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you and yoongi has been in a relationship for two years but you are still a virgin because of how innocent you are, however, yoongi always having a hard time when you wear cute sexy outfits just for him plus whenever you wear his shirt.
⇥ pairing : yoongi x f.reader
⇥ genre : smut, fluff (a bit)
⇥ words : 4.5k
⇥ reference : explicit
⇥ warnings : dom!yoongi, bigcock!yoongi, sub!reader, innocent!reader, virgin!reader, rough-sex, unprotected sex, dirty talk, overstimulation, oral (m.receiver), fingering, penetrate, thigh riding, breath play, biting, hair pulling, hickeys, nipple play, doggy style, public sex, established relationship
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You spent your holiday somewhere far from the busy town with your boyfriend, Min Yoongi. You were shocked when he scheduled a holiday for five days, four nights despite his busy schedules. You were thrilled to be with him on vacation as it has been approximately two years since you and yoongi in a relationship and it was your first time to go on holiday just both of you. Yoongi was your first and ever boyfriend and your first love you might say.
He was so perfect, up to the toe, you were always felt like a dream when you are with him. He was the first man who makes you felt worth it and respected you as a woman and his girlfriend. There was no time he made you felt unfit intentionally or not, your past somehow took a toll on you but it was changing after you met him.
You rarely wore cute outfits even despite you had a body that girls would die for, you were uncomfortable to show too much of your skin. You grew up like that, however when you were with yoongi you changed so much from your bland and unassertive personal style to a more feminine look but only in front of yoongi since whenever you were with him you gained self-confidence.
You had moved together with yoongi six months ago after you finally decided your decision as you had been contemplated it for quite of time. You would occasionally were a mini dress, summer dress, off-shoulder dress, mini skirt, tank top or any kind of girly outfits that you always dreamed to wear.
Yoongi without fail would praise how cute you looked and didn't want to go to his studio because he wanted to stay with you but you will never allow him to ditch his work just because of his childish excuses. Nonetheless, you couldn't lie how your heart thumped so fast and how you flushed in red whenever he pulled you into a tight hug, showered you with kisses.
When you meet yoongi for the first time, he was very quiet and didn't like to talk much, exactly your type but you could see his effort when he tried to get to know you. Maybe that was why you fall for him.
You in awed as you took in the massive, luxurious suite with a vast glass window with spectacular views of the seascape. You admired the scenery so much that you were shocked when a pair of arms circles your waist, “do you like it, baby?”
There your heart went all crazy just for the nickname, “yes, i love it.” You smiled softly as you put your palm on top of your boyfriend’s hand. You shuddered when yoongi sucked slowly your neck, glided his tongue over it. His palms roamed over your body as his left hand sneaked in your tee. You titled your head nonchalantly as yoongi can’t sucking. “What are you doing, oppa?” And he abruptly stopped.
As if he didn't aware of what he was doing earlier. “W-what- I will order us food, you go change first.” That was what he said before pulled his arms away from your body and went out with his phone.
You felt so weird and tingles all over your body, you didn't exactly know why but you were speechless when yoongi sucked your neck as if he wanted to do something that you cant pulled out what but when his palms roamed over your tummy. It was kinda felt nice and it was eerie you wanted him to caress his palms all over your body. You didn't fail to discern something hard and big poked behind your back.
Yoongi on the other side had a hard times, he shouldn't step in the boundaries. He knew you were so innocent and clueless when it comes to sex or anything particular with it. He tried. He had made an effort to hold himself but how can he when you were so fragile and so small that he couldn't help but want to lay his fingers on.
Yoongi looked down at his cock that grew bigger and hard each second, he squinted his eyes hard tried to think of another thing beside you but he failed so and it just worsens even more. Yoongi quickly made an order for dinner from the Chinese restaurant as he knew you that was your favorite.
Yoongi decided to wait at the hotel lobby to take the food and wanted to calm down himself before he did something he wasn't supposed to do. After quite of time, he had waited finally got the food and on his way to the suite.
Yoongi took some time and a deep breath as he attempted to regain his strength and control his body before he faced you. He opened the door but gasped when you were out of the shower with a small towel that barely covered your body and water droplets dropped from your wet hair.
“Fuck,” Yoongi muttered beneath his deep voice, fisted his palms as he closed the door and his eyes never left you. You didn't notice him at first until you heard the door closed. “Oppa, you got the food,”
You smiled brightly when you saw your boyfriend brought Chinese food. “Yes, I am.” You raised your eyebrows slightly as you perceive the way yoongi’s restrained voice. You can’t help but worry that he might fell sick. You grabbed yoongi’s white tee in his luggage and throw it over yourself you already wore your white lace bra and panties beforehand, you hand your towel before you walked closer to yoongi as he busy take out each meal and serve it on the table.
“Oppa, are you okay?” Yoongi turned sideways to you as you planted your palms on his broad shoulder. Yoongi sucked in a deep breath as he observed you up to the toe, with only his baggy white tee. Yoongi gritted his teeth, felt himself get turned on even more than he thought.
“No, i’m not.” Yoongi honestly mumbled. His eyes still peered on you like a predator but to no avail, you were unaware of it. It surprised him to find that you were in his clothes would arouse him so damn much. You looked up to your boyfriend in concern, “Why? What can I do?”
Yoongi’s heart skipped a beat when your soft voice asked him as you glided both your palms on his chest, stalked closer to him. Little did you know, there was a lot you can do to him. A lot.
Control yourself, Min Yoongi. She doesn't know anything about this. You would ruined her innocence. Yoongi thought.
He fluttered his eyes before gazed at you that still looked so worried the way he got so worked out.
It's much better than another guy that's not you ruined her innocence.
“Fuck it.” Yoongi cursed before he grabbed both sides of your face and planted his lips on top of yours. You gasped inside your boyfriend’s mouth at how aggressive he became, his kiss got intense as his palms traveled down to your ass and gripped it so hard. You were shocked with new sensations that you never felt before.
