Dark Ari Levinson - Blog Posts
Worthy of Heaven
pairing: Priest!Ari Levinson x Reader
concept: Every fold, every secret, every deliciously sinful and divinely beautiful innocence created in his image.
word count: 1.9k
warnings: Dark themes, Priest kink, poetic religious themes (catholic), blasphemy, dom!Ari, innocence kink, soft dub-con, reader needs sins forgiven, desire, fingering, exhibition kink, manipulation, age gap (reader is over 20s and Ari is a hottie), lust, rough sex, smut on a church pew, confession room, and church,p in v smut, oral (f receiving) (m mention daydream), body worshipping, explicit content/language, nickname= angel This is not canon Ari - this au he is Catholic
a/n: It's inspired by @bucky-barnes-diaries Priest Bucky and I wanted to give it my own take for my own love Ari Levinson. Holding hands in heaven and hell. Check out her Priest!Bucky au
I would like to thank @geminixevans-stan for helping me brainstorm and bring Priest! Ari to life in our Tumblr gardens.
lovely betas: @beach-daydreaming and @s-tarksintern
Line dividers: @/s-tarksintern
Masterlist
The confession ripped my soul apart, and I wasn't sure I deserved forgiveness.
“Confessing my sins, Father”
Suddenly your mouth becomes dry as you swallow again. Your heart races and you realize the booth's walls are too close. You have to flee, not the cube, but whatever is keeping the rest of you bottled up and ready to froth out.
The weight of his stare made you shudder even through the screen.
You give him your fear.
"Does the thought tempt you?" he inquired softly. "Have you ever wished that you could touch yourself?"
"Yes," your voice echoes in the darkness.
"Tell me, angel."
He begs you to speak, but you lose your breath to lust. You pray that you will not lust, and you even tell yourself that you are innocent.
Father Ari dropped his sapphire eyes to meet yours, you stopped breathing as you were enticed into his grasp, your body willingly moving towards him as if under the sway of the devil himself, his tight grip tingling your skin.
The sinner he carries within him awoke so softly and effortlessly, so gracefully, and so holy, that the erection bursting through his trousers defiled you with dark desires. You submit yourself to him. His intentions are good, and yours are too. Still, you perform together.
Walking away before it could continue, even though you know you should stop, not least because the divine one might catch you at any moment. Despite the fact that it was so dangerous and risky, you felt at peace.
Intoxicated with the burning pain of him sliding against your clit and his mouth on you, you clench your hands around his hair and start shifting your hips.
“Stay silent, Angel, don't want to get caught, do you?” You started riding him, he bit you on your neck roughly and groaned. "I'm going to have to discipline you." His hips thrust as he tried to keep up with you.
It is because he is the one who cleanses you of your sins.
It was as if your soft sounds, your little moans, pulled him deeper inside, just like the swell and the throb in his cock. Your innocence kept luring him in, and he craved it eagerly. To be his trust, he wanted to burrow himself deep within you, to grasp every part of you. You might be saved by a few more thrusts.
He is your lust of the flesh.
Because of your temptation, it is difficult for you to tell the truth to a man and a priest. Your temptation is him. Your desire for him was sinful. You committed the sin through wanting him. Hence, you are no angel, but a fallen angel
As you lay on your back in the pew of the church, looking up at the ceiling, you can see the painting of the church, clouds in the sky, and the bright light shining through the windows. It is the second act of your sins, and he is making you aware.
The man is motionless, almost extraterrestrial. He is self-assured, without any flinching or awkwardness. The embodiment of the solid marble statues of saints adorning the parish grounds. Unless, of course, it was bowing before a crucifix or an altar. His gaze is always on everyone.
At this very moment, his gaze was focused on you.
In particular, between your legs. Kneeling down, he presses a kiss across your thigh, inching his way up.
His expectations were exceeded by your stunning beauty. The curves of hell. Femininity roars.
He wrapped his arms around you, halting your breath.
Father Ari is savoring the forbidden fruit and taking a taste for himself.
Abandoned fruit kissed by an angel melted reality.
Despite his desire to tease you, it was more torture for him as he longed to finally run his tongue along your forbidden folds. He glanced up your body once more before burying his face into your pussy, sensing no resistance from you.
The chants on his tongue buried his face in a new temptation.
Your hands grasped tightly onto his hair, and you could feel his beard awaken the demon of pleasures of the forbidden fruits in your eyes.
Every fold, every secret, every deliciously sinful and divinely beautiful innocence created in His image.
Your dress fell down from your right shoulder, revealing your breasts as you were pressed against the stained window. One hand was under your dress and the other one was between your legs, pressing deeply into your body.
With each thrust, he grunted and growled, you didn't care that your sins were visible to not just the Holy Spirit but also to the parishioners congregating outside the church after the service.
