CURRENTLY FANGIRLING CUZ THIS IS SO COOL
okay so Bakugo Katsuki, his kanji name being 爆ばく豪ごう勝かつ己き okay and everything abt it, is so cool. okay so 爆ばく豪ごう勝かつ己き means "explosive victory and self-defense" which is already cool, but as you take away stuff, its STILL cool. 爆 means "victory", 豪ごう勝かつ己き though not how you would write it, means "victory and self-sufficient", う勝かつ己き meaning "win and be selfish" つ己き meaning "self-reliance". so basically, his entire name just means explosion, win, and selfish, which PERFECTLY sums up his character and i just think thats super cool
I was sorting out my old notbooks, and I found a copy of my 10th year play (Iwas in theatre class) and I found out the name of the author was Tiago Rodrigues .
Anyway my current James Bond hyperfixation was startled and it's been going wild in my brain since a week
So I think I should write a theatre play, whose name would be : of the inherent homoeroticism of performative masculinity action movies
But do I have the motivation ? No. So it will stay at this format.
The most ethereal experience is listening to music after having a meltdown - but in particular taking them off, and the freeing silence afterwards. You’re having a breakdown about something, mind racing, sobbing, on the verge of a panic attack, running around the house like a madwoman, head pounding so hard you can’t even think; just that state of absolute chaos and despair and horrible exhilaration. And then you find your headphones. And you sit down. And you put them on, prepare yourself, and begin to play that song. You know the one. The one you always reach for after moments like these. The one that makes you feel like you’re levitating out of your seat, the one that makes you forget you’re confined to mortal restraints. The one that feels like sinking into a hug after eons of isolation. And when that first note hits, you know it all too well, and you can feel your heart sighing in release, hear the calming hum of “you’ll be okay.” You sit there, eyes closed, outside your body, for the few minutes that the song plays. And when it’s over, you open your eyes slowly, and considerately, and the tears have stopped, and the only noise is the buzzing aftertaste of the experience. You take off the headphones. Hesitantly. Slowly. And for the first time in weeks, you can breathe. For the first time in weeks, your mind is at rest.
I came by in the middle of the night while i'm sick to give the random happiness/positivity message! You deserve the world, you are great and amazing and Happy New Year! 💕💕💖💖
Thank you so much Eclipse 💕
(I also hope you’re doing better now)