I miss people i never should know- I feel lonely at times despite my having freinds. I shouldn't feel this way- but i do- I end up seeing the people i knew in my freinds on accident and feel bad.
I miss ranting to Soul about things and him giving advice despite being annoyed/tired at me and Mind fighting.
I miss begrudgingly hanging out with Mind and the times we actaully were chill with eachother (in a sibling way- like the silliest things could get us fighting but we still care for eachother- and just have diffrent ways of processing things)
It wasn't great at times (such as being thrown in an apathy hole) but I miss it- even though i know i technically never experienced it. 💜