You fisted your palms over yoongi’s chest and tried to push him with all your might but he was twice stronger than you and not a bit moved with your strength. Yoongi left the kiss as he tried to take a breath after that long intense kiss he gave to you. You were gasping for breath, you could feel his breath on your skin. It felt so weird but you were electrified with what yoongi did to you.
“Do you want me to teach you?”
His question left you numerous thoughts. What was your boyfriend want to teach you? You didn't bother to answer as you looked up at him.
“Let me show it to you, baby. Let me show you what is an adult should know, how it feels to feel pleasure, lust. I know you will love it seeing how your body reacted just with my little touch.”
“I-It’s s-sex?” Yoongi let out a deep chuckle when you softly asked him as if you would break if you inquired that. “So you know what sex is?” Yoongi gripped around your waist tighten, you gasped when he pulled you closer to him made both of your sizeable boobies slammed on his broad, hard chest.
“I-I don't know what it is but I-I overhead some of the girls at the college talked about it... and they did it w-with their boyfriend-”
“You want to do it with me?” Yoongi tried his luck as he slammed his face on your exposed neck because of the collar of yoongi’s shirt was so big for you and once again you felt something tingles inside your body, you felt something rushed like a fluid down your private part. You shifted uncomfortably as yoongi sucked and nibbled your neck. “W-would that will make you okay?”
Yoongi halted for a sec and raised his face to look at you. “Yes baby, absolutely.” You were thrilled to hear that you would make your boyfriend happy if you do sex with him. So, you eagerly nodded. His cock got harder each second, he swallowed a big gulp of his saliva as he gazed at you with desire and lust.
Yoongi loosens up his grip over your waist, guiding you towards the king-size bed. He sat you on the bed, “strip, baby girl,”
You were hesitant at first since you never went bare in front of your boyfriend but you trust him enough to do things to you. You fiddled the hem of yoongi’s tee on you before you slowly pulled them up from your body, leaving you in your white lacey bra and panties.
“You’re so beautiful, baby. So damn beautiful.” Yoongi softly whispered at you as he caressed your cheeks and gave you a peck on your lips before once again took in your nudeness in front of him. He was always been fantasies of you in a dirty way and now you were willing to give it to him awoken something beneath him. However, he couldn't lie he felt somewhat guilty to break your innocence but he couldn't help himself anymore.
You tried your best to compose yourself, your lips trembled as you became nervous. You didn't dare to look back at Yoongi after he walked away and left you alone on the bed. You flinched when he approached you from your back before he plopped himself down behind you. “Look up baby,”
You shuddered when Yoongi whispered to you as he nibbled your earlobe. You let out a loud gasped when you saw your reflection in the massive glass mirror. Yoongi let out a rich, throaty chuckle as he perceived how uneasy you were in front of him at that moment which was completely understanding. However, it drove him insane to know he will be wrecked your innocence, here and there.
“Why are you so nervous baby?”
You gulped your saliva, you drew in a quick breath when yoongi placed his veiny, large hand over your upper thighs, his lips were still worked on your neck. “You smell so good, i want to eat you so bad.”
You bit your lower lips when Yoongi opened his eyes and look straight at you in the mirror. You hold his gaze before averted your eyes on his hands adorned with a couple of his silver rings. His fingers trailed down from your cheeks down to your throat, to the valley of your boobs. He let his fingers lingered on your boobs, made imaginary circles on your chest while looking at you as if he wanted to see how would you react to his touch.
“Would you let me touch you even further, princess?” His voice became a husky, erotic whisper to you. You fluttered your eyes before slowly nodding to him. “Oh you want me to touch you?” Yoongi’s lips curved up to a mischievous smirk. He didn’t expect you would nod to his question.
“What do feel when I touch you like this baby?”
Your breath rasped in your throat, pondered the right answer for the question. “I-It f-felt weird,” You muttered, looked down on the floor. “And?” Yoongi asked again as he hold your chin firmly forced you looked back on yourself in the mirror. You clenched your thighs together as you started to feel something tingles on your private part.
“It f-felt good too.” Your answer somehow left Yoongi’s bulge grew bigger and you could feel it from your behind. You wanted to ask him what was that but you were too shy to do so.
You let out a soft moan when your boyfriend grazed his fingers over your nipple against your bra. You closed your eyes when he groped your boobs while playing with your nipples. You felt so dizzy and leaned backward to him. “Let out your voice, let me hear it.” He cooed.
You opened your eyes to see what Yoongi did to you and your heart thumped so fast when he pulled down your bra and let out your boobs out, completely bare for him. “Baby, they are so soft.” Yoongi was too into playing with your chest that his eyes just focused on your boobs. He suddenly groped your boobs harder made you let out a loud moan as you whimpered, “Oppa,”
Yoongi felt his heart about to bursted when you called him like that with out of breath. “Yes baby.” He kissed your neck and fondled your boobs. He thought he had fallen in love with your boobs, he captivated with the way it fits his hand. The way your nipples got hard the moment he touched it made him aroused.
Yoongi traveled his hands down to the place he was always being craved for, your pussy. Your breath hard when yoongi grazed his finger on your panties. “Oppa,” Yoongi bites his lips as his eyes scanned your lewd expression in the mirror, you were so cute yet so sexy. Yoongi bite your neck softly as he nibbled through your skin, his hand made their ways into your panties.
Your mouth hangs opened when he did that but you didn’t stop him. You didn't why but it feels so good, his fingers played inside your pussy, you didn't know what he did or how but when he touched a particular part inside of your private part and his another fingers shoved inside of yoh, you shuddered before something rushed out from you. “You cum, baby?”
Yoongi chuckled as he continued to play with your clit with his thumb and shoved his two fingers inside your hole. You gasped for air, you hold his biceps, “W-what is cum?” You asked him, innocently.
“It is when you reached your orgasm, princess.” He replied, didn't even make yourself embarrassed for not knowing it. “It’s okay, you didn’t have to feel guilty, I’m happier if you reached your orgasm multiple when you did this with me.”
