Death Note - Blog Posts
Yeah death note yuri
self portrait but it’s me if i met the four horsemen of my brain (the fictional men i find attractive)
i am: 1) a lesbian, 2) insane, 3) cringe yet free
if you spot the pattern uh hhhhhhh
I Bet On Losing Dogs
LawLight vignette ~ 753 Words
Lawliet had already accepted that his life was in the hands of Kira long before he met the man.
A hard pill to swallow, perhaps, but it was some kind of karma he supposed; after all, how many times had a criminal's life been in his hands?
But why did it have to be Light? - No, that was a stupid question. It had always been Light, Lawliet knew it from the start.
Light was Kira, Light will always be Kira.
And Kira as a concept is wrong. No human - because regardless of what Light believed, that's all he was, human - should dictate who lives and dies. Justice had never been that simple.
Lawliet knew this. He’d spent countless nights staring at Light as he slept, praying that the curtain of purposeful ignorance would rise and he could see the man for who he truly was.
Begging whatever real god there was to cure him; to take this diabolical human and force Lawliet to see him as anything less than an equal.
But then Light would wake up- glowing amber eyes would snap open and bore into his, and Lawliet seemed to forget that he was handcuffed to Kira.
He wished he knew how Light had managed to escape from himself- how he’d managed to forget the thousands of lives he’d taken, and Lawliet hated himself for being grateful for it; because if the culprit had no memory of the crime, had it even happened in the first place?
Well… yes. But he could pretend.
He could pretend that Light was Detective Yagami’s son, a student at To-Oh and the only person who’d ever matched his wits… It wasn’t like he had to pretend the last part was true though.
He could pretend that, when he stared back, he didn’t see a glimpse of red.
Lawliet mourned his own death when the handcuffs were removed, and he mourned the death of Light Yagami. At least Light’s death had been quick, only a touch of the death note.
His own would have to wait, after all.
He’d already made preparations with Watari, or, more accurately, he’d said his goodbyes; because L Lawliet was the greatest detective in the world and he knew what was coming.
And once more as he stood on the roof, bells ringing in his ears, the rain sinking into his skin, he knew what was coming.
Because it was Kira’s eyes that looked back at him as they stood in the rain; he understood that now.
Was he even pretending anymore? Lawliet couldn’t tell. Maybe for the rest of the task force, but not for him.
He was grateful for that.
In front of the task force, Lawliet could pretend that his suspicions for Light were only that- suspicions- and not painful truth.
When Light pressed a towel to his wet hair, he could pretend that there was even an ounce of affection behind the action.
When he felt Light’s eyes on him as he explained his plan to test out the thirteen days rule, he could pretend that it was because the case was so damn close to being solved that he could taste it.
Even as Watari died on the other side of the screen, as all the data was erased from almost a year of non-stop work, a tiny part of Lawliet pretended that it was an accident. That he’d get another year to build back everything they’d lost, that he’d get another year with Light.
And then his heart stopped.
Even though Lawliet had long accepted that his inevitable death would be by Kira’s hands, it didn’t make the pain in his heart any less - whether that was from the heart attack he was suffering or not.
When Lawliet felt an arm around his neck and a cotton shirt in his fist, he could almost pretend that his last moments wouldn’t be staring up at his murderer but rather the only person he’d ever felt close to loving.
A brief thought crossed his eyes as he looked at Kira’s smile.
Light Yagami and Lawliet were made for eachother.
L and Kira were not.
As bells rang in his head - the same bells that would be rung at his funeral in a few days - Lawliet could almost pretend that there was regret in Kira’s eyes.
He hated that his life didn’t flash before him, like it was meant to. He could only see his eyes, whether they were amber or red.
You better not forget me, Light Yagami.
Also on Ao3 ~
https://archiveofourown.org/works/57380617
"Maybe in another universe I wouldn't be the detective chasing after you... Maybe in that universe I'm just a man searching for someone who is equal to me and challenges me in ways regular people and cases don't... Maybe in that universe we could be Friends...dare I say."
Honestly I can understand why Matt got like no screen time in the anime because if I had to draw that man's stupid goggles i'd go insane.
Context I wanted to draw Matt and saw those goggles and that ain't happening 😂 so now I'm drawing Mello. He's not my favorite but I don't want to draw the main three (L, Light, and Misa as much as I love them)
I have a headcannon that despite being pretty mature light still has moments where he actually acts his age and the people around are just surprised about it sometimes because they forget light at the start of the series is a teenager and at the end is a young adult.
Bros brain has yet to develop fully before he dies at 24 (which is on the border of being considered an actual adult "he's in between worlds" if you know what I mean)
How sad would y'all be if I made the suit that light wore to L's funeral the same suit he died in for my fanfiction?
