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Shifting cause my soulmate is in a whole other reality🤪

I'm so tired of youtubers making fun of reality shifters😭😭

heyy so ive been asking around about this but i feel like the hardest thing for me to manifest is a certain face / appearance changes — not because it’s hard to manifest in itself but i can never decide on a df or desired features.. how’d you choose yours, if you don’t mind me asking ?

* I'm really hapy to answer this, because I could never choose a DF too! I saw Taylor Hill for the first time few months ago, and I just FELT - like in my heart - that i want to look just like her. Every time i wanted to change my DF, it was just for a small period of time (like when I watched Leon The Professional and wanted to look like Natalie Portman for one evening, but didnt do anything to actually look like her). My eyes, nose and face shape is naturally similiar to Taylor's, and I always felt insecure about these features of mine.

* When I saw Taylors face card absolutely EATING UPP these features i became more confident about my eyes, nose and face shape. I always wanted to have eyes like for example Adriana Lima or Megam Fox even though they're literally the opposite of mine, and after i tried manifesting their face I just looked weird, so when I saw Taylor I just FELT it. I was sure, even though for some time I didnt want to look like her cuz I wanted to (for example) have Brooke Shields eyes, but then I just went with what my heart wants🩷 She really 'fits' my face and i look way much better now!

* If you still struggle with choosing your DF, then make an image where every single DF (past and present) of yours is in it and choose whoever looks more like you and just FEELS right ! Good luck angel 🩷🪽

* PS. If you choose the DF that feels right and then suddenly want to change it, just stop trying to manifest looking like anyone for a while so you give yourself time if you actually want to look like that person you suddenly felt the need to do so, or if you wanna look like someone you choose before 🌺

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‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡🪐༘⋆

⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ STOP. CONSTANTLY. CHECKING. THE. 3D. DAMNIT.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎I'm not fond of using "3D" or "4D" since they're technically one thing (3D being the reflection of 4D) but like genuinely babe—what are you looking for? Validation? Proof? A parade from the universe with confetti and a trumpet section going “Here comes your manifestation!”? No. That’s not how this works. You're not a detective trying to solve a missing person’s case. You're the author of the damn book. You don’t need to check if the plot is working out—you write it, remember?

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ “But Mercy!! Everyone says manifestation is instant, why hasn’t my 3D adjusted yet??”

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎YES. IT IS INSTANT. But if you keep checking the 3D with this little skeptical side-eye like, “Why hasn't it happened?”, what you're actually doing is saying, “I assume it’s not here.” Boom. Guess what the law says? “You’re the boss, babe. Not here it is.” THAT'S the assumption you're persisting in. Not “It’s done,” but “It’s not done yet.” See the problem?

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ "But Mercy! I need to have my desired life before I—"

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Before what? Before you’re allowed to chill? Before you can stop being anxious? Before you’re finally allowed to believe you’re worthy? Babe. You’re literally saying you don’t have it right now. You're telling yourself that you need to get there. That’s the assumption. You're camping in the land of “I don’t have it yet.” And guess where the law of assumption will keep you? Yup. Right there. In Old-story-ville. Population: you.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ “But Mercy! I’ve been persisting for so long and NOTHING has changed in the 3D!"

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎GIRL. Sweetheart. Listen. You LITERALLY just affirmed nothing has changed. That’s what you're clinging to. That's the version of reality you're choosing. You could say “I know it’s done no matter what I see,” but instead you’re going “I’m not seeing anything change!” Like, baby, you are affirming LACK. You are manifesting more of nothing happening. You see how that loops?

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎You are not broken. You are not failing. You’re just stuck in the OLD STORY ADDICTION. Yeah, I said it. You keep feeding your energy to the version of you that doesn't have what they want. And why? Because it's familiar? Safe? You get to complain a bit longer? You think whatever you're manifesting for is too good to be true? Cute. But no. We’re done with that.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎You know how to break the loop? You stop giving a damn about what the 3D looks like. You let it be. You live your life. You live like it’s done because it IS. The only reason it hasn’t shown up is because you keep babysitting the assumption that “It’s not here.” And surprise surprise—that’s exactly what shows up.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎You can have doubts. You can cry. You can have off days. That’s NORMAL. You're human. But stop using your doubt as an excuse to spiral back into the same old version of yourself who doesn't believe. Doubt isn’t the problem. Living in it is.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Let it go. Live. Touch some grass. Get a snack. Rewrite your story. Assume you already have it and STICK TO IT. That’s literally all it takes. You're not a failure. You're not behind. You're not doing it wrong. You’re just stuck in the habit of not believing it’s done. Break the habit. Unplug the old story. Choose the new one. And for the love of manifestation gods—stop checking the damn 3D.