You arched your back when Yoongi fiddled your clit and curled his fingers just at the right spot while his other hand fondled your boobs, which had made her drowsy. Your hands fall from yoongi's biceps and accidentally dropped on the hard things that had been poked your back. Sometimes you felt it too when yoongi hugged you. You can't help but want to fist it but halted your action when yoongi left your right breast and hold your wrist. “Don’t, y/n.”
You sucked in deep breath when yoongi’s stern voice warned you. “I want to touch it,”
Even you replied so quietly but it was loud enough for Yoongi to hear it and your response made Yoongi nearly choked his saliva, you didn't even shutter when you said it. “What?”
You turned your head back to your boyfriend to take a good look at his face. “You touch mine.” You pouted. Yoongi burst to smile when you looked at him with puppy eyes. “You can’t, princess. I don't think I can hold myself if you did that.”
“Why? You dont need to hold yourself,” you whispered as you fiddled your hand.
“If I dont hold myself than I will be fucking you the next second.”
The word ‘fucking’ gained your attention, “What is that?” You looked up to yoongi but his eyes on your boobs, you can't help but want to cover it but yoongi hold your hands as he planted a kiss on your pouty lips.
“It means, I will insert this...” Yoongi answered as his eyes looked down at his massive bulge and the same goes for your eyes. “...inside your hole baby,”
Then, the feelings of Yoongi’s fingers inside of you came to your mind. If it feels as good as it then you want to try it. “I-I want that, oppa.”
Once again, you shocked him. Your face read innocence but not your words. You slowly put your small palm on the bulge under Yoongi’s boxer. “Oh shit-” Yoongi cursed and squinted his eyes shut before he looked at you again.
“Are you sure, baby?” Yoongi wasnt hesitate at all until there he somehow thought if he should be doing this. “Yes.” You were so confirm that you wanted him, your boyfriend to teach you about adult stuff. You wanted him to do it with you.
“On your knees, princess.”
His command paused your thought but you deliberately still followed him and raised from the bed to the floor. Your boobs bounced as you plopped yourself down and Yoongi swears he could just go crazy by looking at that full boobs of yours. Yoongi stood up as he pulled his boxer and let his massive cock sprung out proudly right in front of your face.
You were shocked to see how big he looked. The tip of it came out with white fluid, Yoongi sat back on the bed and looked down at you. “Here, suck this baby.” Yoongi grabbed the base of his cock as he nudged them near your lips.
You were so anxious about the fact you don't know how to suck it. Yoongi noticed your apprehensive, “it’s okay, princess. I will guide you.” You looked up to yoongi, guided both of your palms on his massive cock. Yoongi hissed due to the contact, you looked up, afraid you were hurting him. “No, princess. I like it, take them in your hands, and just rub it up and down” Your eyes never left his cock, your mind was wondering if was the actually normal size for man. You captivated the white-almost clear liquid coming out from the slit of his tip, the shaft was red and veiny.
Yoongi trembled with excitement when you wrapped your hands around his cock, slowly cockwarming it. You looked up to him and smiled as you perceived the faintest of flushes creeping up his face and his reaction explained how much he liked it even when you barely started.
Yoongi drew in a quick breath, even you just barely touched him. He didnt think it will impact him so much. You saw how yoongi reacted to your touch, it was the same as you, he fisted his palms, tried to fight the urge to grabbed the back of your head and just fucked your pretty mouth senselessly. “here suck this baby”
You recalled that Yoongi asked you to suck it earlier but now he wanted you to just rub it. You thought maybe he tried to hold himself as he said, you mindlessly as you licked the white liquid that comes off from the tip. “oh! shit-” Yoongi felt his stomach coiling, his cock twitched in her palms. He didnt thought you will give him kitten lick even he didnt ask. When Yoongi looked down, he can see the tip of his cock disappearing in your mouth that was already full. You struggled to bob her head up and down, his cock hitting the back of your throat, you gagged in return.
Yoongi ran his fingers through your hair, grasped a handful of your hair. Yoongi threw his head back, grunted. “Yes… Yes, princess… Keep doing that… Keep doing that to me.” His breathing was getting heavy, panting almost. “You have no idea what you do to me, baby…” Yoongi bit his lips, trying to suppress himself from bending you over the bed, craved to fuck your sweet pussy from behind.
“Am I doing good, oppa?” You stopped sucking, but your hands keep pumping his shaft. You looked up with you pretty eyes that were enough to make him cum right then and there.
“Yes baby you did it so good, it feels so good, baby... You such a good girl.” Yoongi praised you, caressed your head with fondness despite how sinful you looked at the moment. Yoongi noticed how you clenched your legs and it hit him. You liked to be praised.
"You looked so beautiful sucking my cock like that," he breathes while thrusting his hips on your mouth roughly. You teared up as yoongi kept hitting the back of your mouth. He breathes rather fast, in shallow pants. He stopped thrust his hips for a good second in her warm throat, gagged her. You desperately squeezed yoongi's thigh so that he pulled away as you gasped for breath. Your saliva covered his throbbing cock as it trailed down to your chin. Yoongi looked down on you, rubbed your cheeks tenderly, he had to make sure he will remember how wrecked and messed up you looked after took his cock.
You once again took his big cock in your mouth while playing with his balls. “F-fuck” Your mouth was slobbery from all the spit and pre-cum dripping down your chin. “Shit! Fuck! Baby… Baby, I’m going to cum! Fuck!”
You opened your mouth wide, pumped his cock rapidly,sprinted his orgasm. “Fuck!” Yoongi groaned wildly, his cum spraying all over your face and some in her mouth. You hollowed her cheeks, whimpered every time Yoongi thrusted his hips with his hands gripped your hair firmly to keep you with his pace. You pulled away just to give his cock a sloppy kiss with your saliva covered your lips, trailed down to her chin. Yoongi supported his upper body with his elbow, you looked up to him and his lewd expression caused moans to slip past your throat.
Yoongi jerked his cock a couple more times, milking all of it out. His shoulders heaved as he panted, you took a second to glance up at Yoongi and damn he looked so fucking hot, absolutely fucked out. You dropped your hands from his cock and stuck out your tongue, gave him your innocent eyes.