You breathed a silent thank you to him for locking the heavy wooden doors once the last of his congregation left the church.
You must lock away your sins of lust and sin in order to avoid them. Priest Ari created the sins, but you savored each act of lust he poured into your body and soul.
Your ragged breath spread clouds upon the colorful glass as you gasped.
True beauty can only be appreciated if there is light coming in. Behind the window, the light sings praises to pleasure, giving way to a rainbow of colors on the other side of the glass.
You have lost your soul, but he is restoring your light within your soul through the demon of a man who wants nothing more than for you to groan his name.
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as he bit down on your neck. The thrusts of his long fingers made your body tremble, your heart pound, and you let out small songs without realizing it.
You were engulfed by pleasure. Your climax ignited your body. He covered your mouth with his other hand as you glorified and sang his name.
He rubbed you through your orgasm, prolonging the pleasurable sin.
His lips brushed against your skin, he sinking his teeth into your flesh hard enough to leave a devil's mark.
His mark, the sinner from whom he will cleanse every moan.
Tempted by his lusts and betrayed by your need, you instinctively aspire to sin.
Father Ari poured sensuous kisses over every curve of your flesh, taking in every curve of your sensual swelling, he continued to finger you while ferociously exploring your body. As he tightened his arms around you, you could feel your legs shaking and threatening to give away.
He smirked and accelerated his pace as he stared at the ceiling.
“Dear-oh my go--,” you praised out, the unrelenting pace becoming too much and too overwhelming.
During this act of pleasure, you believed it to be sinless, and that Father Ari would cleanse you of your sins in no time.
The more vivid the vision, the more you want him to keep going.
Your body ached, curved, and was drenched. It embraced him.
“Forgive each moan, let our echoes cleanse you” Father Ari growled, his mouth trailing down your neck and onto your exposed shoulder as his hand caressed your breast.
You did not want him to stop, but to change his rhythm or to move his finger closer to your clit. Another orgasm crashed down on you like a tsunami before you could even speak, as your whole body tensed against him. It felt as if your body was on fire and you couldn't move. You could only hear his grunts as the thick fingers of his holiness continued to pump your sensitive walls.
Feeling worthy of heaven, inspiration inspired by the art itself.
The smug grin on his face lit up as he kissed your neck and shoulder, his fingers now playing with your nipple. His pace slowed as your body began to relieve itself. The tip of his nose trailed up your neck and shoulder as he sang sweet hymns to you. "I could listen to you for hours, angel".
You finally began to sing praises, as your body numbed and he held it upright so you could finally come down from the high he delivered with the same amount of confidence as in his sermons.
Taking his hand away from your mouth, he continued to make achingly slow circles of pressure on your oversensitive bud as he leaned your head back to give you soft angelic kisses.
A deep thrill flowed with each kiss of illicit attention.
You moaned into his hands as your hands pressed flat against the colorful stained glass. It is in the hands of a holy man who is doing unholy acts in the church.
His length and speed stretched you to your limits, entangling you in an almost grueling manner.
Father Ari began murmuring against your neck. "I'm taking you to Hell with me, Angel." The fire colors of pleasure began to show as you bit into his hand. "My demonic angel, aren't you?"
As a sinner and as a saint
"Together, we will reach the gates."
You gasped for air, for a new beginning, he removed his hand from your mouth.
“Yes, Father.”
You moaned, your head relaxing against his shoulder as you stared at him.
“Damn right we will.” He groaned as the hand that had been covering your mouth began to rub your clit. “Lord, take me and my angel”
Your lessons have to be taught by him. Do as a good disciple would do. It was his desire to guide you to become a magnificent singer and human being of the church.
You looked into his eyes, trying to find something beneath the cold and calculating pride shining from him.
He caressed your cheek. He rubbed his thumb over your soft lips as your mouth divided in a breathless sigh. You felt as if you had experienced the blessing of an angel.
"Let's sin, my Angel," he whispered. "In that beautiful darkness, we will both be healed."
Let's just be skin to skin and let the sin go where it belongs.
Forgiveness is here in his house. You get down on your knees so that you can be forgiven and restored to his prayer.
“Show me your sins, Angel.”
You didn't reach for your rosary, but for his.
Ari (part I)
Ari & Sunshine
Pairing: Dark!Ari Levinson x Fem!Reader
Summary: You underestimate how much your boyfriend wants to have a family with you, and that mistake will cost you greatly
Warnings: Dark!Ari, age gap (reader is mid 20’s and Ari late 30’s), pet names, inappropriate way of putting on a condom, dirty talk, smut, first consensual and then I’m calling Non-con because Ari will remove his condom without telling you, oral sex (m receiving), cum eating, breeding kink (heavy), talk and discussion about contraceptives, angst, cursing, messy breakup, slight daddy kink, implied kidnapping.
