Look at yourself. how much you collapsed. I think this life is exhausting you too. Even if you don't notice it, I can see it. All his broken hearts, his disappointment, his hopelessness, everything. But I'm not going to do it, I'm just gonna look at what you're gonna do. HAHAHA!! You really shouldn't be so serious. You will never be happy in life, there will be sadness in every smile. You may not realize this, but it will be.