Cj Hms - Blog Posts

A wallpaper I made for my computer!

Quick little drawing I made!! I am currently trying out a new style. :)

HAS ANYONE MADE A SLENDERVERSE CHONNY AU YET??? I THINK IM A GENIUS THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST GOOD THOUGHT IVE HAD IN YEARS

Not nearly enough likes on this

I decided to make an official reference for how I like to draw Heart.

(W/o notes and tears under cut.)

(I drew this man’s face eight times until I was happy with it.)

Once again not a great drawing but I like the idea that mind and soul signed heart's blindfold the same way you would a cast

I'm not a very good drawer. It’s just not what i focus on, but I had fun drawing my rendition of the trio, so whatever

loop 123

erm... prolly the last of the petre stuff. at least till my other fic finishes up

[Please don't tag as ship :)]

ok but yknow what? npd mind, bpd heart, depression soul.

Well,,, thanks for 200 followers here on tumblr! I don't really know what else to do for a milestone sooo... errrr- just have this.

I'm probably going to be sniped by the JashTumblr gods

Figured out how to edit photos

cccc valentines cards!!

SOUL!!! every time i say im gonna draw this dude i end up drawing heart instead which is why i dont draw him that much, in fact this is my 2nd drawing of him digitally sooooooooooooooooo..

ok so i finally settled on a heart design lol,,,,it didn't really change much anyway

very weird looking mind paper doll that i rushed yay

i might do soul next idk

edit: I FORGOT TO COLOR THE EYES IM SO DONE BRO 😭😭😭

my hms designs except they’re all chibis and progressively get shorter

individual photos:

i haven’t posted anything cj related in a while so here’s my new and improved heart design yay 🎉

also

:3

the hand looks bad 😕

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SOIL‼️‼️‼️

Heart!!! (Again)

super cool title 🔥🔥

I freaking love this- "I'm bleeding, you stabbed me" "can you be more metaphorical about it then?"

conflict resolution...?

fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention

"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.

"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.

"...You never listen."

Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)

Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.

I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.

But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.

Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.

He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.

He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.

He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.