car hitting Leah, her motionless body, the blood coming out of her head. But the thing that terrified Taehyung the most was the blood on his own hands.
Taehyung shivered at the thought of it. It felt like a punishment he was suffering for his past actions.
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Namjoon was worried. He worried about himself. He worried about the boys. But mostly, he worried about Leah. Given the chance, he would have gladly taken the place of Leah, saving her and the boys that night. He could have easily given his own life to save theirs.
But karma was a bitch. He knew that they deserved the suffering. They had troubled her enough. Now it was her time to rest while they endured all the pain their guilty conscience had to offer.
It was getting unbearable for Namjoon to see Taehyung waking up from yet another nightmare. Yoongi had started drinking again, the only solution he seemed to have found. Jungkook had stopped going to the school. Even though others were trying hard to act as if everything was fine, he knew deep down they were all hurting.
Namjoon had hard time accepting the situation at first too. But the more he had thought about it, the clearer it became. They had been terrible to Leah. It was only natural for a kind hearted girl like her to smack some sense into them.
Namjoon sat on his table. He took out a pen and a paper. Then, he started to write.
This song was different. He didnโt need to think hard about the rhythm and the lyrics. It was all coming naturally to him. He wrote and wrote until it was done. He was satisfied with the result. The song had everything he wanted to say to Leah. It was a perfect apology.
โIf only we could ever sing to her.โ Namjoon whispered to himself.
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Jungkook hadnโt gone to school for the past two months. Jin had called his teachers to let them know that Jungkook was having a really hard time since the accident. They understood. Or at least that was what they said.
Jungkook spent most of his time on his room. He wouldnโt even come out to eat. Either of his hyungs would bring him whatever was necessary. Without necessity, he wouldnโt even talk to them.
Jungkook felt anger within himself. Some parts of it was directed toward himself. But there was another part of him who had been blaming the other boys.
He remembered the first day Leah had joined during their elementary years. She had been very friendly and kind towards all of them. But all she had ever received from everyone was laughter and teasing.
She had even helped Jungkook with his homework. She had defended him when the teacher had mistaken him for another naughty student in class. Jungkook had liked her a lot. He really wanted to be her friend.
He felt like it was a mistake, bringing her to meet his hyungs. They had teased her and laughed at her that day. Jungkook was being a coward. He couldnโt defend his friend the way she had done him. Instead he had taken his hyungsโ side and bullied her along with them.
Jungkook was angry with himself and the boys.
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Jin had been taking care of the boys. Whether they were aware about it or not, he didnโt care. He had been doing it since the very beginning. Being the oldest, he felt like that was his fate.
He had taken Jungkook to school every day when all of them had moved on to the high school. Jungkook was the only one left in the elementary school. He had been cooking for every one with Yoongiโs help. He had never shown his struggle. He had been strong for his boys.
Even now, during this difficult time, he had kept his pain within himself. He was still trying to show his positive side so that the boys would not break down. He was doing everything he was capable of.
He remembered why the bullying had begun in the first place. Jungkook had told them about his new friend in school. He was very excited for them to meet her. But that scared Jin.
Leah, being a black girl, was being bullied by everyone. Jin feared that they would start bullying Jungkook too, once he became friend with her. Jin felt like he had to protect the youngest. It was him who gave the idea of teasing her for fun. The boys had agreed since he was the oldest. What could he do anyway? After all, he was only 14 years old back then.
But now, Jin felt the opposite. He felt like he had lead the boys into doing something terrible. He felt like he was to blame for everything they were going through. He felt like Leah would never forgive him.
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Red Hope! - Part 2
Specially requested by @lelewright1234. Hope you enjoy!
Note: This work is totally fictional and has nothing to do with BTS on real life. I mean no hate toward any person in particular. This plotline was requested. Though I personally hate bullies, I still believe there is hope for everyone.
Fandom: BTS Pairing: OT7 ร OC (Leah) Warning:ย Bullies, heart condition, divorced parents, etc. Genre:ย Angst Summary:ย Leahโs little background check and the start of it all...
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6 - Part 7 (Complete)
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The nameโs Leah and Iโm 17 years old. Being born with a heart murmur and having a heart surgery as a baby, gave me the advantage of being spoiled by my whole family.
My parents were originally from Trinidad and Tobago. But I was born and grew up in America. Everything in my life was great until I reached 9 and my parents got divorced, leaving my safe haven being torn apart from the center.
I said my last goodbye to my father with tears on my face and moved with my mother to South Korea. She remarried a South Korean retired marine within a year. My step-father too, like my biological one, spoiled me with everything I wanted.
The main problem was outside my house, the people from the neighborhood. I was always considered an outsider. Being the only black girl in school was really tough for me, until my best friend, Nina joined.
Then there was this boy in class, Jungkook. At first, I considered him to be extremely shy. I really liked him and wanted to be friends. But it turned out to be a nightmare.
Jungkook took me to meet his group of some older boys from the neighborhood. The first meeting proved how wrong I was about Jungkook. He was the naughtiest kid I had ever encountered whenever he was in front of his hyungs.
