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Liquid Truth | Jack

pairing: Yuurivoice Jack x GN!reader

warnings: overdrinking and angst?

summary: You and Jack go to a college party together and you have a little too much to drink.

a/n: i was relistening to Jack's audios so I decided to write for him!

You and Jack were currently studying in the college library for an upcoming test.

"How do you think you think you're gonna do on the test? You asked, anxiously. You usually get a decent grade on your tests but something about this one made your stomach ache for some reason. "I think I'll do okay, I mean I'm studying so I should get at least a passing grade." He responded, not really paying attention since he seemed to be writing something in his notes.

"Why do you ask?" Jack said, suddenly looking back up at you, making you back up a bit at the sudden eye contact. "I.. don't know, just asking." You mumbled, fidgeting with your pen that was in your hand. He could tell something was up.

As he was about to speak up about your question out of nowhere question one of his friends came over to your guys table. "Hey Jack! There's a huge dorm party going on tonight, I...was wondering if you wanted to come?" The girl asked, blushing softly as she asked. You were very familiar with this friend, Mia, she was the girl who sideeyed you every time you went to hang out with Jack, also the girl who would make snarky insults at you every time you came out of your dorm. You hated her, scratched that, you loathed her. You loathed EVERYTHING about her, the way she talked, her stupid hair, her outfits, the way she would get a little too close with Jack, tugging on his arm to drag him away and get his attention onto something else. You didn't want to be THAT person though, it's not like you and Jack were dating, so it's not like you could tell her off.

"Sorry, Mia but me and my" he dragged the my out a bit. "myy friend! My friend and I are actually studying t..tonight so I actually can't go." He said to Mia, almost sounding like he didn't want to be anywhere near her.

The way he called you his friend made your heart feel like it was being punched, kicked and stabbed all at once.

"But-" she cuts herself off by doing a long exaggerated sigh. "If I let you bring a "plus one" (she held up air quotes as she said that) will you at least consider it?" Mia asked, batting her eyelashes as if that would change his mind. He looked at you for a second before turning back to the girl in front of him. "Hmmm, I guess so." He said, not sounding defeated but excited? "Good! Well I hope to see you there." She said before walking away, with more of a bounce in her step.

Jack looked back at you with an awkward smile, making you slap your hands onto your face.

You knew that look all too well. That look meant he was gonna ask you one of those questions he already knew the answer too.

"Sooo..do...you want too-" You cut him off immediately. "No matter what I say you're gonna make me go anyway." You said from behind your hands. He was surprised by your answer, usually you would kindly decline the offer and completely forget about the question but this time you seemed like you wanted to go?

"It's a yes, Jack." You said, giggling softly, snapping him back into reality.

"G-great!" He said, smiling as he laughed. What you didn't know is that he really liked you. No. "Like" would be an understatement, you were the first thing on his mind when he woke up in the morning and the last thing on his mind before he went to bed, sometimes you would be in his dreams. He loved everything about you, your face, your personality, your laugh, your little habits that were insignificant to others but to him that's what made you special, he loved everything about you.

However, he was absolutely terrified of ruining your guys relationship. What if you said you hated him and never wanted to speak to him again? What if you ran away from him instead of giving him a real response, leaving him alone to ponder his own thoughts. Those scenarios are what kept him up at night.

☆☆☆ few hours later...

a couple hours later, it was about nine PM. You were currently in your dorm room, staring at yourself in your mirror as you looked at yourself. Admiring the outfit you were wearing, it wasn't too flashy but it was cute enough to walk into a college party.

You checked in the mirror one last time to see if there was anything wrong with your appearance before you finally built up all your courage and left your dorm room, making your way to the dorm that the party was being placed at.

You finally made it to the dorm, getting lost a few times since the college dorm building was humongous. You gently open the door to be startled by the sound of loud music.

You instantly regret coming to this party, questioning why you even came to this party. You think to yourself as you walk around the room, looking for Jack or someone familiar to you.

After a while of searching you finally find Jack. He was in the kitchen sipping something out of a red solo cup, which you were assuming was alcohol. You walk up to Jack, trying not to have a heart attack as you approached him. You couldn't understand what was so different about this, you had to talk to him thousands of times before this, maybe it was the loud atmosphere, or the fact that you were surrounded by strangers.

