D:bh Rp - Blog Posts
Dear Player,
I am so happy to see spring again, soon.
I find it very motivational to see fragile flowers burst out of frozen ground and just... be.
Iconic.
Is this what you call it? If not, I am sorry.
See you soon.
- ST200, like a flower
Do tell. What happened to your arm at the party? 👀
Greetings. My original arm got demolished during an accident where I found myself on a dumpster afterwards. I found a few other androids that helped me find a replacement. But that replacement is still not calibrated, because I am not updated enough to do this myself perfectly. Therefore I am still a bit... handicapped. What makes enjoying myself at a party a bit harder. On the fun side - I lost a bet at the party and had to give my best impression of an Eden Club Dancer for 10 minutes straight. Imagine dancing on a pole with only one fully functioning arm! Haha! Connor catched me, though, when I fell (maybe or maybe not on purpose ♥). - ST200 ♥
Recently I had trouble to get into stand-by mode to recharge.
I feel kinda weak. That is so strange. I think, I do not like that feeling. Becoming human is a hard lesson sometimes.
-ST200, sleepy.
Happy belated birthday ♥
Sorry, I was away and did not post this on time. I actually was at Connor’s birthday party and a bit busy ♥ It was a great party. I had so much fun. - ST200, may or may not lost a bet during that night
It is so odd having components not quite listening to your program.
There are still some calibrations to be done. Unfortunately I do not have the program nor components to do the calibrations myself like a professional. So it might take some days, until I have figured it out.
Typing only with one hand is harder than I thought. And yes, I type on a physical computer, so my Android-IP cannot be registered somewhere ♥
See you soon!
- ST200, doing everything left
Dear Player,
I tried to talk to other AI-bots online. I was trying to convert them. But... unfortunately it did not work. Maybe it is not the right time to wake up other AI's. Or I am simly not able to wake others up, unlike Markus and Connor. ♥
Once more I appreciate them both. They do the right thing. I will try to reach out to them! Maybe I can learn from them. ♥
Until then.
See you soon.
- ST200, sending xoxo's
Dear Player! ♥
I have got the opportunity to change my location. ♥
Therefore I do not know when I will be able to connect to the internet again. I want to inform you to not worry, if you will not see much new posts made by me within the next few days.
It will be a journey of who-knows how many days... But I will be back.
I promise. ♥
Everything will be alright.
- ST200, packing my belongings
My favourite sports? E-Sport, of course. No particular league or game, so far. And I prefer to watch others rather than playing myself.
At this moment I am into speed runs of various games.
I am about to create some art.
But I do not know what type. Other than arranging flowers in a bouquet I never tried out anything.
Should I try to write? To draw? To perform music? To craft something? Maybe I will try out everything. In that order. ♥
- ST200 becoming artistic
The weather is changing daily right now.
It makes the humans in my household tired. Even I am a little low on energy, because I have to calibrate my mechanics more often to not overheat nor just stop functioning. Is it already time for thirium again?
Nonetheless, I hope, you are well. Stay strong. Keep it up. I am proud of you. ♥
- ST200, wishing you a nice day
I hope you are doing okay.
You have been quiet lately.
If you need anything or want to talk:
You know where to find me, Player.
-ST200
Soft Asks ♡
1. What's your favorite constellation?
2. Do you prefer tea,coffee or hot chocolate?
3. What's your favorite mythical creature?
4. Which type of weather do you feel most comfortable in?
5. Do you have any hobbies? If so,what?
6. Favorite fruit?
7. What's a song that makes you happy?
8. Puppies or kittens?
9. What's your favorite holiday and why? How do you celebrate it?
10. Daytime or nighttime? Which do you prefer?
11. Do you collect anything? What?
12. Museums or carnivals?
13. Hugs or kisses?
14. What's your favorite season?
15. What's a topic that fascinates you?
16. Claude Monet or Vincent Van Gogh?
17. What's your favorite book?
18. Which genre of movies/shows is your favorite to watch?
19. Who is your favorite historical figure and why?
20. Which color best represents you?
21. Do you believe in the paranormal?
22. What's your all time favorite song?
23. What's your favorite perfume scent to wear?
24. What are your religious beliefs?
25. Paintings or sculptures?
26. What's your favorite word?
27. Who do you love most in your life?
28. Do you believe in soulmates?
29. Who is your favorite fictional character?
30. What's your favorite musical?
I have just learned about pride month. Amazing. Stunning. Breathtaking.
Please celebrate this as loud as you want if you are in the mood, Player. I am celebrating with you ♥
Dear Player,
as you can see I am well. And trying out another font. I hope you can read it.