✦⁺₊˚ MY DESIRED APPEARANCE

This is the appearance I desire to have (though yes i already do have it in a way-😃) honestly dont know nor care- here it is :D

(yes I know I'm hot🥱💀💀💀💀😻😽)

💗 Nose

💗 side profile (facial structure)

💗 body shape

💗 hair

💗 facial structure ( or you can say face claim)

💗 skin type

💗 eyes (mainly the lashes and eye color)

💗 lips

💗 me as a cartoon/anime

YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT

YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT.

Don't get your head in those doubts like, 'Oh, what if I can't shift?' That's not possible. You were chosen to know about shifting for a REASON. There are 8.2 BILLION people in this world. Think about it. 8 BILLION people.

Now, how do you feel? Do you feel special? GOOD. Keep feeling that way. Some of you, not all of you, read these posts on Tumblr but don't really READ them.

'Oh, I'm the creator of my universe.' Yes, but do you really UNDERSTAND that? I feel like for some of you, it's like you're in front of a teacher, and each word just goes in one ear and out the other. Now, shifting isn't this ELABORATE and majestic thing that needs to be taught in a specific way. It's not like driving, okay? There are no rules, no directions, just YOU. Understand that it's just YOU.

That drink in your hand? You created that. The computer or phone you're reading this on? You created that. Everything in this world YOU created.

You are doing everything right. You know what I mean.

You will wake up in your DR. Those sleep methods you're doing? They're working perfectly. You aren't just 'close,' you are THERE. You have always been there, since the beginning of whatever. No need to think you are close, because you are there.

'Oh, but what if I don't shift today?' Shifting isn't something that needs to be rushed. Everything will happen eventually. You have shifted before; you know this. You know you need to just let go and let it happen. Don't overcomplicate it. Listen to yourself. Do you know how stupid you sound? Thousands of people have shifted to their DRs, and somehow you can't? That's just rubbish.

'Oh, what if that shift was just a dream?' What dream feels so real that you can feel the bedsheets? What dream looks like your desired reality so perfectly it has everything, even the rings and jewelry your aunt placed there on the dresser? Why did you get up and look in the mirror and see yourself perfectly and clearly? That was REAL. You shifted. Do not doubt yourself.

'But what if shifting is one elaborate joke?' Seriously? That's one of your doubts? People spend months, YEARS, shifting, and you think people are JOKING? You have spent 5 YEARS knowing about shifting and 2 or 3 actively shifting, and you still think it's a joke? YOU have to be joking with those doubts. This isn't like that one movie people suddenly made up on TikTok and started creating a plot, characters, settings, etc.; this is something real. People have been doing this even before you were born. Now, doesn't that doubt sound silly?

Now, you don't have to be perfect. Listen, people have shifted with doubts. But listen here, if you assume it is true, it is true. 'Oh, he's so in love with me.' Yeah, he is! 'Oh, my cat's super distant. Yeah, they are. Your subconscious isn't this mystical entity trying to work against you. It's like a mirror; if you look in that mirror and say, 'I can't shift,' then your subconscious repeats it. It has an IQ of 0. Like a little kid repeating every word and agreeing with your opinions. You tell that little kid, "Oh, I can shift! Everyone shifts." Then it repeats it; it agrees. That's how simple your subconscious is.

Now, what about intentions? Intentions aren't this super complicated ritual; they're just your thoughts. You don't have to write out your thoughts, burn the piece of paper, and bury the scraps in the ground. Just think. 'Oh, I set my intention to shift.' That's literally all you need to do. Your subconscious will look at you and shrug like, 'Oh okay. Let's shift!' And guess what? BOOM. You're in your DR. Simple. Literally so simple.

Now, some of you are like, "Oh, I did that! But I'm still in my CR." Look deep within yourself. Are you scared of the possibility you're going somewhere new? Or, do you expect to wake up in your CR again after doing your method? Really think about it and begin to change. Tell that subconscious that you don't expect to wake up in your CR, or tell it that you aren't scared; you're excited.

Now, as one of my favorite quotes says,

"You are a consciousness with a body, not a body with a consciousness."

Go shift. Go do your method, or just fall asleep and wake up in your DR. It's that simple. And every time you feel doubts, PERSIST. 'Oh, what if—' NOPE. I am going to shift.

You know about shifting for a reason. You can shift. It is INEVITABLE.

Now don't look at me all dumb; you know this. You've heard it a million times. Don't roll your eyes; THINK, and absorb this information.

Now go do whatever silly little thing you are going to do. But just know, you can shift. You WILL shift.

[This whole thing is for me, but I feel like some of you need it as well.]

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hi hi i gotta say i love the aesthetic of your blog!!

for your ask game, may we know about the stolen crown? 👑 from any of your drs!

STOLEN CROWN - BETTER CR + MORE?

