Manic - Blog Posts
Me being the fool I am bought a electric bike to give myself a little bit more freedom but because it's a payment plan I put out on it I've worried myself sick about how much it is even tough it's greatly within my grasp to pay
I drew some Sonic characters using some color palettes I found on @color-palettes
A playlist for the BPD girlies who love the manic-euphoric feeling of a night club
Oh and yes… It’s also kinda how I imagine a Slytherin party… Totally not a freak fan girl.. ha ha… sigh
Also, Bill Skarsgard? Ummm yes.
Sorry...
Sorry for being a burden.
Sorry for being clingy.
Sorry for being such a mess.
Sorry for having no self control.
Sorry for being insensitive.
Sorry for being thougtless.
Sorry for being heartless.
Sorry for being unempathic.
Sorry for overestimating.
Sorry for not grasping cues.
Sorry for being emotional.
Sorry for overthinking.
Sorry for being distant.
Sorry for being manic.
Sorry for being depressed.
Sorry for being arrogant.
Sorry for hating myself.
Sorry for bothering you.
Sorry for dissapointing you.
Sorry for making excuses.
Sorry for being suicidal.
Sorry for telling you about it.
Sorry for staying.
Sorry for opening up.
Sorry for saying all that.
Sorry for apologizing.
...I'm sorry.
looootsa blood and bright colours warning but also yay drawing of this guy
im so normal
it feels like in a cartoon
you know, how they slam a character from one side to another repeatly for *comedy*
it's like that but slow mo sometimes
today my therapist said im manic
horrifically validating, equally terrifying
it's come to my attention
that you never had the best intentions
I haven't spoken to you for over a year
then why does it feel like you're still breathing down my neck
I'd like for you to leave
I'm not really one to air on the side of caution
But eveything you've put me through
Has changed everything forever
It's not fair I'm burdened by your memory
I'll never forgive you for that
