Halsey - Blog Posts
the space in between
Aesthetics is the branch of philosophy concerned with the nature and appreciation of art, beauty and good taste.
maybe I am insane
incredibly delusional
maybe it's my brain
maybe this is futile
maybe I am to blame
my insides are draining out, volatile
maybe I'm too vain
the screams no longer audible
maybe this is stained
with our memories from the carnival
maybe I've been framed
the likelihood is probable
maybe I am shame
a personified individual
maybe you miss the fame
you were always so remarkable
maybe one day I'll explain
all those unforseen obstacles
time is the only thing that can heal this
but wait, we just proved time isn't real
so this pain is endless
time didn't exist when no one was perceiving it
4:44 on a tuesday
no sleep
just thoughts
look it up
I've always preferred Adidas anyway
today my therapist said im manic
horrifically validating, equally terrifying
it's come to my attention
that you never had the best intentions
I haven't spoken to you for over a year
then why does it feel like you're still breathing down my neck
I'd like for you to leave
I'm not really one to air on the side of caution
But eveything you've put me through
Has changed everything forever
It's not fair I'm burdened by your memory
I'll never forgive you for that
Why is it so difficult for you to say you're sorry
I guess I should start writing again
Oops
Sorry about that
Of course you miss me
I'd miss me too
I'm not going to call
I don't want to talk to you
I'm not really sure if I ever will at this point
& I'm cool with that
If you'd please stop that'd be great, much appreciated
Should I start taking photography seriously? I enjoy it alot and I think im really good at it
You're gone, gone, gone away
I watched you disappear
All that's left is a ghost of you
Now we're torn, torn, torn apart
There's nothing we can do
Just let me go, we'll meet again soon
Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around
I'll see you when I fall asleep
I don't think you understand that I will never understand why you've been like this for so long
I can smell the cigarette smoke & it makes me think of you
*puts on favorite playlist* high asf