First of all, thank you so much! I love pink and try to make it as pretty as possible. :3 Secondly, thank you so much for the ask!

👑 stolen crown . . . what is one of your secret strengths or powers, or do you have a secret identity? does anyone know about this, or is it an ability or skill you keep to yourself? do you ever plan on sharing this with the world, or do you hold it close to your heart?

BETTER CR ::

A :: I consider myself pretty normal in my better CR, but the one dilemma I've been having for weeks is if I should tell my friends there I have shifted to that reality... Imagine your best friend (that you know is a shifter) tells you that you've shifted! Amazing, right? But where? And then they hesitantly tell you... here.

Don't get me wrong, we shift every second, so yes, I have technically shifted here as well, but is this my DR? No. But imagine that best friend telling you the reality we are in is their desired reality. It's just a bit... surprising.

But that isn't all of it. I have scripted 2 people in my DR that don't exist here; one of them is my lover bestfriend, Sol! Then, there's Liya, my other friend. Imagine that same shifter friend from before telling you that you didn't exist in their other reality. I'd be... shocked, to say the least. I'd be wondering about a lot of things... and I don't want any of that to affect my relationships. So, if I do tell them, I'd probably only mention that I've shifted there and nothing about my other reality. ^^; So, it's quite an intense dilemma I've been having recently. Plus, I really don't want to explain everything going on to people in a world that has none of these problems....

ATHENGALE DR ::

A:: Now, I haven't said much about this DR... due to procrastination and everything. But, in this DR, it's quite similar to an isekai. I do have memories of another life, and, uhm... It's a bit confusing to type out; hopefully, my words are satisfactory. But that's one of the things I will be keeping tightly closed to my heart in this DR.

Something secret that I didn't know until later on is that I am something called a 'spirit born.' Which, I am the only one of this 'race.' My existence merged with raw mana and the astral plane itself, causing me to be the purest manifestation of divine energy and magic.

Uhm, that's really all. I could've added my Naruto DR, but it's late and I'm getting tired ^^; Thank you for reading <3

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MY ROUTINE - BETTER CR [MORNING]

Routines are SUPER hard in my base reality, but a BIG part of me loves routines. So, what did I do? I made myself have a routine in my DR! Not just for the purpose, but mostly for self-care.

Now, these times can depend on whether I'm on a school day or a break. My routine is flexible, though I try to keep it consistent!

[8-8:30 AM] The first thing in the morning is waking up... obviously. I usually wake up naturally around 8 to 8:30 AM, but I can wake up a bit earlier depending on whether I have other things in my schedule! I do give myself a bit of leeway on weekends or on breaks.

[8:30-8:35 AM] I generally take about 5 minutes to stretch or just wake myself up and get myself mentally ready for the day. I also use this time to journal and write down any dreams I have or goals for the day! Most of the time, I just do this on my phone, but I also have a separate journal/notebook that I also write in.

[8:35-8:50 AM] I only do this around 3-4 times a week on school days, but I do some light stretching/exercise! It's nothing much, just something to get my body moving. If I don't use this time to exercise, I'm usually just looking through Pinterest or something on my phone while getting coffee...

[8:50-9:20 AM] Shower/Skincare! Now I have 'normal' skin in my DR, so it's generally a bit easier to care for. (and because I scripted I get ZERO acne and anything like it... anyway.) I could do a whole post about my skincare routine if you'd like to see it! But for now, I'll keep it simple. If I exercise, I take a shower. If not, I just do my skincare! Also, make sure to brush your teeth before doing your skincare! Helps prevent acne around the mouth ^^

[9:20-9:35 AM] I usually just make something like overnight oats or have something made the night before and eat it in the morning. I just have something simple for breakfast. I'm not the biggest breakfast person. Usually, I just like to have some coffee or water for breakfast, but I like the extra energy boost it gives me throughout the day!

[9:35-9:55 AM] Now, on school days, I would use this time to get all of my stuff ready. Get dressed, maybe (maybe) put on some makeup, get my hair ready, pack my bag (which is usually packed the night before), and just make sure everything's ready for school! Our school starts at 10 AM, which is a LIFESAVER. It does end at 4:15 PM, but like... 10 AM is better than 7:30 AM. (We also only go 4 days a week.) School is only around a 15-minute walk from my house, so I get there on time! Other than that, it's just free time for me ^^; I usually do my dailies on Genshin, CRK, and Infinity Nikki, look through Pinterest, talk with friends, etc., etc. Sometimes I do go out, like to the nearest bakery, to the mall, Subway, well... basically anywhere I want!

That's my morning routine! Thank you so much for reading. <3 Hopefully it was satisfactory ^^;;

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Idk if I’m doing this right but ☘️💭🦷

SHORT AND EXTRA SWEET GAME

AAAA thank you so much for asking me!!! This is my first time getting asked, so this is very appreciated.<33

☘️  𑅕  GOOD GRACES  ＼  who’s the person you trust the most? is it a family member? friend? maybe not a person, but a pet?