Wordcount: 6.3 k
You opened your eyes with the morning sun peeking through your bedroom window, its golden rays hitting perfectly the handsome face of your boyfriend
“Morning handsome” you greeted leaning in to kiss him on his soft lips giggling when his thick beard tickled you
“Morning sunshine” he purred. His husky voice from comfortable hours of sleep and his satisfied face were two of your favorite things in the whole world. He leaned and took you hungry lips on his, kissing you roughly in a second. Well a morny with Ari was your third favorite thing. He made you turn until your back was to the bed, and he got over you, almost crushing you under his weight, but you love that
“Wait, Ari” you giggled, with him still on top of you, kissing and nibbling on your neck
“What?” he purred, his voice deep with hunger
“I need you to wear a condom” you murmured, feeling his hardness against the inside of your thigh
“Why?” he whined, deep in pleasure
“I forgot my pills” you moaned, when one of his big, rough hands traveled under your shirt, groping at your tit, his thumb and index finger pinching your nipple. At the same time he nibbled at that special spot around your neck that your mind teleport into a galaxy in which only pleasure existed
“I’m sure it will be fine” he said, his other hand teasingly grabbing the hem of your panties under your night shirt
“No, the window is very small, I don’t want to risk it” you explain, trying hard not to get lost in the pleasure. You interrupted yourself with a deep moan, when his rough fingers rubbed your entrance, teasingly, your juices coating his fingers
“You are getting soaking wet,” he teased, “you like the danger, don’t you?”
“No I don’t” you giggled, but moaned again when his slippery fingers found their way inside you
“You want your daddy to fill you up” he continued, his lust blown eyes looking right at you
“Ari, I’m serious” you pleaded, though your hand found it’s way inside his gray cotton pants, your fingers encountered his thick cock, heated and already leaking for you
“Baby please, you know how much I love fucking you raw” he purred stealing kisses from your mouth and all around your face
“And you do so every day, but now, you’ll use a condom” you said, your voice sounded as serious as you intended. Ari stopped his administrations to look at your face, searching for any trace of weakness, and fortunately he didn’t find any
He took a deep sigh
“Ok” he grumbled, visibly annoyed. That made your stomach twist a little bit, but you understood that it was morning, and he was hard, and very aroused, so you just let it slide as he removed yourself a little bit to reach for the nightstand, where you knew he had condoms. He didn’t use any with you since you made your relationship official, or he did sometimes when he wanted to… “Use your back door”
He grabbed a silvery package and leaned over you again
“You can take me to my place to grab the pills later” you said softly, with an apologetic smile on your lips, you didn’t even know why you were apologizing, or sort of. Ari loomed over you, opening the condom gently
“Wanna help out honey?” he purred, you grabbed him by his shoulders and got him off of you, managing for him to lay down on the bed, and you on top this time
“Let’s see about this” you purred, you grabbed the prophylactic from his hands, and put it on his already leaking tip, and then you leaned in until you could feel the smell of latex on you, and you used your mouth, carefully hiding your teeth with your lips, closing them over his tip, and then you suck down, covering his dick with the condom, putting it on him
“Damn that is so fucking hot” you heard him moan, when you managed to reach the base of his cock, your throat taking him deep. You were kind of proud, well, it had been months of practicing taking him until you could finally do it.
“See?” you purred when you released him, making sure the condom was intact and well placed on him, “It isn’t so bad.” You recognize the hungry look in your eyes, just in time for him to sit up on the bed, grabbing your lips with his in a searing kiss. He roughly grabbed you and dropped you on all fours on the bed. You liked it when he got a little bit rough with you. Ari was 6’4, and he was… big, so the fact that he could manhandle you whenever and however he wanted to was just hot to you.
You shrieked when he slapped you in your ass your skin instantly burn and with almost shame you felt yourself getting wetter
“Fuck Sunshine, you are going to drown me” he mocked. his fingers sneaking towards your entrance. As soon as you feel them gaining entrance to your greedy and wiping pussy you grind against his hand, gaining you another slap. You let out another playful shriek, moving more towards him
“Ari please stop teasing me” but he only curled his fingers inside of you, grazing that spot he could find so easily once he found it the very first he was with you
“Oh you are needy are you?” he asked sweetly
“Yes” you purred, bending your back so your ass was more in display for him
He didn't want to make you wait anymore and without even thinking, he sunk his thick length. Your walls hugged him tightly like a fucking fist and he grunted at the feeling. If he weren’t wearing a condom he could slip right in, you were so wet, always so wet for him.
But as you moaned into the sheets under you, he took himself out of you. You whined shamesly.