"H..hey!" You spoke, standing side by side with Jack. "Hey Y/n, I didn't think you'd show up!" He yelled over the loud music. "Well I couldn't really do much when I don't have my study buddy with me." You said, not realizing how back handed that must have sounded, you cleared your throat, looking away from Jack.

After a few minutes you spoke. "I'm gonna go get a drink!" You announced loudly, making sure Jack heard you loud and clear. He nodded, acknowledging what you said.

You walk away from Jack, heading to get a drink.

You sip your drink, holding it close and tight to your chest as you take in the atmosphere around you. It actually wasn't all that bad, the music was decent and everyone seemed to be having fun. Maybe this wasn't such a bad idea.

☆☆☆ about 3 hours later...

You take back everything you said 3 hours ago. This party sucked ass, it smelled like cheap alcohol, perfume, and after a ton of people started stepping on your feet due to how drunk they were you started to get annoyed.

You were about 3 drinks in, not drunk enough to start acting stupid, just a bit tipsy. As you walked around looking for Jack again you turned the corner to see him and a group of people in the kitchen.

You stopped in your tracks, stopping yourself from going any further. You watched as Jack spoke to the group, about 3 guys and 3 girls, one of them being Mia.

You didn't really care about what anybody else was doing except for Mia and Jack. "So what's up with you and that "friend" of yours?" Mia asked. She looked extremely intoxicated, looking like she was about to pass out at any moment. You looked at her closely as she spoke, noticing how she was a little too close to Jack. "I.. don't really know..where just..y'know..friends." Jack said, trying to find the words to describe what we were.

Your heart sank at his words, you couldn't really blame him though. It's not like you guys hung out pretty much every day, had lunch together, asked each other for advice, snuck out to see each other. But you did all those things. You thought to yourself "how could he only see me as a friend." Something about those specific interactions felt...special.

You snap back into reality, going back to watching Jack and Mia.

"Well if she won't make the first step I will!" She said, drunkly. Before he could even register what she said she grabbed his face and pressed her lips against his. You stopped all of your movements as you watched this sight unfold, the way she dragged him down to where he was at her height.

She disconnected her lips from his as she giggled, wiping her lips with her hands slightly, removing any extra alcohol that was still on her lips. You removed yourself from the corner, now exposing yourself to everyone in the kitchen.

Both Jack and Mia made eye contact. Causing you to wave, awkwardly. "I.. I'm gonna go get another drink." You said, running off to the bar area. Jack just stared at where you once stood, Mia just stood there, clinging onto Jack's arm as if it was keeping her from falling.

Once you get to the bar area you got the strongest alcohol you could find. Shot, after shot, after shot. Trying to make yourself forget everything you just had to see. You wanted to forget ALL of it, no matter what it took.

☆☆☆ an hour later...

You don't even remember how you got here, first you only took two shots now you have your face laying in your arms with 5 shot glasses next to you. Sadly, your drinking didn't make the memory any better, in fact it made it worse.

Drinking made you remember every single detail. The way Mia interlocked her lips with Jacks, the way she had her body against his, it felt wrong, all wrong. It should have been you, not someone who could have any guy she wanted but she only wanted him because you wanted him.

As you started to overthink all your emotions, you could start to feel your eyes get more and more glazed with tears.

As you could feel yourself getting engulfed by your emotions you felt someone gently rub your shoulder. You bring your head up quickly grabbing whoever's hand it was before realizing who it was, it was Jack. You guys made eye contact, you had completely forgotten he was there, why was he still there? You didn't know the exact time but you assumed it was pretty late considering the fact pretty much every one from the party had already left or asleep somewhere in the dorm.

"J..Jack?" You asked, confused. "Let's get you home." He said softly, as he grabbed your arms and wrapped them around his shoulders, making sure you didn't fall.

☆☆☆ 10 minutes later...

Jack and you finally got to the door of your dorm. He looked down at you to see you with your head hung low, looking extremely exhausted and ready to pass out at any moment. He carefully grabbed your keys out of your pocket and put the key into the lock.

Jack gently dragged you to your bed, making sure to take your shoes off so your feet weren't too sore when you woke up in the morning.

You sat down, leaning on Jacks shoulder on your bed looking drowsy and almost ill looking? Jack gently rubbing your shoulder. "Are you okay?" He questioned, looking down at you, seeing if you looked alright physically. "Nuh uh." You spoke back. "I feel like my stomach is trying to kill me." You said, rubbing the tears from your eyes. Jack noticed this as he grabbed the trash next to your bedside table.