A :: This is actually such a hard question! There are three contestants for such a highly sought-after spot! There's Danny, whom I've been friends with since 5th grade. Then, we have Liya (or Lisa if you want to use her real name), whom I've been friends with since kindergarten. And lastly, Sol. My love, the man whom I want to spend the rest of my life with. Honestly, Even after thinking really hard for a while I don't think I could chose between the three of them! They're all so important to me <3

💭  𑅕  PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE  ＼  what’s something you’ve always desperately wanted? something from a luxury brand? your childhood friend?

A :: I've always wanted someone to call 'husband.' It's all so cheesy and cliché, but little me just couldn't help but dream of being so close to someone that I'd say 'I love you' to, and not just in a family way! I've already decided a long time ago that I don't wish to have children, and if I ever did, I'd adopt. It's always been really hard for me to find someone I truly love, as I have to be super close to them, or I can't see them like that. I've always found others to be 'attractive' subjectively, but would I want to marry them or kiss them? No way! Well... that was until I met Sol. <3

🦷  𑅕  DON’T SMILE  ＼  who in this reality can make you laugh even at the worst times? do they purposely try to get a giggle out of you? is it completely unintentional?

A :: Sol, 100%. We have such similar humor, it's insane. He can somehow sense when I'm even slightly down?? It's honestly weird, but not in a bad way! It's honestly helped me so much keeping my stress levels down. Other times, he does it completely unintentionally. He's just the silliest little guy <3

THANK YOU FOR ASKINGGGGG. Naming my first adopted child "Reverie," trust!! I hope my answers were good <3

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Can you talk about the school your attend in your boarding school dr and your better cr dr please ?

MY SCHOOL - BETTER CR

Thank you so much for asking this question!! Ahhh, I'm so excited. >3< I'm still working on my boarding school DR, so I will talk about my better CR school! We're just going to call it C High School for safety purposes!

C High School is a private high school. Established in 1959 by Shelby Elmer, it houses grades freshman through senior. C High School has had one of the best grades for high schools for 50 consecutive years! It's a very prestigious school, yet it isn't uptight. Teachers and staff listen to the problems of each individual student and take them into deep consideration. They even have professional therapists on-site just for students to talk to. C High School has around 2,500 students enrolled and offers a bunch of different opportunities for each student. The school is more lenient in getting us ready for college!

UNIFORMS ::

allowed to be altered due to religious reasons.

The uniforms are super comfortable! Girls can switch out the skirt for some black pants if they aren't comfortable wearing a skirt, or they can alter the skirt for it to be longer. Must wear shorts underneath the skirt. ^^ Girls can also wear socks or stockings and accessorize.

On Fridays we have free dress day! The rules are super lax, but we aren't allowed to wear short shorts, and we must have straps on. Spaghetti straps are allowed!

SOME RULES ::

We are only allowed to go to the vending machine and the vending machine area during breaks/lunch.

You can have your phone during class if it's free time! We aren't allowed to be on it during lessons.

Gum is allowed, but it MUST be put in the trash can when you are done with it.

You are allowed to bring your own devices to take notes, like an iPad or a computer. You are only allowed to take notes during the lessons, and anyone caught doing anything other than taking notes during lessons gets a warning. 3 warnings, and then you go to the office. ^^

STUDENT ID'S ::

The school IDs come in all sorts of colors! From pink, to blue, to black, to green, literally super customizable! We are allowed to accessorize the IDs, like putting on cute stickers or doodling on them, but we can't black out our name or put anything on the barcode that's on the back!

SCHOOL APPEARANCE ::

SCHEDULE ::

Now what classes do I take? Well here we go!

Period 1: Junior Seminar

Period 2: AP english literature

Period 3: AP Biology

[Lunch]

Period 4: pre calculus

Period 5: AP physics I

Period 6: AP drawing

Period 7: AP US history

Some other important info is that School starts at 10 AM! No more getting up at 6:30 am to get ready!! Also, we only go to school on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday. The weekends and Wednesday are days to charge up and have fun! It also ends later at 4:15 PM, but that's fine <3

Thank you for listening to me yap about my school. I love my better CR SO MUCH!!! And thank you anon for this question WAHHHH

There's so much more I could write, butttttt there's a limit on pictures on tumblr ^^;

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HOW I STAY SMELLING GOOD ALL DAY - BETTER CR

Warning: I haven't tried like 99% of these products in this reality.... and I also scripted that I smell like strawberries and vanilla all the time, but... still gotta keep yourself clean, even in your dr!!