“Ari” you called, he only smirked, watching his covered cock with mischievousness
“Let me do this baby” he purred, and then he fucked you again, twice, only to leave your pussy weeping again
“Why?” you whined, you wanted him so badly and he was only teasing you
“My needy little girl,” he purred. Repeating the action, and your pussy clenching around nothing when he took himself out. You wanted to cry, but then. You felt him opening you up again. You whined pornographically when he didn’t retreat instead he stood inside you as long as he could and then he started pounding into you roughly
You could get a sheet burn in your face of how rough he was pounding into you, but you didn’t care, your eyes rolled back in your head when you felt the head of his cock graze that spot that made your legs start shaking. The sound of your skins slapping against each other belonged in the hottest porno. Fuck, he could be inside of you forever and ll you’ll be able to say is “yes please”
“Ari” you called, needy for him in your most intricate desires
“Fuck I love you sweet girl” he chanted between trhusts
“I love youuu” you moaned when you cummed hrd, clamping down trying to swallow his thick cock
“Oh fuck” he cursed, your grip was so tight you made him cum. He grabs your hips keeping you tight against him. And then he finally took himself out of you making you wince.
You heard the sound of the rubber being pulled off of him, but you also had a strange feeling inside of you, you felt extra wet… just like when…
“Ari?” you called, when your fingers traveled to the cum falling down your thighs, “What happened?”
“Nothing” he said, smiling softly. and leaned in to kiss you deeply. “You just were too wet for me baby,” You giggled into his mouth as he gently placed himself on top of you. You loved when he did that, just laid his weight on top of you
“I love you” he murmured covering your body whole with his
“I love you too” you moaned
“I love that you are here, in our home”
“Our?” you asked, with a wide smile
“Oh yes” he mumbled, kissing your temple
Ari had a beautiful house right outside a small town in the state of New York, it was in the middle of nowhere, but it was so peaceful. It wasn't a secret he wanted a big family, and he built it on his own for that purpose, it was a big house. 2 stories, 4 bedrooms, a home office a dining room, living room, a most informal TV room and an american kitchen
He always invited you over on the weekends when you had saturday and sunday free, so you could spend the entire weekend on eachother embrace fucking and cuddling, it was almost hedonistic and you loved it, and you loved him. He would cook for you, care for you, everything you could ever ask for. Of course in turn you’d care for him when he visited you in the city
You spend the rest of Saturday morning in bed until your stomachs began to growl demanding for food
“pancakes” you just growled
“Its 1 pm” he said mockingly
“Brunch then” you moaned when he retracted his weight from you. You finally turned in the bed to see him standing. He went to the bathroom and you dress with what you had in hand; some cotton pants and Ari’s hoodie that was too many sizes bigger than you but adored wearing anyways, while he went down o cook something for the both of you
You didn’t know what was up with you, but every weekend your sexual drive was trough the roof, when you came down to see him in the kitchen only wearing cotton grey pants hanging low in those hips, cooking pancakes in that hot pan, you only wanted to devour him whole. He only raised his gaze a second and smirked when he saw that unmistakingly horny look in your eyes
“You are a menace” he chuckled, and you only smiled wickedly. you walked until your chest was stuck to his back, hugging him, the tip of your fingers caressing his soft but thick abs, and your hands traveled south. You heard him growled when you reached his half hard cock over his pants, “(Y/N)” he warned, his voice husky, and what enlightened you more is that he didn’t stop his movements, he kept cooking like his cock wasn’t growing inside of his pants when you grabbed him tightly.
“Let compensate you” you purred, your fingers expectedly drawing the hem of his joggers down, releasing his already hard. you surrounded him, and got to your knees, and to make things even more interesting, you took the hoodie off, your naked nipples got hard because of the chill air in the cold kitchen. You looked up at him and you encountered his dark gaze
“You better not burn those pancakes” you warned, your hand lazily grabbing his shaft and squeezing just the amount you know he liked. He just smiled
“I wont- Fuuuck” he interrupted himself when you licked a strip from his base to the tip of him, finally getting him into your mouth. “Shit baby” with just the tip between your lips you used your tongue to go around the mushroom shape, and that made his thighs shake like you knew it would, you sabored the precum leaking from his tip right into your tongue, moaning at his taste.
Then you took as far as you could down your throat, gagging and slobbering all over him, you knew he liked it messy. Your drool was already leaking, you felt his big hand grabbing your hair, pushing you down, taking him whole until your nose was against the wiry hairs of his pelvis. Your eyes cried because of the lack of oxygen and your throat constricted against him. Your gaze was tunneling because of the lack of oxygen, and he finally released you.