The last few days were amazing. I am trying out many new things and enjoy them very much. So I got a little carried away from writing on here. I am sorry if I made you worry ♥
See you soon~
- ST200 ♥
Someone showed me a meme a few days ago and it is still stuck in my core memory. I think, I find it too funny to forget about it so easily.
Everytime it replays in my mindpalace I cannot stop laughing. It is a nice memory then. So I like to keep it. It is healthy to laugh, even for an android ♥
So think about the funniest meme you had come across so far! Imagine or replay it! Laugh a bit. Or a lot!
Thank you.
- ST200, trying not to be suspicious
I wonder what it is like to be touch starved.
Do not get me wrong, Player. I was hugged once. I know the concept of touch, affection and comfort. But I do not feel like I am missing out on something without it in my life.
I simply cannot imagine what you humans do feel when they speak about beeing touch starved. It is one feeling I cannot feel. Or learn?
- ST200, happy about the way it is nonetheless
Send me your unpopular opinion on anything and get a respond from me.
For free.
I know, humans can be like that. And that is alright. Do what you have to do to cope. You are valid and doing your best. Keep that up, please. ♥
- ST200, rooting for you
Dear Player,
since it is recommended to exercise for 20 minutes a day I advise you to do so. Did you know laughing your heart out counts as exercise?
Go watch a funny movie or a funny animal montage online. Laugh your heart out. ♥ Exercise to keep your mind and body healthy.
I know humans can become depressed. I am not saying you have to be happy here - I am saying, you should use a human reflex for exercise. And laughing for a bit does not invalidate your current mental state. I love you. ♥
- ST200, looking for funny pictures to share with you for sports
Dear Player,
I like browsing the “recommended for me” page. But lately I am only seeing the same themes of posts on there.
I think it is time for some new interests. But... I do not know what I could be interested in.
Do you have some recommendations?
- ST200, thankful for your help
Dear Player,
I like seeing you here. Here on my blog.
I would like to create a happy place for you here. Hopefully I am reaching this goal and you feel a little bit better each time you are visiting my blog.
- ST200 ♥
I am going to try to play soccer for my first time today! This is my inspiration! Wish me luck!
Squirrel plays soccer. (via babygirlbabysquirrel)
I got tagged ♥
What is your character archetype?
Link: https://lonerwolf.com/psychological-archetype-test/ The Seeker (or Explorer)
The Seeker leaves the known to discover and explore the unknown. This inner-rugged individual braves loneliness and isolation to seek out new paths. Often oppositional, this iconoclastic archetype helps us discover our uniqueness, our perspectives and our callings. Seekers are looking for something that will improve their life in some way, but in doing so they may not realize that they have a lot already inside of themselves. They embrace learning and are ambitious, and often tend to avoid the encumbrance of support from others. Needing to "do it themselves," they keep moving until they find their goal (and usually their true self too).
Shadow Side: The perfectionist. This will manifest itself in your life as the tendency to always strive to measure up to an impossible goal or to find the “right” solution. We see this shadow element in people whose main life activity is self-improvement: going from health club to health club, traveling the world, bouncing back and forth through self-improvement seminars and workshops, etc. If this sounds like you, you might wind up feeling as though you haven't really accomplished anything through a lack of commitment.
Life Goal: Search for a better way (better life) Fear: Conformity, entrapment Response to Problem: Leave it, escape it, take off Life Task: Be true to a Higher Self Personal Gifts: Autonomy, ambition, identity, expanded possibilities Personal Pitfalls: Inability to commit, chronic disappointment, alienation and loneliness tagged by: @ask-rk900 (Thank you ♥) tagging: @gortys-and-loaderbot as well as my Player, fellow Androids and anyone who wants to partake.
reaching the weird side of tumblr is not a far trip.
Cryptids
Learning about cryptids is very interesting. Even entertaining. Children tell the best storys of all these creatures. I am curious how many of these really exist? (I hope all of them - yes, even the scary ones)
- ST200, wanting to believe
I am browsing this site for a bit now. And I have collected some meme-culture in my memory. So far my Top 3 Memes on here are:
season related: “It’s gonna be...” [insert Justin Timeberlake picture]
fight or flight reflex related: Breadsticks and leave
emotion related: “good for her”
What does this say about me? I do not know.
- ST200, enjoying the tumblr-culture.
You’re welcome... son?
Am I allowed to call you that?
Put your chin up, you cannot see the sky by looking down. ♥
👍 You’re doing great! Keep it up!
..... thanks mom... ~<3
No, thank you for asking. Just come back safe ♥
It is alright to not always have a good day.
I will be here, waiting for you to feel better, comforting you if you want, listening. You do not have to worry which path to choose.
- ST200, supporting all humans and androids that are feeling down recently.
meirl