Smelling good all day isn't easy. There are a lot of products, time spent, and, of course, money involved. But is it worth it? Absolutely. I always get compliments from my friends and at school based on how I smell, and the BEST compliment you can get is from someone telling you that you smell good. Now, how do I keep myself smelling good every day? Well, first, it starts in the shower.

First, get yourself an antibacterial soap. I prefer Dial, but you can also use Dove or any other brand. Take a washcloth, or even an African net sponge, and rub ALL over your body, but NOT your vagina. I use an African net sponge because I find it gets me a better everyday exfoliation, but some people find it a little too harsh and only use it a couple of times a week. Also, for your vagina, get yourself an UNSCENTED body bar. This time I prefer Dove.

2. This is only 1-2x a week, but then you get your scented body scrub and use it on your body, again, NOT on your vagina.

3. If you're doing an everything shower, then this is where you shave. I scripted that I don't get any body hair, so this isn't needed for me. ^^ If you're like me, or not doing an everything shower, get your scented body wash and a silicone scrubber. You can use a loofah, but I prefer a silicone scrubber because it doesn't get bacteria as easily as a loofah does!

4. Body oil time!! Use baby oil or a body oil! Makes your skin super duper soft and sleek.

5. Moisturize!!! Put this on top of the body oil. You can use either lotion or body butter. I prefer lotion because I don't like getting the body butter under my nails </3

6. After alllll of that, it's now time for perfume, perfume oil, and body spray! My FAV perfume for smelling like strawberries and vanilla cream is the Burberry Her Elixir. I put these on my pulse points! Then I use the Bath and Body Works 'Strawberry Snowflake' body mist, and then I use a vanilla-scented perfume oil! Perfume oil is very much optional, so don't feel pressured to put it on. Make sure to put on your deodorant afterward <3 I use the Dove spray deodorant in the scent 'apple and white tea.'

And that's how I keep myself smelling good all day, every day! I usually keep a small perfume bottle and put some perfume in it to keep myself smelling good at school or when I go out. Thank you for reading if you made it this far <33

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`` WHO IS SHE ... ? `` - BETTER CR

"You don’t have to let me in all at once. Just… don’t shut the door completely. I’ll wait right outside, as long as it takes." - Ezra Celeste

INTRODUCTION —

NAME :: Ezra Aria Celeste

AGE :: 16

OCCUPATION :: Student

FUTURE OCCUPATION :: Librarian or chef

LANGUAGES :: English, Korean, Japanese, Mandarin, French, Spanish, Norwegia

DETAILS —

MBTI :: INFP

HOBBIES :: Cooking/baking, figure skating, editing, drawing/painting, writing, shopping, reading

LIKES :: Cats, sweets, sour things, buying things for my friends, spending money, shifting, pink, sanrio, anime

DISLIKES :: Heat, getting up late, bugs, too much noise going on at once, watching sports, afternoons

FUN FACTS —

I have a sixth sense for cute things. You could drop me in any store, and I'd still manage to find something pink and girly.

I name every one of my flowers

I have way too many photos in my gallery, and each one is labelled in a different folder.

I swear up and down that pulling rituals increase my luck when pulling in gacha games. It's totally not because I'm already so lucky because I scripted it...

I see anything that reminds me of my friends and immediately buy it. Doesn't matter what it is.

I have stayed up way too late wayyy too many times baking just because "I couldn't sleep."

I live with 2 of my friends in our own house!

APPEARANCE —

I am 5'6 or 167 cm!

my blood type is O+

I weigh around 110 pounds or around 50 kg

I have naturally blushed cheeks!

I smell like strawberries and faintly of vanilla cream

VIBES —

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WHAT'S IN MY MAIN BAG?? - BETTER CR

My bag is a Kappa matte leather tote bag in the shade Peach Milk and Foam Pink! I have a different bag for my school days, but unless you guys wanna ask for it, I'll keep it on hold. ^^

My bag is pretty pink, the decor even more so... I love to accessorize everything and give it my own little charms!

୨ৎ KEYCHAINS - just something super cute and simple to accessorize. I picked the middle one while Liya personally made the third one, and Danny picked the first one!

୨ৎ PINS - shows my interests! I'm an avid Precure watcher and Sanrio lover!! The mirror was a small birthday gift from Danny, and I adore it so much!

୨ৎ HAIRCLIPS - Small hair clips on the straps to give the straps some character! I just chose the cutest ones I had!

୨ৎ HANDSANITIZER - Can't go wrong with some hand sanitizer!! I picked my favorite scent, strawberries, because I just can't resist it!

୨ৎ PHOTOCARD HOLDER AND PHOTO - A lovely brief moment from our middle school graduation, just before we headed into high school! Blue is Liya, red is Danny, and pink is... obviously me.