A fine line of drool was still connecting his twitching cock and your mouth
“Ari” you called, looking up at him, he looked down at you with a wicked smile, “You want to cum inside me?” you asked, with your finger fathering the saliva and his precum for your chin and taking up to your mouth
“you know I do” he whined, his hand caressing the back of your head
“Or you want to feed it to me?” you asked with a shy smile, blowjobs eyes at him. One of your hands caressing his shaft lazyly, and the other squeezing his balls
“Oh Sunshine” he whined, needy, “You are going to be the death of me” he purred. You smiled and took him in your mouth again, bobbing your head up and down his shaft, moaning, savoring him.
You didn’t know it then of course, but he briefly thought about how easy it would be for him to just grab you and spread you over the counter and fuck his cum into you, but he didn’t, he didn’t want to scare you, he didn’t want to upset you. So he just looked down at you, devouring his cock
“I’m going to cum,” if you only knew what you provoked him. You then release him, saliva dripping from your mouth and all over the corner of your lips, your teary eyes, hell you were a vision, his vision. He looked down at your chest, he couldn’t wait until they were full for him, for his baby inside of you, shit.
He massaged his cock, helping you speed up, and releasing his thick ropes of cum into your mouth and at your cheeks and chin. You moaned pornographically as you tasted him, loving the feeling of him dripping from your mouth and face, messing you up. He kept his eyes on the stove, still cooking your breakfast, but he took his gaze into you, watching you clean yourself up with your fingers and swallowing all down
After you cleaned yourself (for real). you shared your breakfast calmly, like nothing had happened, like you just didn’t suck him dry right on the other side of the kitchen island, and you share complacent looks over your orange juices.
He announced that he was going to take a shower, and you wanted to join him but you knew if you did, none of you would ever be able to do nothing for the entire day, and you knew he had errands to run, so just stayed cleaning the kitchen while he got showered and dressed.As you finished up putting all the utensils away. you felt his presence at your back, surrounding you with his big arms
“Sunshine, I'll ride into town for a bit, ok?” he mumble against your temple, kissing it gently
“Would you mind getting my pills?” you asked him sweetly, he only smiled
“Of course,” he kissed you tenderly. caressing your face, you kissed him again and when it just about to turn good, he released you and walked away
“Love you!” he greeted already at the doo
“Love you more!” you answered back, and just like that he left you there
It wasn’t strange for you to stay at his place, so you did what he did, you took a shower, cleaned yourself up nicely, and then you got dressed. You wonder what to do now, looking around. You really liked Ari’s house and you preened when he called it “ours” his and yours.
It was equally scary, you didn’t know if you were ready for that yet. But you loved him so much
You walked down the stairs and your gaze stopped at the door that led to the basement. And you wondered what could that door hide. It’s the only room in the house you haven't been in. So with a smile, you opened, revealing a set of stairs leading down. You turned up the lights and went down cautiously, you didn’t want to trip or something, and what you found down there…
Was a boring new basement. Cement floor and walls, some boxes, and an old bookshelf filled with construction tools. Nothing interesting really, some old furniture from his parents’ old place. Everything is quite boring. The house was new, so so was the basement, it had nothing creepy about, so you just turned around and went back up the stairs
You got installed by Ari’s home computer, to answer some emails with your thesis advisor and some about your own work. And that’s how the time went by until Ari came back home. You jumped to receive him, happy with his return and let it show with a deep kiss and hanging yourself up into his body like a koala
“You miss me Sunshine?” you purred
“Yes handsome” you answered back
“Let’s have some dinner,” he released you, dropping you back on your feet, “but first…There you go,” Ari said softly, offering you a brand new package from the pharmacy.
“Thank you Ari” you muttered softly, leaning in to kiss his cheek.
“Now go and take that pill” he said playfully, smacking your ass gently, inviting you to go up. You giggled as you ran up the stairs, directly to the bathroom
You opened the package and the cardboard flap of the box was a little bent, but you didn’t think much of it. You continued your actions to open the package. Placing the sticker for the days of the week over the top perfectly, you opened the first day, the orange little pill jumping to your hand. You took it without thinking too much of it, leaving the blister on the edge of the sink. As you gulped the glass of water, you dropped the package, that hit the floor, followed by the sound of the pills spreading rolling in the tiles
“What the…?” You drop to your knees to gather the pills, that’s when you realize the silver part of the blister had totally separated from the plastic, you took it to look at it closely, admiring how it had been tampered with, it wasn’t sealed, somebody just glued it together.
You stood up, reaching for your phone in your back pocket and looking the name of your pills on the internet. The color of the ones that were all over the floor were a little shade lighter than the ones you usually take.
“No, no, no” you looked into the pharmacy bag that you had thrown away, the receipt still stuck to the paper bag.
1 package of contraceptive pills, 1 package of placebo
“What the hell” without doing anything to control it, tears started to fall from your eyes down your cheeks. You gathered your evidence, a blinding rage taking a hold on you.
