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Does anyone else get anxiety because they love something too much? Or it's too real?
I can't look at IWWV stuff because I feel it too much. It makes me shake and ache and I can't breathe. It's so dramatic but it's true. The book is too real.
Or I'm looking for a fanfiction and I find exactly what I'm looking for but I immediately have to skip over it because then it'll be gone. But I never go back cause it stresses me out. My 'marked for later' tab is insane.
I get to the last episode of a show I love and I can't watch it cause it gives me anxiety. It can't end.
I find things that are so perfect, that represent me so well, things that I feel in my soul, and I can't partake. It's all too much.
THE END OF THE DECADE.
THE END OF THE DECADE.
The 2010’s are ending in six hours… the thing is that I have been contemplating about writing this article for like 10 hours, or ten days, a month. End of the decade it is and we can do nothing about it. The funny thing is that past ten years have been life changing for everyone because we all grew up, some of us started the decade as 18 year olds , some stared the decade as 10 year olds, some of…
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i love autumn so much! it’s the best season i feel my best in this weather. Like seriously it’s so warm and cozy even when it’s windy and chilly out. The whole season feels like a big hug. I’ve never been someone to celebrate halloween but this year i want to. i want to try my best to get outside, go on walks, hang out with my friends for once.
I want to feel the complete warmth of autumn it’s so sad how i always enjoy it alone at home; which isn’t always too bad i love watching shows/movies in the basement cuddled up in my blanket with hot chocolate or playing sims on a rainy day wearing my fuzzy hello kitty pajamas and drinking tea while i watch droplets on my window. it’s the BEST feeling. i love being alone and relaxed but i also love to go out and experience things, an adventure maybe; who cares.
i love being out with my friends—comfortable. Watching us in the moment as we laugh at the silliest things and walk around in our cute little coats pretending we’re the it girls of the town (which we are..as we should). i love seeing us excite over teenage girl things like a prom dress displayed at a window of a store at the mall or cute inanimate objects.
I just love to live in the moment i don’t always want to think of my future and worry about how i’m going to fend myself when i don’t have my parents to depend on ive decided i will deal with future things in the future (but it never hurts to have a plan). This is autumn i want to live it like it’s my last.
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CUTEST EMOTICONS !! (*´ω｀*)
^°•`~ SMILING ~'•°^
(人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
(◍•ᴗ•◍)
( ꈍᴗꈍ)
( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)
(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
(人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+
^°•`~ LOVE ~'•°^
(๑♡⌓♡๑)
(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡ // ♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱
(´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`)
(●’3)♡(ε`●)
(๑˙❥˙๑)
(*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
^°•`~ HUGGING ~'•°^
⊂((・▽・))⊃
(づ￣ ³￣)づ
ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
(つ≧▽≦)つ
ლ(´ ❥ `ლ)
⊂(´･◡･⊂ )∘˚˳°
╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯
(･ω･)つ⊂(･ω･)
^°•`~ ANIMALS ~'•°^
▼・ᴥ・▼
U ´꓃ ` U
U^ｪ^U
/ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\
ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
(=^･ｪ･^=)
ʕ º ᴥ ºʔ
ʕ·ᴥ·ʔ
ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ
ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ
(✪㉨✪)
(´・(oo)・｀)
(^._.^)ﾉ
…ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ
くコ:彡
-ᄒᴥᄒ-
^°•`~ DISAPPOINTED ~'•°^
ಠ_ಠ
ಠ︵ಠ
ಠಗಠ
ಠ◡ಠ
ಠ﹏ಠ
ʕಠ_ಠʔ
(⌐■-■) (ಠ_ಠ)>⌐■-■
(ಠ_ಠ)━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ
(눈‸눈)
^°•`~ CRYING ~'•°^
ಥ‿ಥ
ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ
(´ . .̫ . `)
(｡•́︿•̀｡)
ಥ╭╮ಥ
( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
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(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡
༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
(╥﹏╥)
^°•`~ NERVOUS ~'•°^
(￣ヘ￣;)
(๑•﹏•)
(●´⌓`●)
(٥↼_↼)
(• ▽ •;)
(˘･_･˘)
(・–・;)ゞ
(-_-;)・・・
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A List of Things That Signal I'm Sad or Feeling Something Very Deeply (But I Won't Ever Tell You-):
- I start being very short with you. Instead of thoughtful sentences, you only get (Oh. Oh cool. Ha. Etc.)
- I start having a very pessimistic drop in my tone
- I start changing the convo
- I start changing the topic to you rather than me
- I take longer to reply
- I use hhhhh a lot
**In irl**
- I avoid your eyes
- My posture drops
- I start fidgeting
- I stay silent
- I rest my head and just look like someone who got stabbed
Earlier I was feeling anxious while out in public and I silently asked myself “who is anxious?” and I realized no one was there to be anxious, and I felt calm. The rest of the time while I was out, the person blended into the background, it was just part of the scenery. Emotions may arise, but they are happening to no one. Events may arise, but they are happening to no one.
Be careful who you trust sergeant. The one's closest to you can hurt you the most.
I wish...
Who are you?
I knew you once,
But now you’ve changed so much.
I loved you once,
But now all I can see is flaws.
You look like someone I should know,
But your so different now.
You were once my reflection,
But now your a stranger.
I don’t feel like I’m living anymore,
Just watching from the sidelines.
No longer participating in my own life,
Just playing a game.
Make the right choices,
Move forward, and complete the day.
What happened to the old me?
The one that loved life?
The one who was happy?
The one who wasn’t a lie,
The one before everything.
Now I am different person,
Pretending to be the same.
Acting the same,
Sounding the same,
So they won’t notice.
You were once my reflection,
But now I can’t even recognize who you are.
I’ve lost you in the chaos,
I wish I could find you.
I wish I could love you.
I wish I didn’t have to lie anymore.
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This was just something I wrote quickly. I’ve been feeling pretty down for they past few months? Years? It’s been so long I don’t really know anymore. Anyway, I thought I’d just share it.
- Angel😇
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“Was none of it real, or was it real and you still left?”
- abby
I used to be so dependent upon you. Now I realize it was you who needed me to need you.
There’s a statue of you in the gardens of my mind.
Even when I’m treated bad, I will continue being good. Because I have a heart of gold, and gold doesn’t rust.
-abby
At least I have my cat.
“I stand outside looking at the moon, thinking of you somewhere also bathed in its light.”
Sorry about the clothes on my back being in the way when you stabbed me
“Even in my dreams, I run to you”
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
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second
third — one, two
fourth
sixth — one, two, three
eleventh
twelfth — one, two
fourteenth
fifteenth
twenty-first — one, two
twenty-eighth
twenty-ninth
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
“I will never regret you”
“I miss the person I used to be when I had you.”
“I saw the back of someone who looked like you and my heart skipped a beat.”
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
I look back now and know that younger me is so proud
“You are the most beautiful place I’ve ever been.”
“…and it was that day I realized it was hopeless; for I was simply a mosaic of everyone I’d ever loved.”
“And like the moon, I have gone through countless phases of emptiness before feeling whole again.”