Yoongi stood up from the bed before he pulled you up from the floor and pushed you on the bed. “Oppa-” You were cut off with Yoongi’s lips on yours, his hand roamed over your tits, pinched and twisted your nipple. You moaned against the kiss, without warning Yoongi shoved his tongue inside of your mouth. The kiss got passionate and sloppy each second, it was completely different than how you both used to kiss.
Yoongi ceased the kiss, rested his forehead with yours. You opened your eyes to see his handsome face stared down at you, he raised from your body before tugging down your panties. You avoided Yoongi’s gaze on you when he eyed your panties that were covered with a big pool of your wetness. “Look at me, y/n.”
Instantly, you obeyed him. You let out a loud moaned when Yoongi shoved his fingers inside your hole, unnoticed. You wriggled under his touch but Yoongi holds your thighs firmly to stop you. “I need to prep you first baby,” You gasped when yoongi pushed his finger out and inside of you. Your walls so wet and slick and it was so easy for Yoongi to slip his fingers inside your pussy.
Yoongi eyed you, look so wrecked with messy hair and your face glistening under the dim lights. Yoongi guided his tip against the lips of your pussy, teased you. You opened your eyes as you looked down, you scared yet so excited to have Yoongi’s big cock inside of you but you want to cum again. You somehow love the feeling and when yoongi stared at you, you can't help but want more.
You whimpered when Yoongi finally pushed the tip of his member inside of you. It was even half but you felt so full. "Baby, shhh, shhh, it's okay, hm?" Yoongi whispered near your ear, persuaded you as he stroked your cheek with tenderness, wipe away the fallen tears as he slowly pushed his cock into your tight pussy. The way it stretched was so painful, way more painful, and the fact his dick was so fucking thick didn't sit right on you.
"Yoongi," you cried, pleaded at him. You grabbed him closer as his broad chest met your swollen boobs, your nipples grazed slowly to Yoongi’s chest made him let out groans. "Y-You're--aahh! You're too big!"
Yoongi kissed you as he tried to distract you from the pain. However he didnt say if he dont felt proud of how you said his cock was too big for you. Yoongi bites his lip as he went deeper, felt your pussy clench around his member tighter. "Yeah? My cock is too big for you, huh?" Yoongi chuckled. “I know you can handle it, princess. You are my good girl."
Squirming at his words, Yoongi saw you rolled your eyes, awaken something beneath him. Without any warning at all, he shoved his whole length in, making your legs shuddered. "Ah--!"
Yoongi starts to thrust in and out of your pussy at a nice, normal pace while scrutinizing your reaction. "Look at me baby, look at me," he whispered, taking your chin on his fingers as he tilted your head up. He aroused and thrilled when his eyes locked with your big, desperate ones. Your face flushed, your legs began to shake, your lips were swollen with all of the lip bites.
"Oh, baby you're so fucking pretty," Yoongi muttered, pulling his cock all the way out before shoving it back in, making you moan loudly. Your pussy involuntarily clenched by his action, occurred in him growled. "Fuck," he cursed, closing his eyes for a brief minute, "Clench your pussy like that one more time around me and watch..."
You were so aroused by his low tone voices and his words somehow provoked you, even more, disregarded his warning, you tightened your pussy around his cock, squeezing him with all your might.
Yoongi gasped, he bit his lips hard, stimulated by your action, his eyes changed darker as his whole demeanor switched. Yoongi pulled out and wrapped his arms around your waist before flipping your body over from the missionary position. "Yoongi-"
"I warned you." he groaned, making you moaned when he shoved his whole length in without warning. He plunged deeper in you, feeling his tip continuously hit the sensitive places inside your walls. He hits your g-spot so nonstop, you turned light-headed as you can’t conceal your loud and whiny moans.
He gave a harsh spank on your ass, a whimper escaping out from your lips. "You want to act like that, hmm? That's how you wanna play? Even it is your first time?" Yoongi chuckled as he stared at your body trembled under him, indicated that you were still not used to his size.
"I'm not going to go easy on you, princess" Yoongi leaned down, gave you a harsh, deep thrust that you can feel right up in your stomach. "Take my big cock like a good girl, yeah? Before I destroy this perfect little pussy until you can't take it no more."
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Jungkook: hyung, I got you a birthday present
Jin: oooo what is it??
Jungkook : *slaps a bow on his head and poses* me! *Smiles in bunny*
Jin: -_- is there a receipt? I own enough disappointments
Jungkook:. . .
Jungkook: I mean, they never get me. You get me though, right Frank?
Frank: Course. Hey, another thing
Jungkook: anything for you bud, what's up?
Frank: could you please check out sir, we've been closed for an hour now.
it’s what keeps the world spinning, sun rising, water flowing and flowers blooming. possibly the best thing you’ve ever seen, promise.
me @ jimins smile.
happy birthday to the loveliest man with the prettiest smile, we love you park jimin 💘
to the amazing soul who created this gif, you deserve happiness :)
appreciate—
written by: 🥺
genre: fluff
warnings: none
pairing: namjoon x reader
summary: on some occasions, love isn't a strong enough word
thank you to @ofrosesandteacups for requesting this!! (not this kinda becoming a metaphor for army and the energy we put into loving them?? idk i see it but tell me what you think)
it feels as though you've been here before, although you are entirely certain you haven't. miles away from home in a foreign country, surrounded by speakers of a language you have yet to master - and yet it feels more like home than america ever could.
"do you miss your family?"
you do. not seeing them for five years is bound to create that feeling, equal parts longing and forgetting. but that same longing compelled you to seek out a new family, one that seems more like your flesh and blood than those who actually are.
"sometimes," you settle on. "i see them most days."
"just through a screen, though."
"are you trying to make me cry or something?"
namjoon laughs; lower and more hushed than usual. there's no reason for it, and yet you can understand why - it just fits the atmosphere.
laying between the ground and the sky, - somewhere that is also nowhere - it isn't like anyone could hear you besides the stars and the trees, and they are loyal; nature never spills the secrets that are whispered between humans when they think they are alone. secrets are too precious like that, too easily shattered. nature knows better.
but he whispers anyway, "of course not. just asking."
you turn your head to study him. his skin glows in the moonlight, eyes shining like stars reflected in a dark pond. a rush of warmth floods over you and stirs a thought that enters your head frequently: this is where i'm meant to be.
