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notes: this man is taking over my life >:( if anyone knows how to get over him pls let me know i hate him <3
summary: nothingβs necessary except his talent in soccer, until you appeared. and now, heβs got a new challenge.
itoshi sae is great with soccerβanything that involves him on the pitch, heβll ace it. he excels at everything he learns on the field, easy as pie.
heβs never really bothered to try to be good at anything else.
as his girlfriend, you know this. youβve seen him perform and it makes you wonder why someone like him is even with you.
but that makes it especially funny in times like this, when you see him staring at his laundry in shock because his whites turned pink.
βwhat the fuck?β heβs mumbling to himself, and youβre trying not to snicker from his living room, pressing your lips together.
itβs also funny when you hear him groaning from the kitchen, making you switch your camera off as you play hooky from your lecture and tiptoe out to see what happened.
you wonder how much youβd get if you photographed him right now, staring panickedly at his frying pan, his grilled chicken burnt to a crisp.
sometimes you canβt hold in your laughter, like right now, and sae whips his head around to glare at you.
βyou know, i can cook dinner if you want,β you offer him.
sae scoffs, waving you away, βi can do it. just go back to your lecture.β
heβs stubborn, and you think thatβs adorable, so you leave him to it.
you ate very tough skinless chicken that night. you told him itβs not bad, just to spare his feelings.
βyouβre really quite hopeless with all of this,β you mumble absentmindedly as you look at your white dress shirt, a hole in the shoulder blade.
βshut up, iβll get you a new one,β sae grumbles, grabbing it from you and tossing it in the bin.
itβs really quite cute how he tries to help with your chores, especially when he found out how swamped you are with finals and your part-time job as a receptionist at a big shot law firm. sae can be thoughtful when he tries to be.
sure, he ends up being more trouble than help, but youβre kind of entertained by his fuck ups so you let him be. itβs part of his many charms; he is an absolute beast on the field, but heβs like a child outside of it. heβs grumpy and stubborn and such a baby. youβre wondering if he can ever live alone because of it.
βhere, wear mine,β sae says, offering you his white button down shirt instead.
you werenβt exactly living together, but you stay over sometimes, and most times heβs the one staying over, only because your apartment is more well-equipped for day to day life.
and by that you mean that, at the very least, your fridge is well stocked, vegetables and meat and whatnot, and you have detergents and bathing necessities and everything a guest could possibly need.
meanwhile, even if saeβs apartment is ten times more beautiful and luxurious than yours, his fridge is empty because he always orders takeout without you around, and he only has just enough supplies for himself. which isnβt a crime, but obviously he hasnβt had much of his past girlfriends staying over because he got stressed that one time he had to buy you pads and tampons.
you smile to yourself when you remember how panicked he was while he was at the feminine care aisle in the supermarket, rambling on and on about how people are staring at him because he kept taking all the different brands because he doesnβt know what the fuck you like.
he ended up giving up and getting one of each, and youβre greeted by one of his fanpages on instagram posting about it, a sighting by one of their followers coupled with a picture of sae trying to hide in the hood of his jacket, face beet red while the cashier processed his entire basket of tampons.
now his house has a whole yearβs worth of tampon supply.
that was also the night where everyone found out he had a girlfriend.
βyou wanna head out for dinner later?β you ask him as you button up his shirt on yourself.
sae drags his eyes over your body. you look good in his shirt, he should let you wear his stuff more often. but you turn his way and he averts his gaze just in time.
βsure, you end at 8?β
you nod.
βfine, iβll pick you up later,β sae says and shoos you out the door. he glances at the clock on your wall.
3pm. he has about four hours to settle this.
you find sae parked outside the lobby when you end your shift.
βhave fun with your dreamy boyfriend,β the other receptionist coos, shooting you a knowing look before she walks off with a wink.
you bid her goodbye and then turn your attention back to your boyfriend, whoβs so busy with his phone that he doesnβt even notice you coming.
if someone were to tell the old you that you and sae would turn out to be lovers in the future, youβd have laughed your ass off. he used to be nothing more than someone you used to watch at soccer matches, just some guy who seemed to live in such a different world than yours that you never imagined youβd ever get together with him.
who knew that a single conversation you had with him at the age of seventeen couldβve spurred you to where you are now, age twenty-one and still very much in love with each other?
maybe you shouldβve flirted with sae sooner. maybe you shouldβve annoyed the shit out of him and made him notice you more before that night.
but youβre not complainingβyouβre happy with where you are right now.
youβre getting good grades at school, your employers are very satisfied with you and would offer you a permanent position there any time, and you have a wonderful boyfriend, even if he is surly and inexpressive most of the time.
βhey there,β you greet as you get into his car, and sae gets spooked so much he drops his phone on the ground. again, one of his many charming qualities. you note how he hates horror, the complete opposite of his brother.
saeβs ears turn red from embarrassment, but he picks his phone off the ground and drives off, a hand on the steering wheel and his other hand on your thigh.