This, plus the condom incident…
It was too much. You went down the stairs trying to calm yourself down, but everything just went down the drain when you found Ari just smiling at you. behind the kitchen island, gathering ingredients
“Ari, what is this?” you asked, the silver paper falling off the box, as you showed it to him. He frowned, looking at what you were showing him carefully
“It must be a bad badge from the laboratory or something” he said dismissively
“Why would someone in the lab tamper with this?” you asked
“Tamper?” he asked, “Maybe they just used a bad glue or something, I don’t know”
“And what about the placebo pills you bought?” You asked him then, he clearly wasn’t taking the blame you wanted to pin in him
“I don’t know what you are talking about” he said, seriousness tainting his voice
“Ari, somebody replace my pills with placebo, did you do this?” He scoffed looking away from you
“Are you serious?” He asked
“Don’t freaking lie to me” you demanded, the level of your voice going up
“I don’t…” he interrupted himself, looking straight at you, analyzing you, “c’mon Sunshine”
“What?” You asked
“Is it that bad?” He asked then, with a devilish smile on his face
“What? knocking me up?” There was no turning bac, you were enraged
“He’s, would it be so bad?”
“oh my god!” You screamed, “Ari, did you tamper with the condom as well?” you asked, and the second it took him to answer told you everything you needed. “Oh God!” you cried, “Ari! how could you do this?”
“I told you I didn’t want to use it!” he growled
“I can’t forgive this,” you muttered, waving the faux package of pills in front of him, “This is a complete lack of… Ari, this is almost psychotic!” you yelled, tears welled in your eyes
“We both know we are in for the long run!” he explained, “Why wait?”
“You know perfectly well I don’t want kids” you answered, “Not yet, I wanted to finish my degree, travel, get a job!”
“And I told you we could always travel wherever we want” he said like it meant anything, “You have a design degree you could always work from here, and we had talked about getting married, so why wait?” He said again
“Ari” you whined, your first tears falling from your eyes, “You tried to knock me up” you cried, “Perfectly knowing I wasn’t ready,” he stood quiet, watching you silently, “Why?”
“I want kids, I want a family, with you” You shook your head
“And I told you we should wait” you repeated, “That I wanted to wait”
“I don’t want to wait” he said firmly, his hands in his hips
“You are scaring me right now” you muttered, so he softened his hard gaze
“Sunshine” he called
“It’s over” you murmured, looking straight at him, he looked surprised
“Sunshine, please” he murmured, but you just shook your head
“I can never trust you again,” you said bitterly. You made a mental list of the things you had in here, in his house, and you walked away from him to his room. You heard him follow you and that made your skin crawl but he didn’t stop you and only watched you and you grabbed everything that was yours and threw it inside the bag you brought for the weekend.
“Sunshine,” he said softly, “we can work through this”
“No we can’t, '' you said bitterly, as you took some things from the bathroom and put them in your backpack. You closed it and took a long sigh, trying to keep the tears at bay
“Goodbye Ari”
You looked at the Plan B pill with dread, you knew what this kind of pill did to you and you weren’t looking forward to spending a day in bed, but you took it nonetheless with a big gulp of water.
You wiped the bitter tears that fell down your cheeks, triggered by constant thoughts about Ari. wondering with a scared seated deep inside you. Why? Why would he do something like this? Why would he want to get you pregnant so badly? Well, he was way older than you, he was almost 40, and he did say he wanted to marry you, that he wanted a family, perhaps he was having a life crisis, scared of his age. You shook your head. He had been calling you a couple of times, no text, you knew he didn’t like to text. Another trait associated with his age, you thought.
You missed him, dearly, you believed he was your other half, but you will not forgive this, you couldn't, you shouldn’t, you wanted to, but you definitely will not. How could you trust him ever again? if he did those things he clearly will do it again.. How could you ever trust him again?
No, it was over
That made you sob in grief. You loved him, you thought he was going to be the man you’ll spend the rest of your life with .
You didn’t want to think anymore, you wanted to go to sleep. you grabbed an old tshirt, three times your size that you used to sleep. you put on some shorts and got into bed. Ari´s smell invaded your nose, even after one week (the last time he was here), your bed still smells like him. You grabbed the pillow that he used and hugged it tightly, crying into it
You cried until you fell asleep
Dark weeks went by in which you almost didn't know what to do. Ari had called you a couple of times but you didn’t answer, you didn’t want to. You couldn’t forgive him
Your heart ached inside your chest every time you thought of him. You missed him. So in order to move on, you tried to keep yourself busy, working in your personal projects, meeting with your college friends, to which you had to update into your new relationship status
It still ached, when the weekend came and you missed Ari the most. Because you weren’t going to see him. SO you prepared yourself mentally to get to your empty apartment, already the title of a very violent movie in your mind so you wouldn’t have to think, so you can distract yourself, already calculating how long the frozen chicken nuggets were going to take to cook and if you had any beer left.
