Happier Than Ever - Blog Posts
BILLIE EILISH <333
ok yall ik i dont normally post this but cmon its billie i have to
Me: Billie Eilish has no flaws.
Billie: I used to really love Justin Bieber
Me: Billie Eilish has one flaw.
How the actual fuck is it 2025
need her fingers on me like that😔😔😔😔🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Just found out my mom would leave her husband for Billie Eilish
She is so real
Gorgeous bold but simple 😍
Alma Stack Rings, Silver
My week is going great but I love this ❣️
She must be having a rough one 😂
😈
Happier than ever by Billie Eilish but it’s Lily Evans to Severus Snape
male fantasy | b.eilish
billie eilish x fem!reader
context. when you encounter your ex girlfriend, an awkward moment turns into something more, and you both begin to rethink your decision to end things.
warnings. angst kinda, fluff
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cool wind fanned your face as your stride lead you through the streets of the Gloria Molina park. the faint jingle of your dog’s collar indicating which way you’d go next, as her small little being told you which direction to walk in. you weren’t focused on her, or your surroundings. instead, engrossed in the discussion you were having with your mom over text.
“fuck, i’m so sorry.” you hadn’t been looking at where you were going, and a sudden bark made you look up before you slammed into a girl with black hair. you wouldn’t have recognised her so quickly, had it not been for her dogs bark. a dog that had been all too familiar, and who’d obviously recognised you.
“shark.” it was quiet, but she’d heard it from above, observing how her dog circled your legs in excitement. your gaze lifted to her, and she gave you a weak smile, waiting for you to say something more.
“billie, wow. it’s been a while.” you said, interrupted by both dogs jumping when they’d spotted each other.
“yeah, shark’s obviously glad, he definitely missed you.” she chuckled somewhat awkwardly.
“how long has it been?” you pondered, trying to make conversation with the girl.
“since we broke up, 3 years i’d say?” a mumble followed her words as you considered how unbelievable it’d been that you hadn’t crossed paths in 3 years.
“so how are you?” when neither of you made a move to exit the awkward conversation in any way, you decided you might as well ask.
“uh, good, yeah i’ve been good. how about you?” her expression was sincere as she distracted herself with the handle of shark’s leash.
“same here.” the silence that followed was uncomfortable, as you held eye contact but didn’t speak. her features were unchanged, except slightly matured, but the familiarity was still present.
“look, this is weird ‘cause i’ve been caught off guard but we should talk more, i’ve missed you.” she was the one to break the ice, as both of you then slowly eased into each others presence.
“yeah, i’d love that.” she made a move for your phone, unlocking it due to the fact you hadn’t changed the password, and entering in her phone number.
“i also feel like we should really talk, we never got any kind of closure.” your relationship had ended in a haze of messy tears and headaches, you hadn’t talked it out mutually.
“like right now?” she laughed shaking her head, amused at your widened eyes.
“no, no. just call me. okay?” she smiled and you nodded, waving her a goodbye as she walked in the opposite direction. you watched her leave and she looked back, quickly meeting your eyes before you turned your head.
‘i got a call from a girl i used to know’
“hey, is this billie?” your voice filled her ear, confirming that your encounter had been a reality.
“yeah it’s me, i’m glad you called.” her tone was sweet, inviting. as if she’d gotten comfortable talking to you again.
“yeah?” that was still somewhat of a shock, you momentarily cursed yourself for letting her back into your life, unsure as to if this was a good idea.
“i was going to ask you if you’d want to come over for coffee or something?” your answer should be no.
“of course, i’d love that.” you found yourself speaking before having thought rationally about it.
“great! how’s friday?” she was audibly excited.
“perfect.”
‘we were inseparable years ago’
“hi, come in.” her voice eased the nerves that were upsetting your stomach, as you walked into her house. she’d moved out of her previous one, and you hadn’t been here before.
“i made you some tea, since you’ve never been a huge coffee person.” you smiled, grateful for the thought.
“thank you.” she lead you to the couch, and you both settled down, facing each other as you pulled your legs to your body.
“sorry for being so cold yesterday, i was just surprised to see you.” you sipped the tea, as you spoke.
“no worries, it was definitely a surprise for me too.” she chewed her lip as she looked at you.
“you’ve changed, you look older. in a good way.” she cracked a smile before responding.
“it’s the fact i haven’t got obnoxiously colored roots.” you laughed at her criticism of the famous hair colours.
“i loved the roots.” she raised an eyebrow.
“which colour?” she took her bottom lip underneath her tongue as she waited for a reply.
“all of them, especially green though.” that was the hair she’d had when you’d been with her, it would always be nostalgic.
“i remember bleaching my hair after we broke up, i thought it would help me get over you.” she chuckled.
“did it?” she shook her head.
“i’m sorry, billie, for the way things ended.” she frowned slightly, remembering the events of your breakup.
“i’m sorry too, you never really got an explanation.” she sighed, taking your hands in hers as she spoke honestly.
“so.. why did you break up with me?” she took a deep breath before speaking.
“i felt unloved. i know it sounds stupid. but i didn’t feel like i was your girlfriend.” you nodded, trying to understand her words as she continued.
“our love felt like a male fantasy.” she whispered.
“what do you mean?” the term had confused you in this context.
“as if you didn’t love me romantically, i felt like your friend and not your girlfriend.” her brows were furrowed, expressing her emotions.
“i’m so sorry, billie.” she stayed silent, not fully accepting the apology.
“do you still..” she trailed off, wondering if she even wanted an answer.
“i don’t know if i ever got over you, i guess i pretended i was. i really tried to hate you.” she found the comment amusing, smiling brightly.
“thank god.” she looked down, smiling to herself before returning to meet your eyes.
“hm?” you questioned.
“i still love you now.” she took your face in her hands as you squeezed her knee.
“me too,” her smile was as bright as ever, “I’ll make sure I don’t screw up this time.” you were giggling against her lips.
‘knew we’d get along, and it was so.’