"you're my family."
a smile stretches over namjoon's lips. it's quiet, soft, and you start to wonder if that's just him, rather than an unspoken rule formulated by the setting.
"i know."
he's used to this. you tell him it frequently, tell every one of the boys that you love them as much as you possibly can, because with their busy schedules and the pressure that comes with fame, it's easy to forget that you're loved - truly, unconditionally loved - sometimes, and you want to remind them of that.
maybe that's why he doesn't act surprised when an 'i love you' slips through your lips next. that's okay, you don't need him to react, just feel the weight of your words, how much you really mean it.
"i appreciate you," he says.
you're used to this. the other boys have no qualms about returning your love, some less than others, but again, that's okay. but with namjoon, he hasn't said it once. he shows it in other ways, sure, this particular phrase being one of his favourite methods.
it was okay at first. up until the point you realised your feelings for him extended past friendship, and at the same time realised that it would, inevitably, end in a broken heart on your part.
he must sense this, as he quickly follows it up with, "and i don't say that to put you down, by the way. i just think that appreciation can be a lot stronger than love, you know?"
"no, uh, i understand that."
he doesn't stop there. "no, really. i could tell you i love you, because i do, but it wouldn't be able to express what i really feel."
he turns and locks eyes with you. his gaze is soft, soft, soft, but at the same time it burns, like gentle, slow heat on a summers day. you can't help but look away, instead focusing on the space between you two, where your fingers idly pick at individual blades of grass.
"y/n?"
you hum in response.
"i mean it," he states, now switching to english. maybe that's why you feel the most comfortable with him - you can relax in his presence, not having to worry about honorifics and conjugating verbs. "i appreciate the way you never hesitate to speak your mind; the way you treat us like you treat everyone else; the way you're always there when we need you."
you bite your lip, the confidence you usually hold dissipating into the atmosphere to join the clouds that roll overhead. "thank you," is all you can think to say. it's true, though. he's never usually like this, and you're grateful that he's finally confirmed it, even if its only in part.
a gentle hand touches your chin, prompting you to look upwards. you can't escape the warmth of his eyes now, and it's almost suffocating.
"you put your all into us. we appreciate it, we really do. but please remember to look after yourself once in a while. please?"
you nod. apparently, it isn't enough. "promise me. promise me you'll appreciate yourself as much as you appreciate us, and as much as we appreciate you."
a sigh escapes your lips. the light breeze caresses your skin, but namjoon's blanketing warmth is enough to keep the cold from settling into your bones.
"i promise."
all i need—
written by: 🥺
genre: fluff, angst
pairing: jungkook x female!reader
warnings: mentions of anxiety, crying (does that count??)
summary: sometimes, when the world becomes too much, all jungkook needs is you.
thanks to @alle-rtse for requesting this!!
you're used to jungkook coming home late from work. he's always been one to push himself far too hard, to practice the same dance over and over again until he can barely move. he's nothing short of a perfectionist, always dissatisfied, always convinced that he has to work harder—to just get that timing dead on, or that one note perfect.
he never does. nothing is ever good enough for him. it's always one more hour, one more practice, one more missed meal. which is why you're used to your boyfriend working into the early hours of the morning, coming home and sleeping for a few hours before repeating the same routine once more.
what you're not used to, however, is him seemingly forgetting about you entirely. he always makes a point to reply to your texts and wake you up just to kiss you goodnight, but that doesn't happen this time.
all of your messages are left unread, your calls unanswered. you eventually give up, moving into the bedroom and tucking yourself into bed, trying to ignore the tears forming in your eyes and the painful swelling in your chest. did you do something wrong? is he mad at you?
is he coming home at all tonight?
the sick feeling in your stomach persists until you fall asleep. but even as you stir awake at the sound of shuffling, it's still there.
"jungkook?" you whisper. you catch a glimpse of the digital alarm clock on your bedside table. it reads 3:18 AM.
in the quiet you discern the sound of sniffling, but he doesn't speak. you sit up against the pillow, watching as he pulls a spare t-shirt on with his back facing you.
"why are you home so late?"
he shrugs this time, proving that he's heard you. the anxiety ripples at this—he's definitely mad.
and then he turns around, head bowed so that his brown locks obsure his face. he climbs into bed and lays on his side, facing away from you.
you could go to sleep and leave it to the morning. you're tired, goddamnit, and if he's not going to talk to you, there's no point in trying. two years of dating him has taught you that if he doesn't want to talk about whatever's running through his head, he just won't.
but the feeling is still there, and you think that maybe it's not such a bad thing anymore, as it urges you to reach a gentle hand out and touch his shoulder.
he doesn't jerk away like you feared he would. instead, he exhales shakily.
"look at me, baby," you whisper.
he hesitates, then slowly flips onto his other side. even in the dim moonlight that pokes through the gaps in the blinds, you can recognise his swollen face and glistening eyes.
"oh, baby." you slide down next to him and run your fingers through his hair, the way that makes him shudder and melt at the same time. "talk to me. what's wrong?"
he shakes his head. briefly, you wonder if he's going to refuse, but then he says, "everything."
there's an unmistakable hitch in his voice. that one word seems to strike a nerve within him; his face scrunches up and more tears slip out of his eyes.
"everything's wrong?"
he nods and a muffled sob leaves his mouth. you pull him closer, hand moving to his nape and gently massaging the skin. shaky hands grip your waist, as if he's afraid that you might slip through his fingers if he were to loosen his hold.
"i just want to rest," he says, voice barely audible, "but i can't. i won't let myself. i just... i'm so exhausted, y/n."
something about his words makes the tears from earlier spill over. you take a deep breath, willing them away, and hold him with tender strength, now sharing the same worry that he might disappear the second you let go.