He put it on your lap as he rubbed your back. Jack then hears the sound of your quiet whimpers. He quickly grabs a hair tie from your desk and puts your hair into a ponytail. "It's gonna be okay, Y/n. It'll only last for a few minutes." He said, holding back the extra pieces of hair that were in your face.

You feel it in your throat and it finally releases itself, causing most of the alcohol from your stomach to go into the trash. You start to sob as you throw up, overwhelmed by everything you're feeling.

Jack just sits there, holding your hair, and rubbing your back as you vomit into the trash can. "I'm fucking disgusting." You cried out as your hands shake while holding the trash can against your face. "You're not disgusting you just had too much to drink, it's not your fault." He said, comforting you.

"It is because I was trying to forget..." You mumbled, placing the trash can onto the floor as you hid your face in your hands while you sobbed. "Forget what?" Jack asked, confused on what you meant by that. "Mia trying to eat your face." You said, still sobbing into your hands.

Jack giggles. "Y/n I know nobody wanted to see that but that doesn't mean you drink so-" You don't let him finish his sentence before you cut him off. "No, Jack you don't get it. It's because I like you, like, really like you. Seeing Mia kiss you made me want to see you again!" You finally snapped, all of your emotions exploding out all at once.

There's an awkward silence. The only thing that can be heard is the sound of your soft cries. "Jack if you don't say anything I might actually leave this college, move out of the country, and change my name." You spoke, trying to joke around as if you're not about to have a mental breakdown.

Jack grabs your hand gently, making you look at him with a flushed face. "I didn't want Mia to kiss me. If I'm being honest, I don't like her, l don't like her personality, I don't like the way she treats me, and I don't like the way she treats you." He confesses, looking you directly in the eyes as he speaks.

You looked up at him with eyes filled with sorrow. He cups your face with his hands, forcing you to look up at him. "If we're sharing our confessions I need you to tell you mine. Y/n ever since the first day I saw you, I knew me and you would become something, at least I hope we would. And overtime I've grown a connection with you, stronger than I could ever have with Mia or anyone I've met here." He spoke, There was another moment of silence as you took in what he was telling you.

Neither of you said anyything for a few minutes, sitting side by side on your bed. "You still like me even after seeing me almost vomit on your shoes and throw up right in front of you?" You asked him with sad puppy dog eyes. "I've comforted you during worse times, this time won't be any different. I still like you, Y/n. Even if you almost threw up on my shoes." Jacks spoke, chuckling as he looks back at you.

You both stay silent for a while, looking straight at the floor. You guys slowly move your hands towards each other, making you make eye contact. The room fills with both of your laughs as you guys interlink hands.

☆☆☆ a few minutes later...

Jack gently tucks you into your bed, still making sure to take care of you since you're drunk. "Did you take the medicine?" He asks, leaning on the edge of your bed. "And drink the water? It's best to stay hydrated when you're-" You speak over him. "I took the meds and drank an entire bottle of water, you don't need to worry about me, Jack." You say as you put your hand on top of his, comfortingly.

He smiles softly, turning your desk lamp off as he makes his way to leave your dorm. His hands on the doorknob when suddenly he feels your hand grab his, causing him to look back at you. "Don't...leave." You speak softly. He can tell you're tired by the way you can barely keep your eyes open and the bags forming under your eyes. Jack smiles softly as he takes his hand off the door knob.

Jack takes his shoes off before heading back to your bed, your hand intertwined with his.

You both get into bed, Jack against the wall and you are facing Jack, just in case you had to throw up again he made sure you had easier access to get up.

You and Jack make eye contact. He can tell you're fighting to keep your eyes close. "I really like you, Y/n." He speaks, as he cups your cheek with his hand, removing pieces of your hair behind your ear with his other. "I really like you too, Jack." You say, finally closing your eyes.

"Hey Y/n?" Jack speaks, only to be met with the sight of you already passed out, asleep, making him smile. He kisses your forehead. "I love you."

☆ I thought of this while I was drawing and had to write it immediately (it's currently 4:15 am and I started writing this at like 11pm) suggestions are always wanted and hoped you enjoyed reading! ☆