He Just Wants To Change - Blog Posts

what the hell iasip dennis reynolds macdennis iasip edit this is so well put together omgg he's always pretending nothing is real to him which makes everything real they've pretended and imagined each other together so many times over the years I think they sometimes genuinely forget they aren't together this gave me like an existential crisis it's so funny to think that everyone else in the gang is just like going through life and having normal thoughts and then Dennis... is going through whatever this is just trying to hold himself togethee to make some sense of his life to find the truth in his delusions he's so worried that his life is going to shit so he creates multiple lives and personas for himself if being Dennis isn't making him happy why wouldn't he try being someone else pretending to be Johnny or Brian or Hugh or a God or in love with Mac or hating Mac or whatever he can come up next whatever he thinks will fill the void in his heart and make him come out of his head real life isn't worth living to him his imagination is infinitely better real life is disappointing and cruel he desperately wants to change the course of his life or his past or his whole personality he just wants to change he just wants something to change