βwere you busy earlier?β you ask sae once youβre both halfway into dinner, suddenly remembering how he chased you out of the house.
sae cocks his brow, βnot really, just had a meeting.β
βoh, with who?β
youβre wondering whether it was with his manager, maybe thereβs more sponsorship deals for him. or maybe it was with his coach, about soccer stuff you wouldnβt understand.
βyour parents,β he says, so nonchalantly you almost think heβs kidding.
βwait, baby what?β
saeβs eyes flick up from his dinner to you, long lashes framing those pretty teal eyes. his hair looks so soft you kind of want to run your hands through them, but you tell yourself to focus now.
βthey just wanted to talk to me because i sent them an alarming text,β he says, not so helpfully because he doesnβt elaborate further. plus, the fact that his face is as stoic as ever doesnβt alleviate your worries that itβs something bad.
βwhat did you tell them?β
saeβs expression doesnβt change. βsecret.β
βbabe, youβre killing me.β
sae sighs, his hand in yours as the both of you walk back to your apartment. βthe last thing i would do is kill you,β he says, fumbling for his copy of the keys to your apartment. βwhoβs gonna do my laundry for me then?β
you slap him on his arm, getting to hear him snicker for the first time tonight. he unlocks your door and lets you walk in first, and the moment you do, youβre frozen in position.
thereβs rose petals on the floor, scattered around the living room. thereβs photos hanging off of delicately strung ropes, all photos of you and sae. photos of the both of you the first time you spoke on the pitch, photos of you meeting his parents and brother, photos of your first couples trip to europe. your coffee table has become a makeshift photo spread, even more photos spread out on it.
βw-whatβs all this?β it comes out as a whisper, but sae hears you.
you feel his arms wrap around your waist from behind, a pair of lips pressing a kiss onto your temple. βi love you, y/n,β he whispers, and you think youβre dreaming because he rarely ever says it, heβs more the kind of person that shows it.
but in this moment, itβs both. and youβre overwhelmed, in a good way.
itoshi sae is great with soccer, and heβs never felt the need to even try and be good at anything else. but not now, not anymore.
when you turn around, sae is on one knee, a beautiful bright diamond ring sitting in a velvet box on his palm.
βmarry me, y/n,β sae asks, in a very sae-like manner. like he knows your answer and heβs cutting to the chase.
you tell him yes anyway, because thereβs no way youβd ever say no.
that night as the both of you lay in your bed, nervous fingers twiddling with each otherβs, each of you looking into the otherβs eyes, saeβs decided on his life mission.
sure, heβs probably a pain in your ass when it comes to household chores. but heβll learn. heβs also probably insufferable when heβs being stubborn, but heβd never want to be someone elseβs problem.
for you, heβd do anything. for you, heβd put everything else second. for you, heβs going to be the best husband there ever was.
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γ ππΌ: 500
she was the breeze that carried me to victory. every match i played, every ball i kicked, and every goal i scored, i was embraced by herβsoaring through the field of green at speeds i didnβt know iβd find myself in.Β
i consider myself as the sand that grounds her. whenever her breeze becomes turbulent, i let her sink into my warm embrace as she forces out the sticks and thorns sheβd carry with her.
i recall the difficulty of bonding together. she was a free spirit. someone who was able to do anything she wished, and obtain what she desiredβwhile i locked myself up in the confines of my surroundingsβtrapped, and controlled.Β
yet somehow, she found me.Β
and every night, sheβd whisper in my ear, you did well. to my beloved, my wins and losses didnβt matter even if i became arrogant or dejected. for her, getting to play on the field was a win.Β
oh how simpleminded she truly was.
every win is graced with praise, yet losses were embraced with praise. the same word, several meanings, and opposite emotions. so why does she always say the same thing over and over again?Β
i hated it.Β
i hated it so much i drowned myself in the depths of blue, never resurfacing, not even bothering to reach out to her when she searched for me above the surface.Β Β
soon, i fell into the routine i was used to before her; wake up, practice, eat, practice more, then sleep. it proved harder than expectedβmy brain fogged up with the missing feeling of her warmth around my figure
i miss you.Β
he misses you so much, too much. he misses the way you play with his hair, your earthy smell that grounds him, the warmth of your embrace, and the thrill you give him in a game.Β
he misses you even more now as he watches the breeze support a stupid seagull in front of him. he watches as your bodies dance around together; how you both travel to his goal, and how the both of you balance each other out.Β
never in his life would rin itoshi imagine accepting the cold and unrelenting embrace of the deep. no, it was always you. but as he watches the seagull who used to peck at his skin soar along with the breeze, he lets the blue lock him up in shackles and dress him in the finest of garmentsβsomething heβd never received. not even from you.
the sea wraps around him and seeps into the deepest parts of himβparts you havenβt explored. it feels good. too good that some become obsessed with it. but rin itoshi doesnβt fall for it now that heβs looking at his two inhabitants.Β
he watches as they explore his home without a care in the world. he wishes it was him instead of another. but of course, the sky doesnβt meet the water.Β
the same way a breeze wonβt force itself into the confines of golden sand.
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