Like some sort of grieving symbolism
Guys should I make a fanfiction about light because there's this little one shot that I read that really inspired me I'll link it in the comments once I find it again. But basically it was about how ryuk didn't want to tell light about one small thing and he didn't want to tell it to him not because he wanted to mess with light like he usually does but because not to put spoilers but it wouldn't have done light any good.
Basically my idea is to essentially explore that idea that the amount of time light has throughout his life changes multiple times based on how he is feeling and how he is mentally. Not just starting from the beginning of death Note but going all the way back to his childhood. I want to explore how his life as a police chief's son made him feel bored and that his life was monotonous but also how it affected his morals and how those morals got extrapolated to a major degree because of the corrupting nature of the death note. I also want to explore themes of loneliness and not being understood in the way that is so unique to him because he doesn't feel emotions like everyone else because at least what I've seen in the anime light doesn't seem like he has friends so I'm going to explore the friendship between him and L when he gets introduced obviously because in the same way that light is L's first friend is the same way L is lights first friend. Because the way I can understand their friendship is kind of like persona 5's main character and akechi goro because they have such a unique friendship that there are things only they can understand about each other that no one else can.
Also mind you I haven't watched death Note in years and this is my first time getting back into it. So if I do write this there may be some points that happened in Canon that I will forget. And I might explore the relationship between light and Misa because their relationship is very important to the plot because Misa doesn't love light she's obsessed with kira but light isn't kira and she very willingly lets herself be used by kira / light because even when light doesn't have his memory he still uses Misa and Misa lets it happen. Then I would also go into how light feels about misa's obsession because obviously he's using her that's plain and simple but he sees the necessity of having a girlfriend in the society they are in especially a girlfriend who is very highly regarded in that society. I want to explore how he feels like relationships aren't something he wants but he sees it as a necessity to get by.
Is this a good idea or no?
Also I don't know but I MIGHT make this a lawlight fanfiction. But it's not going to be in the way that it's going to be the primary focus of the fanfiction or making their personalities and beliefs change to suit the stereotypes that a lot of people put on to the relationship when writing fanfiction. The way I would go about their relationship would be kind of like how Misa and light mutually use each other but instead of obsession like misa has for light it would be a mutual understanding between l and light that they're both using each other but it's beneficial for both of them and that it's a two-way street rather than essentially a one-way Street like Misa and light.
Can someone recommend some good lawlight fanfiction that is recent and actually finished? I know "lawlight in 2025?!" Yes and the fanfictions I've tried to read aren't my taste it's like the author always doesn't have a good grasp on Lights character and makes him completely not himself and it makes reading impossible.
But if there is none I would love fanfiction recs from stuff like persona five (akeshu lots of angst please), our flag means death (anything where izzy is the center focus), stranger things (especially billy focused ones), descendants (Chad charming but don't recommend rebelpaisley I've literally read all their descendants works), or bunguo stray dogs (I like mori centric ones and I mean good ones not just ones that call him a p3d0. The ones where they actually explore his character and complexities)
Drew Matt and Mello with his hair up
I love these two so much
Please make purple Light Yagami icons 😊
hello! my first request and im 29 days late 😭forgive me🧎🏻… as an apology enjoy these Light Yagami icons at ur request :3 i honestly just googled.. so i hope you like them !!! i’ll do my best to ACTUALLY be active.. i have nothing better to do anyways…
~ my edit╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
my edit╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
misa luvvvv<33
ruby
did a little scene rewrite fic for the iconic Misa/Kiyomi dinner scene.
♡
(in which two women who hate each other but don't really hate each other, but can't figure out why, or maybe they know exactly why and don't want to admit it, end up having sex on the floor. is maybe... what it boils down to.)
Mello, breaking and entering: Tell me what I want to hear, Matty
Matt, over the radio: For you, baby, always.
Rod, exhausted: I hope we're all still talking about the mission
my fav emo boy <3
NO CAKES??
L flirting with Light be like:
I would go to sleep only to wake up next to you every morning❤️❤️✨✨🥳🥳💋💕💕🧚♀️🧚♀️🧚♀️❣️💝💝💝💝😇🥰🥰😍🤪🤪
Just in time for the end of the year, here is the obligatory artist meme.
Fun fact, I actually have a C6 Itto 😎
Reading a slow burn and there’s finally romance: impossible whopper, ‘cause it should be impossible to look this good!
It ends in angst: when is it my turn to be happy
Don’t mind me, just crying over Matt and Mello fanfic again
I am once again broadcasting my love for Naomi Misora.
Baby, you’re too good for that dumb white boy Ray Penber. Be my wife instead!
I won’t say dumb ass sexist shit and pass it off as endearment plz shawty plz.
Idk what it is about dark haired women who are more competent than I’ll ever be who could also crush my windpipe in seconds that make my lil lesbian heart go brrr.
It’s the leather jackets
Head empty. Only thoughts of 2020 death note one shot Near.
Just did a few sketches waiting for my dad to be done his meeting so we can watch the death note finale together.