Ever Felt This Way About Anyone Else Before. Actually - Blog Posts

i love him so much I CANT atsushi nakajima Atsushi bsd i LOVE the narrative's princess with a disorder he is actually the prettiest i ran out of tags just talking about how much i love him like genuinely whenever I'm doing anything non-atsushi nakajima related i think 'i could be watching atsushi nakajima right now' i genuinely think i have read every single atsushi nakajima fic that has ever been created on ao3 i am that down bad like i don't even want him in a sexual way he's just the best character to ever exist... i just love every single thing about him. everythi everything about him is so endearing like he ALWAYS tries his best and he has such low self-worth but he KEEPS GOING i could never be that strong like atsushi inspires me to keep going genuinely coming back home to watch atsushi to read bsd just for atsushi is the highlight of my day it won't let me create any more tags but the feeling of joy i get when i see him when i hear him oh my god i LOVE HIM it's been years i fear that this obsession will not go away with time.... it's just like genuinely every new thing i discover about this man makes me love him more. i love EVERYTHING about him i don't think I've ever felt this way about anyone else before. Actually I definitely haven't Thank you asagiri for creating the BEST mc to ever exist like this manga is genuinely SO GOOD i mean not the parts where dazai's being a mastermind and it's like haah... the audience didn't know this but this all went according to my plan!' and there's no hints for th audience to follow... but the thing is i know if atsushi was the one in that position i would eat it up. he just has that amount of power over me. genuinely i think if my room was just covered in pictures of that man my qol would improve. i fear i need to make him my backgroun ok i definitely can't make him my background. but definitely my profile pic here. i just want to see him more like i keep trying to tell the tiktok algorithm that ALL I WANT IS HIM but it just keeps giving me other things... like i will stay on the app if you show me atsushi nakajima my beloved... oh my god i need to go to sleep. i think sleeping will make me less delusional and don't even get me started on his tiger. genuinely the BEST ABILITY EVER OHMYGOD i LOVE his relationship with byakko so much . byakko representing DID. byakko and him being one and the same. atsushi learning to love himself.. byakko....and byakko and him are the same but separate. they are just SO ENDEARING i can't hel