"i know, baby. i know. i'm here for you, alright?"
he only cries harder. you take his face in your hands; flushed cheeks, bloodshot eyes, damp skin. a pearly tear escapes from his eye and rolls down his cheek. you lean forward and capture it with your lips before it can reach the pillow.
jungkook giggles a little at this, the sound sweeter than any melody he could ever sing. you repeat the action, watching his eyelids flutter shut and long, dark lashes brush against his cheekbones as you kiss there, collecting the tears on your lips.
when you pull away, he's smiling. just a little, but it's a start. with a new sense of determination, you press pecks over every part of his face, then finish with a swift kiss to his lips.
"my lips are all wet now," you complain with mock annoyance.
jungkook giggles again. his eyes begin to slowly close, the smile still playing on his moist lips. "i'm sorry if i worried you. i thought i could do this by myself but i can't. i thought all i needed was me but... but all i need is you."
"that's so cheesy."
he pouts, but his sad expression quickly morphs into one of amusement. "you're so cheesy."
"i'm always here if you need me. you know that, right?"
he nods, eyes still shut. "i know."
sleep takes jungkook in a matter of seconds. you stay awake, listening to his steady breaths until you're assured that he's okay. everything he said echoes in your mind, but you try to push the worries out. words and concerns and tears can wait for later, all he needs now is you by his side.
and all you need is him.
Him - Yoongi OneShot
Yikes so i didnt post for a while but here i am. with something i was suppose to post AGES ago. enjoy~
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His platinum hair blew with the wind. Swaying where ever the wind goes. Feet bare, roaming around the field. Taking the green, soft grass and unlucky flowers under the milky skin of his foot. You were busy, doing what you loved to do. Baking. Also tending to your needs, but something about him just plus you towards. How his hands gracefully sway with the rhythm of the breeze. The way he moves, becoming part of the scenery set before you. He leaves at sun down exactly, coming back the next day at noon. Exactly. All the time, he never missed a day. Never late by a minute. Yet you never get tired of seeing him peacefully becoming one with the flowers and the butterflies. No, he was stealing the attention from them.
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You were tired of the city life, packing your belongings you started fresh, setting foot in the beautiful country side three years ago. Not too far but just far enough. You loved it here, so did your parents. They visited you here and there and gushed on how brave you were in ditching the city life for a life where you can be independent, all on your own. No yelling, no commotion, no smoke and no stress. Just you and nature.
You spent most of your days tending the animals and did what you loved the most, baking. With fresh ingredients right at your fingertips, you have no worries for chemicals. You were baking more than ever. You would spend hours baking like an incurable disease. Until he came along, dancing with the butterflies. Something about his platinum locks, creamy skin and soft features piqued your interest. You always caught yourself staring. Your face went hot everytime like he caught you himself.
Noon rolled around and exactly at that time he strolled in sight. You parted from your oven every now and then to take a peak. Still, in the end, your bad "habit" returned. Your eyes were glued on him. The chances you thought would be one in a billion, he turned to face you. Eyes meeting, your heart fluttered, your palms sweat. You felt hot as if lava was oozing through you. Your eyes locked which felt like light years. He abruptly turned, his silky strands flying after him. "Wha-" you squeaked "what's you name?" You managed to yell. Again, he looked at you but this time with a faint but visible smirk on his face. He turned around starting to walk off.
"Find out"
His platinum hair disappearing as he got farther away then out of sight. You squinted as you mentally challenged him. "Oh, I will" you said to no one but yourself, grinning "I will.". You turned around seeing the gray and black smoke coming from the oven. That's when the scent of brunt goodies "graced" your nostrils. "Ah, Shi-taki mushrooms, dammit" you cursed at yourself in frustration as you hurriedly ran to turn the oven off. The next morning was like any other morning. The sky was blue, with clouds like a perfectly painted picture. Along with the birds who laughed and sang, using the sky as their playground. You? You were doing the usual, baking. Everything was normal but something felt different. It was noon and the field was empty, no signs of the platinum haired boy. You took no notice as you thought something interfered with his journey here, so you took no mind. Two hours had passed, far passed noon and still no signs. Worry crept in your mind which kept you glancing every few seconds in hopes he will appear. You tried to distract yourself by focusing on the cake you were baking, luckily it was working. Not for long though, thirty minutes later, no signs of him. Overwhelmed with worry and curiosity, you took off your mittens, throwing them on the counter. Making sure to turn the oven off before you slipped on your flats to venture outside. Greeted by the cool breeze that spun with your dress and danced with your hair. You strolled around places you thought he might be. From the stream to the hills, there was no signs of him. After a while you grew tired and gave up. You bitterly walked near the little woodland forest not too far from home. Looking at the ground as you walked you sighed, disappointed.
You heard someone humming a melody.
You stopped in your tracks.You turned you head to the source. It was coming from in the forest. Your legs started moving towards the sound as if it was attracted to it. The more you walked and moved tree branches out your way, the more you stepped over roots. The louder the humming got. In no time you arrived at a pond. It glistened and shone with beauty, accompanied by who you were looking for.
Pit Patter Pitter
Was the sound of 'him' throwing stones into the pond, creating ripples with every skip. You tried to get closer, you wanted to get closer.
SNAP
The humming stopped and both heads looked at the ground. A twig, that you stepped on. You cringed and mentally faced palmed. "Y/N you idiot, you just had to be quiet and you did the opposite" you silently cursed at yourself, squeezing your eyes shut. You opened your eyes to be met with an iceberg, his eyes. Chills went down your spine, it was looking at a statue, stone cold. He turned around around as if he was looking at nothing. He continued to skip stones as if you weren't there. "U-um e-excuse me" you said, just to get silence in return. "Excuse me" you said more confidently.
Pit Patter Pitter
You shuffled beside him, sitting down and opened your mouth to speak again.