You needed to drown yourself in things so you wouldn’t think about him. Which you couldn’t stop doing. You were thinking about him so much, he materialized in your living room when you entered your small apartment
Because it had to be a hallucination. The big man just standing there
Right? You closed to door behind you as you looked at him like he was a ghost, because that what he was
“Hello Sunshine” he greeted. And you just shook, completely shocked, and now, really scared
“Ari?” you called, he just smiled, and you realized then, he was truly there, in your home, “What are you doing here?”
“Well, I came to see you” he seemed he wanted to reach you, but you tensed in a way that made him stay there, only a few feet away from you
“We are broken up,” you said carefully. You wanted to ask him how he got in but you knew he had a key, and you left so fast you forgot to ask him for it.
“I know Sunshine” he said gently, lookin at you with that look that made your knees buckle, “I just miss you, I know you miss me, and I’m here to bring you home”
“Ari, I can’t trust you again” you said, frowning at his high opinion of himself, thinking he only had to show up fo you to forgive and forget, “This isn’t going to wok out, we want different things”
“I know that sweetheart” he said with a wide smile, “I think I can make you change your mind” he said, his smugness impressing you
“I love you with all my heart” you said, your voice as broken as your ticker. “But you did something awful to me,” he kept smiling as he walked towards you but you took two steps back, making his stop.
“I did it because I know what you truly want, and I know what I really want” he said convinced he did everything right, and that didn’t set well with you
“And I told you I needed a couple of years to figure things out!” you said back
“Ok, enough” Ari sentenced, “You are coming back to me, to our house, and we can talk there”
“I’m not sure I’m comfortable with that” you said strongly, “Ari, maybe we can start over, talk about this, but I’m not sure we can resume what we had because I don’t trust you anymore”
“You don’t trust me?” he was getting angry and that made you scared, very much scared
“No, I don’t, Ari, please leave” you asked gently, trying to stay calm, he only chuckled
“I’m going anywhere without you” you huffed loudly
“Please Ari, you are scaring me” you begged
“You are coming with me,” he sentenced.
The last thing you remembered was running back to the door, and feeling his thick hands surround your face, going for your mouth and the other around your neck
And when you woke up, you quickly realized you weren’t in your home, you weren't in Ari’s home, you were in a completely different environment
You were in a comfortable bed, light coming into the room in small windows. Everything looked beautifully arranged, comforting even. But you didn’t know where you were and that scared you to your core
You turned fast when you finally noticed Ari just by your side, laying on the bed watching you carefully
“Ari what is this?” you asked. Had he taken you to a hotel or something? HE TOOK YOU SOMEWHERE, AND YOU WERE UNCONSCIOUS. You finally remembered your last seconds before you passed out and you looked for a way out of the bed. But before you could get away from him, he grabbed you and made you laid there
“It’s a little safe house I put together, in case something happens” it starting sinking into you that perhaps being a “special agent” truly had his dark meaning
“Ari, why?.... Why am I here?” you asked gently, looking into his deep blue eyes, that turned cold and methodical
“You wanted to walk away from me” he said, hurt, “I can't have that, we are going to get married, have babies”
“Ari no, please” you begged, “What is this place?”
“Is the house you know and love” he said. You looked up at the window and you could identify trees, the same trees that surrounded the house, but they were in such a strange angle you could tell that you were in some sort of basement
“Ari, no….” you cried, “Let me get out of here” you looked back into his eyes, looming over you with his towering form
“I’m sorry, I can’t let you get away from me, I love you too much” he leaned and with you not being able to stop him, he kissed you. The kiss stole your breath away and then he jumped off of you and off the bed as well
“You’ll find everything that you’ll need in here” he said softly, you looked around and then you looked at him
“Ari, what do you mean?”
“I can’t trust you won’t leave again, so you’ll stay here” he said. You stood from the bed in a jump
“Ari, ok c’mon you can’t do this, you can't keep me in here!” you yelled
“I can and I will, it’ll make you see that you belong with me, and you are going to give me the family I always wanted, we belong together sweety you just need to see that” he turned around and started walking towards the only exit in the room. You didn’t know if you had to follow him but you did too late, he reached the heavy looking door and crossed it. Closing it behind him
You couldn't open it. you heard it's lock was put into place, locking you up in this room
“Ari this isn’t funny! LET ME GO!” you screamed at the top of your lungs. You knock on the door with your fists but it didn’t let up
After you just broke up….
Ari smiled as he saw the screen.
He knew you loved him. He knew it.
He didn’t take pride in installing that camera in your room, he didn’t need it anyways because he trusted you plainly, but now, oh he thanked himself he did.
