Digital Diary - Blog Posts
october 22, 2024
i never knew the concept of forgiveness would be so hard to grasp. but now i know that i can hold a grudge like a child. and in that melodrama i am proud.
october 21, 2024
though i am surrounded by hundreds of people each day, i feel so completely isolated from the outside world. someone bigger must’ve put me in a jar in failing effort to save me.
october 20, 2024
i feel this bone aching sadness. it lingers in my muscles and flows through my blood. if i knew bleeding would stop it, i would volunteer to bleed out.
october 19, 2024
to have gone through all of this, and to be as soft as i am, is truly a tragic delicacy. but still people perceive me as naive. i suppose they are no longer supportive of kindness.
this is pissing me off so bad
April 29, 2025 — snippets of the past couple of days. I enjoyed a delicious bowl of pho with a friend and the sunshine that has finally emerged for spring. I didn’t get a chance to study over the weekend but I’m hopeful I will be able to this week after work. I want to pick up studying languages again, specifically Spanish.
🎧 dvd – karol g
April 20, 2025 — the weather warmed up for the first time in days. I managed to take a walk to a cute cafe and plan my week. I haven’t started my studies yet — it’s unclear whether I will begin in the summer or fall. I want to make a habit of posting on this blog as a way to hold myself accountable for when my studies do resume. I’ve taken a break for the past 2 years and I’m excited to begin again.
🎧 fearless – le sserafim
Stroking to your blog from half the world away
Thank you pookie >////< 🩷🩷🩷
Another lonely valentine's day 🩷🐇🩷
🩷🐇🩷
I'm back 🐇🩷🎀
Old pictures I've found at my grandma's house
♡♡♡ Best friends ♡♡♡
I love being hungry and not doing anything about it.
🦋💞💞💞💞🦋
My actual childhood hospital waiting area, it felt weird but I wish I could go back there.
It's my birthday. :"""")
I'm so in love with this... I'm dying, I could kill for someone who talks about me like that, god I wish...
I really want my room to look like this or have this kind of stuff.
Can I just have friends like this please?
I wanna be her so bad.