"Stalker"
It felt like a brick dropped on your head. "You actually stalked me all the way here" he said. You blinked taken aback. "W-what?" You raised your voice. "O-of course I didn't! I just happen to hear humming. Kinda ignoring the fact that I was looking for you in the first place but-! That's not important! I just followed your humming and saw you here. Either way! You told me to find out your name so there, I wasn't stalking you!" You rambled, trying to defend yourself. You looked at him, who was looking at you lost. Few seconds pasted and his mouth turned into a grin then he burst into laughter. "What's so funny!?" You whined. He got up, brushing his hair back "I was just joking, Jesus". You looked at him, who was still collecting himself. "Your mouth was moving like a propellor" he wheezed, mocking how you were speaking a while ago.
He doubled over, laughing even harder. He clutched his stomach shaking from laughter. "H-hey!" You yelled and turned to hit him but he was too quick. He moved away before you can get him still wiping tears from his eyes. You folded your arms and glared a him, waiting to see when he will ever be done laughing. After a while he looked up at you with a genuine smile and wiped a sole tear from his eye. He tilted his head "You're funny, what's your name?". "Y/N" you replied, clearly still upset. "Ok ok, I'm sorry" he apologized. You looked down not knowing if you should accept his apology or not. You heard the crunching of grass getting louder and louder until it stopped and a pair of milky white feet were standing right beside you. Looking up, you see him looking at you with he most breathtaking smile and his eyes twinkling with all its beauty. Holding out his hand for you to take, suddenly it seemed that the area looked so much brighter. As if on command the went blew, gushing through his hair.
"Yoongi, my name is Yoongi" Yoongi.. The one who always stole your attention, Yoongi
Build A Boyfriend - Yoongi
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you were a famous music producer known for your unique beats and music style
you made it clear that you werent interested in a relationship yet you felt a bit lonely inside
but that never stopped you and you always put the thought of finding a s/o to the side
but this day OHOHOHO THIS CERTAIN DAY
you were doing the usual, writing and producing songs for your new album when dead smack in the middle of producing a virus just popped up out of no where
DUN DUN DUN
you unleashed a bucket full of curse words you potty mouth
you tried to get rid of the virus but it just redirected you to some website
you scanned the website with your eyes and was like wtf??
“Build your very own boyfriend! Get started here!”
you was like wtf x2
but you was lowkey curious and your heart fluttered out of excitement?
cause woahoho build a boyfriend?
you kinda just calmed yourself cause you was like this isnt real BUT HONEY IT ISSSS and just started to answer the questions they asked you, the first one being ‘Whats your Name’
you answered them all with a smile on your face lmao
you wanted him to be able to produce music like you, so you can have someone to relate to
and have a very cute smile, a gummy smile to be specific
we all know how cute yoongi’s smile is dont argue with me on its
it came to the part where you had to decide his name, you typed in Yoongi
so after a while you realized you spent freakin 3 hours on this
who knew you wanted so much in a person-
but you were kinda sad it was over and just got back to working
you woke up the next day on your freaking producer chair and youre sore-
cause who in freak sleeps with their head flinged back wts
you got up to stretch and walked out of your producing room and to the kitchen (yes there is a room specifically to make your music in the house)
dING dONG
you looked at the door and at your watch (its 12:46) and youre like what i slept that late-
you hoped that i wasnt your friend coming to scold you for sleeping in-
and it wasnt-
IT WAS SOME DUDE and he was attractive
you squinted your eyes at him like wot.
he did a little smirk and just handed you a single white rose that you didnt notice before cause you were too focused on his beauty
you took it and was like
huh
you were processing a bit like an attractive dude at my door giving my a bouquet, at my apartment, iN PUBLIC
THE PAPARAZZI AFIOAFOFAB
you grabbed him and pulled him in and he was like !?!?!
you shut the door behind you and locked it
“wow are you kidnapping me now”
you looked at him like he was crazy “nO IM NOT, wHO aRe yOU”
he shoved his hands in his pocket “Wow you dont even know your own boyfriend’s name? Yoongi, remember you made me?” he shook his head in disappointment
you blinked a few times and went OOoOooOoOoo tHE WEBSITE WAS REAL
“well yea” he plopped himself on your sofa and reached for your lyric book open on the table
and your like WOAH PRIVATE PROPERTY
he read it anyways
he asked for a pencil and you just shuffled for one and gave it to him
he started to erase some words and you were like aLARMED but didnt do anything a just watched nervously
he place it back on the table and you hurriedly looked at it and your eyes BEAMED cause the lyrics you were struggling to write he wrote it was ease
AND YOU WERE VERY HAPPY AND JUST WIBFAIFB
gave him a freaking hug
“YOUR THE DAMN BEST”
and he did that gummy smile and your eyes just fluttered, he tried to hide it though
you were like no regrets
you two kinda just sat down and talked about music for hours and you felt an instant connection
probably cause you made him
you allowed him into your producing room cAUSE HEY HE IS YOUR BOYFRIEND NOW
and he just showered you with compliments and you felt great-
the whole day went by with you and him talking
LOVE IS IN THE AIRRRRR
the next day you woke up to you two cuddling on the couch-
and A LOT of notification and to your HORROR, someone managed to get photos of him at your door and you dragging him inside
“Possible love interest?” the article read
and it was getting shared everywhere and you started to freak out cause WHAT WILL YOUR BOSS THINK
he woke up next you like whats the matter?
you told him everything and he just smirked and you were like
WHATS SO FREAKING FUNNY
“Come on, its not big of a deal, if that was me, i would confess my love for you to the world without any regrets, its not a crime to love”
your heart fluttered for like the hundredth time like whats with him and his suave ways wtf mannn
you just smiled like yea, your right.
Build A Boyfriend - Jin
Lets ignore that 15 there
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So you went out to get groceries, cause you know you’re hungry
You went to the supermarket and bought the stuff you needed to feAST-
You bought a whole bunch of crap and regretting it
Cause…… you don’t have a car-
But your apartment isn’t that far so you can manage probably not
PING PING (That was your phone btw lmao)
You got a message from your best friend
“Aaron is so cuteee” with all those heart eye emoji mess you never understood
You sighed “That was like the hundredth time you told me that today, whats so “cute” about him”
“Omg Y/N you seriously don’t understand, he is the cutest boy on campus, seriously, you are so smart and you don’t even know that?”