୨ৎ PLUSHIE KEYCHAINS - more accessories to give it even more flair!! As I say, there is no such thing as too many accessories!

୨ৎ POUCH - A small pouch just in case I can't fit everything in the main pocket! It fits a small snack (like mochi or sometimes a Hello Panda snack), an old camera, and some more hair clips since I don't like using the ones on my straps.

Here are some of the things inside! Still... very pink. Can't help that it's my favorite color!

୨ৎ PHONE - Yes, of course I'm going to have my phone! It's an iPhone 15 Pro Max in pink! I'm probably never going to change from this phone... it's just so cute!!!

୨ৎ WALLET - ALWAYS have to have my wallet. How else am I going to get 10 sandwiches just for myself from Subway??? It also has an AirTag attached to it, just in case I lose it!

୨ৎ KEYS - My home keys and a key to my parents' home! (Yes, I live in a different house than my parents lol.)

୨ৎ AIRPODS - Always have to have my AirPods with me! They're like my lifeline....

୨ৎ HYGIENE POUCH - Always need one of these! Not really for me, but for my friends or maybe a classmate!

୨ৎ SKETCHBOOK & PENCIL - I'm always drawing, whether that be in the car, on long flights, or even in class. So it's always needed with me!

୨ৎ MAKEUP POUCH - I don't wear makeup very often, usually just lip gloss or some mascara, but my friends might need some makeup!

୨ৎ GLASSES CASE - Danny's glasses inside with my own flair in terms of the case. Danny needs them and often leaves them with me!

୨ৎ HAIRBRUSH - Even though I scripted my hair never tangles, it's literally so useful for anyone to have on them.

୨ৎ TRINKET POUCH - Small trinkets my friends give me go in here! I love having it with me all the time because even though some of my friends are overseas, they'll still be with me!

୨ৎ PORTABLE CHARGER - Again, always needed! I don't want my phone to die on a very long road trip to an amusement park!

୨ৎ CLAWCLIPS - One for me, another extra. Though I use both interchangeably.

୨ৎ CALICO CRITTERS - They're just cute! It also reminds me of my childhood.

More pink!! Imagine the Hygiene pouch being bigger, as well as the makeup pouch being a bit larger as well ^^;

MAKEUP POUCH

୨ৎ BEAUTY BLENDER - I prefer beauty blenders instead of makeup brushes because I like the absorbent properties of the blenders!

୨ৎ LIP GLOSS - Some Dior lip gloss because I am bougie. Always in love with the slightly tinted color!!

୨ৎ HIGH LIGHTER - Rare Beauty's highlighter in the color 'Enlighten.'

୨ৎ BLUSH - Romand blush in the color 'Vine nude.' I love the subtlety! especially because I already have naturally blushed cheeks.

୨ৎ EYELINER - super opaque, and I love liquid eyeliners. I don't like the texture of pencil eyeliners, and they're easier to smudge, which is good if the person wants it... But I want my eyeliner to stay in place and not budge!

୨ৎ CONCEALER - Dior concealer in the shade 2C or 1C... I forgot. I don't wear foundation because it's usually a bit heavy for my skin. Plus, I don't really need it. My skin's already glowing!!

୨ৎ EYESHADOW - Cupid Club eyeshadow! I don't usually wear a lot of eyeshadow, but when I do, it's usually in pinky-brown tones with some white and sparkles.

HYGIENE POUCH

୨ৎ DEODORANT - a small, travel-sized stick of apple and white tea deodorant! I really wanted a small spray version but they didn't have it :(

୨ৎ BANDAIDS - Just in case someone gets hurt! Of course, they are Sanrio/pink themed! I couldn't help myself!

୨ৎ STAIN REMOVER - I prefer the Tide-to-Go pen because it's super easy to carry and doesn't take up a lot of space!

୨ৎ MEDICINE - I usually carry some Tylenol or Advil with me just in case Liya or Danny gets a headache!

୨ৎ GUM - More gum! Except it's mint and peppermint flavored. I don't use these; it's more for other people... I absolutely HATE peppermint and anything with mint in it, so I stay very far away from these... but I go through them like hotcakes when I go to school.

୨ৎ PADS & TAMPONS - Of course, necessities! I don't get my period, but some other women do in my DR! I have different sizes and absorbencies as well.

୨ৎ PERFUME - Both a tiny Dior perfume and Burberry 'Her' perfume! I love, love, LOVE Burberry perfumes, so of course I've got to have it!

୨ৎ HAIRSTICK - The one I have is from Japan, and it's superrr helpful! My hair can sometimes get some strays, so this is super helpful to have on hand!

୨ৎ VASELINE - gotta have some Vaseline! Super versatile and helps my lips' moisture stay nice and locked in.

୨ৎ DRY SHAMPOO - I don't get greasy roots in between washes, but still, someone else might need it!