You breaking up with him certainly wasn’t a part of his plan. He thought he was going to pull it off and knock you up, he then was going to ask you to marry him, so he could have you all to himself. But he wasn’t careful enough, and now, he had to appeal to plan B
It was his favorite plan anyways. Taking you all for himself.
But he had to be patient, he had to wait for his prey, he had to wait for the perfect moment.
And just like that, he started crafting his plan.
You had broken up with him, you had already met with your friends to tell them, and he did the same with his friends. Now, all he needed was an alibi, a trip up the firescape of your building,, and to wait.
You were going to disappear, and he needed to make sure he wasn’t a suspect for it.
He went down the stairs to his basement, he went directly for the bookcase, which he moved along the wall, revealing a door behind it, an armored clad metal door. code protected. He tapped in the code and it opened like a safe, revealing a “safe house” an open apartment.
He started decorating, taking care of the space, he put on fresh sheets on the King side bed, he took every sharp object, or anything that can be used as a weapon. The space even had a small kitchen, a bathroom with a tub. It was an escape he built in case he had to hide right in plain sight, or even if it was an apocalyptic event. He cleaned everything, removing the dust of the furniture and floor. He made sure the smart TV was working. It was a very comfortable space. White walls and a colorful sofa, this wasn’t a prison, this was a… safe house. It had a source of natural light, small windows the size of a shoe box all over the upper part of the space. He looked at everything with a smile on his face, you were going to be so happy here, here is where you were going to conceive your first child… He sighed happily making sure you had everything you’d ever wanted. He filled the bathroom with the products of shampoos and soaps he knew you loved. He even left you a music player and a small speaker. He knew how you loved music.
He filled the bookshelf all around where the TV stood, with your favorites. You were going to love it.
And after he brought you to your new home, he realized you didn't like it at all. You didn’t notice all the things he did for you but no matter, it was only a matter of time. He looked at the screen of the camera he had installed in the basement,, you were on the bed, crying, scared. He took a long sigh. It was going to take time but in the end, he was going to get exactly what he wanted from you. You just needed to realize that. You just needed to trust him
“Mr Ari Levinson?” greeted the policeman behind his door. Ari just smiled
“Yes, that’s me, is there anything I can help you with?” he said calmly, he opened the door of his home wide, showing the officer he had nothing to hide.
“I’m detective Torres, and I’m here to ask some questions” he said firmly, Ari only raised his eyebrow at his
“Regarding?”
“Do you know Mrs (Y/N) (Y/L/N)?” he asked, reading his open pad
“Yes, we used to date,” he said simply. The men then examined Ari up and down, frowning. He was older than her, “Is there something wrong?” he asked
“She is missing” he said firmly, analyzing him
“What?” Ari could win an Oscar with the performance he was giving
“She was reported missing by a friend when she didn’t answer her calls in 48 hours, we visited her apartment and found it empty, nobody has seen her, neither does her aunt, and her family” Ari worn concern on his face
“We broke up two weeks ago” he said firmly
“Sir, do you mind if we look around?” he asked nervously
“Excuse me?” he barked. With his 6’4 height. Ari looked down on the officer, who started stuttering, nervous, he was clearly a rookie
“Ok that won’t be necessary” Ari smiled softly when he saw his friend, Lee Bodecker, jump out of his car to save his young deputy
“But Sir” Lee stopped him with his hand up high
“Look, Mr Levinson” Ari just crossed his arms on his chest, looking at the pair, entertained, “A young girl is missing, 5 days now” he said, “and you dated her, we just need to make a few questions” he just nodded
“Should I call a lawyer? I got a good one” he winked at the sheriff
“No if you don’t have nothing to hide” Lee Barked
“Ok, ask me then”
“When was the last time you saw Mrs (Y/L/N)?” he asked
“Exactly two weeks ago” he said firmly, “When we broke up,” he grunted, still upset
“And have you had contact with her ever since?” he asked then. Lee smiled at Ari, knowing his officer couldn’t see him. He put his arm and lean in the frame of the door
“Yes, I tried to call her, three times, the three days that followed but she didn’t even answer me” he said, annoyed but fighting internally not to smile
“And then? something you should tell us?”
“I left the city for a business trip, I just got back” he said, taking a step aside so both men could look inside and see a black suitcase and a backpack.. If they only knew those were your things and not his
Ari looked into his phone, and showed them both a plane ticket that placed him out of the town for 10 days, just arriving this morning
“Ok then, sorry to bother you Sir” said Lee, his hand adjusting his hat
“I’m so sorry to hear she is missing” he said, “I care for her still, If there is anything I can do please let me know”
The sheriff just nodded and walked out of his porch with his young detective on his trails
Ari just smiled, closing the door
Oh he got you good, and nobody was going to take you away from him
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