Yea, you’re in college, getting them groceries with that ramen money
And you’re like “I AM SMART EJHJHKJ, I just don’t understand what’s so good about him”
“Of course you don’t, reading all those books are getting to your head, no wonder you’re still single and don’t have a boyfriend”
And you’re like wELl eXcuSE mE- but never got a chance to send it cause you bumped into some person
You fell flat on your behind and your first thought was;
MY GROCIES! DD;
You saw some hand handing you some business card and of course you took it by habit
But once you look up to confront the person for bumping into you they’re gone
And you’re like wtf?
You read the card he gave you; “Build a boyfriend! build a boyfriend right at your fingertips, just go to this website www.buildyourownboyfriend.com and get started!”
And you like double wtf???
So you just discarded it into one of the grocery bags and just continued to walk home
You finally reached to your apartment and yOU’RE TIRED.
You hurriedly placed down the bags SO YOUR ARMS CAN FREAKIN’ BREATHE-
tHEN sOMethinG tRAgiC iN yOur POOr cOLLegE liFe hAPPenS
A bag with groceries dropped and you’re like NOOOOOOOOKLJKJLKJL
Praying to the heavens nothing broke
Gladly nothing did
The business card from earlier fluttered out and you’re like oh that- forgot about that
You went to pick it up and read it again and was like….
IM TELLING MY BESTFRIEND ALL ABOUT IT-
And you did bUT THE RAT DIDN’T REPLY LIKE GaSP
You got bored of waiting for her to reply (You legit waited a minute)
You were kinda curious and thought it wasn’t gonna hurt to try it out
SO GUESS WHAT YOU DID :DDDD
Turned on your laptop and went on the website
And it actually didn’t look too shady like you thought I would
It actually looked so KA KA KAWAII
You pressed the “get started” button (Obviously iebaibe)
The first question was “What’s your first and last name” so you entered your name
It asked really simple questions like “Would you want him to be able to cook?” and “Do you want him to be kind?”
Both of course are a total yes for you especially since your cooking looks like it’s been hell and back
You wanted him to be an early bird to balance out you sleeping late and of course you wanted him to have cute charms
Then after it got down right personal and detailed like “How do you want his eyes shaped” and “How does he laugh” and trash like that
And you know thinking this is a joke, you were like “A windshield wiper laugh”
You started filling in more information as in how tall he was and what color was his hair
At the end it was like “What is your new boyfriend’s name?” and after a bit of thought you decided on the name “Jin”
AND IT TOOK YOU LIKE 2 HOURS CAUSE THERE WAS SO MUCH QUESTIONS but hey you had fun! :DD
PING PING (Yes it’s your phone lmao)
Your bestfriend finally replied and you were like
WHERE WERE YOU WOMAN >:((((
She told you all about what happened to her and her garbage crush that you don’t care about
And you guys talked until you dropped dead asleep.
The next day, you heard someone knocking at your door you’re first instincts was like WHO IN THE HELL IS KNOCKING ON MY DOOR THIS EARLY IN THE DAMN MORNING- but of course you grumpily got up to see who it was any way
Once you opened the door you were like shOOK?
A handsome man was standing at your doorstep with a bouquet of flowers with an expensive looking suit
And you first thought was
Is he lost-
He smiled at you with the most BREATHTAKING SMILE YOU EVER SAW AND YOU WERE LIKE
FOR SURE HE IS AT THE WRONG PLACE WTF
Until he said “May I come in Y/N, love?”
AND YOU INTERNALLY FLIP OUT LIKE HOW DOES THIS DUDE KNOW MY NAME-
But you still trying to wrap your head around the situation so you let him in
“I got these for you” he held out the bouquet and you’re like thank you?????
You cut right to the chase and asked “Who are you and how do you know my name you freakishly handsome man”
His face was like wtf woman what do you mean who am i?? He replied with “Jin, your boyfriend, I was made especially for you, remember?”
It took your brain a while and you started to freak out cause
THE WEBSITE WAS REAL WTF?
You were in a trance of shock and confusion?¿?
And then his face beamed
“What does the dog say to the wall”
And your like “….what?”
“WolWol” he burst out laughing, clapping his hands, with the same windshield wiper laugh-
You face palmed, yet laughed releasing all the tension in the room
“You must be hungry, love” he smiled “Let me go make something for you”
You shrugged your shoulders like okay i guess? and once he disappeared into the kitchen you smiled and clutched your heart
Like what is this NicE fEEliNG??? Its love btw
You went to freshen up and came out to smell something that smelled so NICE-
And you just smiled like this is real nice, im actually glad I bumped into that weird guy.
Thunderstorms
Namjoon x reader
Words: 391
Thunderstorms remind me of you
You who was there on the rainy days
Overpowering the dreary, mood
You sparked and brought light to the sky
I was afraid of you at first
But at some point, you became comforting to me
You were my Thunderstorm
There was a thunderstorm, outside. The clouds were rolling, the rain was pouring down accompanied by the flashes of lightning. Y/N was scared of storms since they were young. The flashes of lightning, the loud noises, and the howling wind all scared them...
But now they were at ease... Thunderstorms became pleasant for them since they met Namjoon; he was their knight in shining armor that protected them like a shield from the arrows of what they were so terrified of.
If it had been their younger self they would have run and hidden somewhere, turning herself into a ball waiting for all the commotions outside to stop. But now thunderstorms didn’t scare them... it reminded them of his love .
Y/N was scared at first, questioning themself for getting into a relationship with a busy idol. But Namjoon reassured them and talked them out of all the insecure thoughts that plagued Y/N's mind. He was there for them all the times they were insecure, when they were questioning themself, or when they were stressing about work and Y/N was there for him when he was insecure about not being a perfect leader or a boyfriend, when he was not getting any inspiration to write or compose, or when he was stressed of everything happening in life. They were like two pieces of a puzzle that fitted each other perfectly to make a complete picture. They completed each other by filling each other’s incompleteness.
Now they were both on their couch cuddling comfortably while Namjoon read a book aloud for Y/N to listen. They were both happy in each other’s embrace, sharing their warmth, sharing their love…
