Endo Dni - Blog Posts

Barely anyone irl knows I’m a system, and i want to keep it that way. I think if more people knew id be even more alone.

Ok I’m gonna have to ask y’all to listen in this one

Also spoiler warning for Corpse Party and Omori, and a TW for hanging, blood and general death

Seiko from Corpse Party, and Mari from Omori. Right.

I have proof to back up what I’m boutta say as well

Corpse Party: Blood Covered came out in 2006 (Blood Covered is the first game in the franchise, in Chapter 1 you play as Naomi ((pronounced Ni-O-Me)) with Seiko ((pronounced Se-Ko)) as your companion, the two argue and split up, in this time all the negative emotions within Naomi make it easier for a spirit to possess her, while possessed Naomi hangs Seiko in the bathroom. When you then come back to playing as Naomi after briefly playing as Seiko, Naomi tries to find Seiko to apologise, not remembering anything that had happened as she was possessed, only to find her hanging in one of the bathroom stalls, and that’s all that’s needed to make this make sence)

Corpse Party: Book of Shadows came out in 2011 (Book of Shadows is the second game in the franchise and all you need to know about this one, is that everything from before plays out the same, except this time Naomi is able to save Seiko, but because Seiko remembers being hung by Naomi, she runs off. Seiko then falls down a flight of stairs and fucking dies)

Omori came out in 2020 (haven’t played the game yet and the context needed will be provided in the screenshots that I have, as far as I’m aware)

Now that I’ve Infodumped about Corpse Party, let’s get on to both of their demises, shall we?

Seiko falls down the stairs and fucking dies

Mari falls down the stairs and fucking dies

Seiko is found hanging

Mari is found hanging

I feel like I’ve made my point here

-Moth/Lust

»Paranoiac«

A xenogender related to paranoia and the feeling of being constantly watched. Exclusive to those who have paranoia

Created my me

-Lust

Paranoiacintervalssongic

A songic gender related to the song ‘paranoiac intervals/body dysmorphia’ by of Montreal

Created by me

-Lust

I played the game again today and as of this point I still remember it, let’s see if I do tomorrow, lol

-Apollo

Okay, so on amnesia, there’s this game that I’ve apparently played with my bf FOUR times now. And I don’t remember any of them. Until he told me today I didn’t even realize that I had played a fourth time. And I only knew about the first three because he had told me about them some point after we played.

It is absolutely insane to me how fully I can forget something like that. How totally absolute my brain is when blocking it out. I don’t remember us planning to play, getting ready to play, playing, wrapping up, or whatever we did after that. It’s absolutely insane. And apparently I’ve beat my boyfriend at it several times now.

It’s not an obviously triggering game either, it’s a basic fantasy monster slayer type board game using cats and other furry animal characters. I assume, I don’t remember ever playing it.

The weirdest part to me is that I don’t even remember missing anything. I have no clue when we played, or what we were doing before or after. It legitimately feels like it never even happened and all I have to go off of is my boyfriend’s word, which I do trust, it’s just so bizarre. It’s almost hard to believe any of it happened because of my complete and total lack or recollection of it.

Anyways, I’ve decided next time he brings it out we’ll have to record at least part of the game so I can look back on it.

Woah, little freak be at yee