Speaking of his hyungs, they were crazy as hell. They teased me with such mean comments I never expected on a first meeting. I was on the verge of tearing up when one of them, Namjoon, stopped the others and told me to go away.
Since then I tried my best to avoid them. Even during classes I would avoid sitting with Jungkook and talking with him. But they didnโt give up. It seemed like they really enjoyed bullying me. During breaks, they would all come to our class often to tease me or to make some remarks about me, making others laugh.
This continued, even after we got into high school. Seemed like they always had something new for me and they never got bored. I tried my best to avoid them. But at times, I would aggressively react to their behaviors making them shut up for some days, only for them to return with more jokes after.
I did ballet since I was 2. It was something like breathing to me. I didnโt love doing it, but it was a part of me anyway. I was taking ballet class where every now and then I bumped into Hoseok and Jimin. They also took dance classes. Mostly when they were alone, they would either ignore me or would try to talk nicely. But if they were together, they could make me wish I never took the classes in the first place.
The boysโ behaviors were really confusing sometimes. Most people assumed we were close friends, since we could be seen together in many places, though it was always them following me. Sometimes the boys would actually try to treat me nicely and then again went back to being their old selves.
So, this was a life I was used to. The teasing and hurtful comments they made about me was somehow bearable until at a point, it got worse and I slowly started to hate them.
But if I had to tell the truth, I pitied them more than I hated them. Here they were, seven very young boys, living together without any guardian. Who could teach them how to behave?
I felt like these boys lack the most important emotion it takes to be a human. The Bangtan Boys lack love.
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V - Yellow
3/7 (Check out other colours/members here)
If youโre sad hereโs a happy little Jimin running through a field
i see no difference ๐คทโโ๏ธ hbu?
BTS x Detroit: Become Human (6/7)
Kim Taehyung (V) - Jooan as Traci (WR400)
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๐ฑ: CapCut
๐ถ: FAKE LOVE - BTS
BTS World: Another Story - Kim Taehyung (6/7)
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๐ฑ:CapCut
๐ถ: Wildest Dreams (Taylorโs Version) - Taylor Swift
Thereโs no going back after he changes your destiny.
Kim Taehyung - Fate Reader (BTS Seasonโs Greetings 2022)
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๐ฑ: CapCut
๐ถ: Dark Horse - Katy Perry
๐๐ฒ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐๐พ๐ท๐ฐ
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๐ฑ: CapCut ๐ถ: A Whole New World - ZAYN ft. Zhavia Ward
Kim Taehyung (BTS World Another Story 6/7)
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๐ฑ: CapCut ๐ถ: Papaoutai - Stromae
Kim Taehyung as Daryl from BAD
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๐ฑ: CapCut
๐ถ: Rude Boy - Rihanna
Kim Taehyung (V): Son of Pocahontas
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๐ฑ: CapCut
๐ถ: Earth Song - Michael Jackson
BTS X Disney AU
Moodboards
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Kim Namjoon (RM): Son of Merida (Brave) - I See Fire by Ed Sheeran
Jeon Jungkook: Son of Ariel (The Little Mermaid) - Never Enough by Loren Allred from The Greatest Showman
Min Yoongi (Suga): Son of Mulan - Daechwita by Agust D
Jung Hoseok (J-Hope): Son of Jasmine (Aladdin) - Lay All Your Love On Me by ABBA
Kim Taehyung (V): Son of Pocahontas - Earth Song by Michael Jackson
Kim Seokjin (Jin): Son of Aurora (The Sleeping Beauty) - Wide Awake by Katy Perry
Park Jimin: Son of Maleficent - Play with Fire by Sam Timnesz
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A good foot tall
Oneshot, College au, fluff, strangers to lovers. Part of the 'bts university au'
Synopsis: You ran into this cute dude with even cuter dimples who keeps appearing just when you need help. Coincidence?
๐๐ข๐ฆ ๐๐๐จ๐ค๐ฃ๐ข๐ง
๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ
๐๐ข๐ง ๐๐จ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ข
๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ
Drabbles:
Sparkles (fluff, sci-fi, dystopian)
๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ค
Little slave
Oneshot, college au, fluff, enemies to lovers. Part of the 'bts university au'
Synopsis: When a series of bad luck, or bad decisions really, land you in the palm of the most wicked TA at campus, what choices do you have other than to do his bidding?
๐๐๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ง
๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ
Drabbles:
Bubblegum (fluff, new year, neighbors)
๐๐ข๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ก๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ง๐
Hey, thief
Oneshot, College au, fluff, crack, strangers to lovers. Part of the 'bts university au'
Synopsis: It seems Taehyung can't help but get roped in these late night adventures. This time though, he won't be coming back empty handed.
๐๐๐จ๐ง ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ค๐จ๐จ๐ค
Esati
Series, Fantasy au, action, fluff, angst, smut(???), strangers to lovers.
Synopsis: When past comes knocking on your door wearing the face of unknown dangers, you can either refuse acknowledging it and be a sitting duck or find out what it was that turned your world upside down all those years agoโthat has come back yet again to hunt youโwith a stranger promising to keep you safe, by your side. One thing is sure: secrets will unfold. And it would not be anything you could've imagined.
Drabbles:
Jenga (fluff, college, friends2lovers)