୨ৎ HAND CREAM - Honestly, I just chose this for the scent and cute packaging, but it's also very soothing and not oily! It fades into the skin perfectly and has a pleasant-but-not-overbearing peachy scent.

୨ৎ SUNSCREEN - Personally, I LOVE Centella's sunscreen. It's just perfect! There's no white cast, it absorbs into my skin like a sponge, so I don't feel oily... perfection! Also, always have some sunscreen on you.

I'm more sentimental in my DR than I am in this reality, so of course I had to add a little trinket pouch and ask my friends to give me some items!

WALLET

୨ৎ CARDS - I'm extra and have a black card even though I mostly use my **pink** debit card. Yes, I have to emphasize that it is pink.

୨ৎ CASH - I always have that anxiety that somehow I'll never have enough money on my card (even though I have infinite money), so I just keep a little cash on me. I also like to give my friend's money when they ask, so if we are all shopping, I can just give them some money and let them be on their way!

୨ৎ STUDENT ID CARD - Of course I have to have my student ID. It's pink.... You should know why by now. Our student IDs can be accessorized and chosen in different colors. Just imagine it's a bit lighter of a pink ;)

୨ৎ TICKET - This was the first time me, Liya, and Danny went to the amusement park together! It was like in 7th grade when my aunt asked me. I've always been a homebody, but I decided, why not? Let's just say I had the most fun I've ever had in my entire life!

୨ৎ GUM - It's a piece of gum a family friend gave to me for my birthday! It was a joke, of course, but I still saved it.

TRINKET POUCH

୨ৎ CRYSTALS - Danny absolutely loves crystals, especially amethyst. So when she found a perfectly good amethyst crystal on a walk home from school, she was ecstatic and instantly gave it to me <3

୨ৎ PEARL BRACELET - Clara may be overseas, but she sent me a link to a small shop offering pearl bracelets. I couldn't resist! I bought it and now I keep it in my little pouch so I can be reminded of her whenever I look at it.

୨ৎ PURPLE PIN - okay, it may not be a pin, but I have no idea what it's called. This was from Liya! Back in 4th grade, she went to Africa for vacation and brought this back because it reminded her of me. I still don't understand what she means by that, but... I still take care of it and hold it very dear to my heart.

୨ৎ ROCK - just... a plain old rock. Nothing special within it, just a rock. Alice certainly is a very eccentric person by normal standards, but that's okay! She lives in Italy but told me to go outside and find a rock so that she could always be with me. And... that's how I got the rock.

୨ৎ PLUSHIE - Same thing with Clara, Iris lives pretty far away, and I wanted something to keep her close. I asked her to send me a link to something, and she sent me this! I bought it, and now it stays there... lurking... silently watching.

୨ৎ BUTTON - This was actually a button to one of my favorite shirts when I was a kid. It is also the first time I met Odessa. (Odessa is the fairy queen; yes, I will hopefully expand on how faeries are real in my better cr!)

୨ৎ FEATHER, RIBBON, BOTTLECAP - Some gifts that Odessa gifted me! I keep her gifts in a small box because I hate throwing them away, even though she tells me its okay. ^^;

୨ৎ TEDDY BEAR CHAIN - Aether... can you guess what happened with her? Same old story. She lives across the country, and I wanted something to keep her close!!

Some dividers by @si-eunnis - idea by @chaaistained

AS SWEET AS STRAWBERRIES

BEAUTY ‧₊˚ ⋅

Your beauty feels fresh and sweet, like taking a bite of the juiciest strawberry as they realize how fresh and sweet it is.

Your face is sculpted gently with an artistry that tells a story of a farmer loving their field, taking care of it every single day without fail, and finally finishing up in the sun.

The sun seems to look your way whenever you walk outside, its rays glittering against your face like locks of gold. The sun never seems to make you look unflattering; it always makes you look radiant.

Whenever you walk into a room, people can't help but stare. Not just at you, but behind you. Wherever you go, there seems to be this angelic-yet-light-and-airy aura around you that never fails to catch people's attention.

Your voice is light and airy, like walking on a soft cloud while dreaming, as well as sweet, like taking a soft sip of strawberry milk in the morning sun.

There's something about your smile that makes people unable to forget you. Like honey drizzled over ripe fruit-inviting, warm, and insatiably sweet.

Your eyes hold the kind of wonder you only see in fairy tales. Whimsicality, freshness, and a little bit of mischief, with just enough sparkle to make people feel like they've been let on in a little secret.

The color pink and red fits you... a little too well. As if the color was made from its bare bones directly because of you. The colors don't just compliment you-theyre made for you. No one looks as good in the colors as you do, no one can compare.

When you walk passed people it feels like the soft breeze of spring just rushed by. Gentle, soft, and full of promise, but most importantly, enough to make people think that the cold never existed.

PERSONALITY ‧₊˚ ⋅

Your thoughts have this soft chaos to them, like strawberry soda—light, unpredictable, and endlessly fun to be around.

You give off a type of childlike innocence that always leaves others fumbling about what could possibly be going on inside of your brain. Your ideas and creativity never fail to leave people stunned.

Your kindness never goes unforgotten, as if it is woven into the fabric of time and history itself. In time, the fruits of your labor always end well, just the way you want it to.

Your curiosity is wild and can never be contained, like a child running through strawberry fields, picking off some bugs and getting their hands dirty without a second thought, never afraid to ask 'why?' in any situation while reaching for something new.

Your laughter reminds people of the golden sun fading into the night sky after a long day, rows of pink and gold running through the sky and painting the horizon. You laugh as if you have never tasted sadness, like joy is the only thing coming your way.

There's something about the way that you care, like it's the most natural thing in the world. You never fail to see through the people who need it the most, and they will forever appreciate that.

people don't just remember you, your emeded into their memory. Your implaned into their DNA. No one who glances your way doesn't remember you, even if you were only in the background.

Silence with you is like sitting under a tree in midsummer, letting the sun gaze upon your skin as you let your pores soak up the rays. The warm breeze tickling your skin as the air is filled with a warmth that no one can describe-but they can feel it.

SIGNATURE SCENTS ‧₊˚ ⋅

Strawberry and Vanilla

Raspberry and Jasmine

Rose and pear

Strawberry and cinammon

Strawberry pound cake and Cotton candy

Rose and sandalwood

FASHION ‧₊˚ ⋅

Soft frills, lace, and cotton. Perfect for long walks in a flower field.

Shorts, long skirts, and short-sleeved shirts. You're never afraid to get these dirty, no matter how expensive they are.

Long socks, leg warmers, scuffed shoes. Lingering traces of your wondering curiosity.

Green, red, white pink, brown. The colors that compliment you the most, they represent your childish yet sweet nature that never fails to show through your actions.

Some divider's by @si-eunnis !!

𝐼𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

Hello, I am a shifter from tiktok. I want to become more serious about shifting so I've decided to try and move to tumblr!

Basics ;

17 years olds (be mindful!)

Way too many dr's

Aroace/Ambiamory

I love reading manhwa, especially if it has a reverse harem with poly ending.... Don't get me started on how much I love an overpowered female character!

I would like to say that I'm quite creative, though I do go through many blocks because of being Autistic and having ADHD

I mainly go by she/they pronouns but I don't mind being called anything else! (pls use it/its for me I will literally hug you if you do!!)

Questions??

Go ahead! As long as it isn't anything weird. I'm just getting more serious about my shifting journey, despite having known about it for so long… Open to suggestions and post requests too! Overall just here to have fun ^^

DNI ;

Regular dni criteria, Anti-shifters, people who kill for fun, people who shift themselves to be younger just for romance with a younger person, uhm… I can't think of anything else currently but I might edit this ^^;

DR's that I will post about!

Athengale Boarding School

Better CR (main dr)

Demon slayer

Naruto(??)

Edited this to change it to the new theme, please excuse any horrible layouts in the future ^^;;

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inspired by ; @lalalian (shes amazing, please check her out!!)

My Desired Self:

Scripts it so that my fame DR is the only one where I'm not cis so if people like me then they know im cool with that stuff

im also gay with a bi husband in that so im even cooler with that stuff

ive been on a really weird scripting thing today and still not finished the first one cus it takes ages and i keep getting distracted and editing the template to make it perfect for future use.

ok story time but its not alot so just what i remember

ok so it was my maraurders dr (me, james, and remus in 6th year. Sirius in 5th year for some reason?? and Peter doesnt exist) we were going to hogsmeade i think?? idk it was somewhere not the castle but it was snowing and really pretty but anyways. sirius was like alot shorter and was funny BUT ANYWAY i keep getting distracted by random things so McGonagall was taking attendance to make sure everyone that was going was there and after me and remus were like 😘😘😘😘😘 and james was like *shocked pikachu face* so we had to explain that we were together and had been for years and he was the last to find out then sirius appeared and was like "uhuh yeah thats been happening" so yea thats quick story time of what happened

guys guess what.

i shifted!!!!!

and this isnt like a 'hmm idk i mightve but im not sure'

its a 'holy shit i did it omg and like i did it 10000000%'

zjsbhfsinehrhsj im so happy!!!!!!

in gonna cry can i go back?

guys guess what.

i shifted!!!!!

and this isnt like a 'hmm idk i mightve but im not sure'

its a 'holy shit i did it omg and like i did it 10000000%'

zjsbhfsinehrhsj im so happy!!!!!!

in gonna cry can i go back?