Hole Band - Blog Posts
Guy in front of me with long curly black hair with the Beatles iPhone wallpaper who's pretending to play drums on his desk please save me!!!! 😫
OH SO I WASN'T SCHIZOPHRENIC?! SO MY COMPUTER ACTUALLY COULDN'T CONNECT TO THE SCHOOL WIFI?! SO I WASN'T CRAZY?! HUH?! HUH?! YEAH THE FUCKING FEMALE WAS RIGHT ABOUT HER LAPTOP?! SHE WAS?! NO WAY I WAS RIGHT?! I'M NOT CRAZY?! I'M NOT FUCKING TWEAKING THE FUCK OUT?!
Why the fuck did I just ask that
Me because I listen to the same music the alternative kids listen to but I dress basic asf so none of them know or approach me 💔
could you make some courtney love / hole stuff? i love your blog btw!! everything you make is amazing! thank you 🩷
aw you are so kind, thank you.ᐟ i hope you like what i made, the support i have been getting is overwhelming, thanks so much to everyone ❤︎ !! lmk what u guys make with these ❤︎ !
꒰ ⠀❛⠀⠀♡ no need for credit, but it's appreciated ♡(*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ i used sum of @eroticlamb's photos ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞
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⠀⠀⠀╭⠀⠀⠀𝘯𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵⠀⠀⠀❤︎⠀⠀⠀𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 ◞
courtney love performing at molson polar ice party in tuktoyaktuk, canada. september 13th, 1995. photographed by larry macdougal
did my best i guess
they call me dog bait on account of well… heh. let’s just say. doll parts
literally need her no excuses
full stop
courtney love
i, personally, love to straddle that fine line between “fandom blog” and “record of complete psychological breakdown”
This is my actual collection of CDs
I started collecting CDs in I think 2012. It’s small collection tho, I had more but I sold some and I really regret that because now the price of CDs is higher (the brand new ones)
Yeah you can see that I love SOUNDGARDEN and everything related to Chris Cornell… I also have a pile of my custom discs from 2014(?) and some of my stepfather ones from early 2000’s
I can’t even explain how much I was into Hole and L7 I always dreamed about having original ones in my collection especially L7s “Bricks are Heavy”
I almost forgot about Sub Pop 200 CD and lately I like to listen to this one because it brings so much nostalgia to me because I remember discovering more and more about grunge music and idk I felt a connection with this genre (I still feel)
Really proud of these two
My biological father had a lot of those custom discs and I remember the 9 y/o me and him driving his car and blasting Rammstein or old Metallica albums and then later when I was older I brought him my L7 CD to play in car but he didn’t like them… I remember my disappointment. He was a classic metalhead. I like those memories…
when life so tough you got to pull out the hole playlist 🎀
⋆˚࿔‘I cry a puddle of dreams and despair entangled in misery and enlightenment’࿔˚⋆
“To understand me you must eat me,
consume every thought that has surpassed the minds of most at my young age,
you will consume the musical magic that has orchestrated my life,
you will see where my wit stems from,
my pain will finally be understood by those other than myself, by you my love,
to eat is to love so consume me and love every part of me,
from the tip of my toes to the top of my head,
every cell that has died and been born within this vessel of which i call my body,
every stream of blood that becomes me you will take into your system and you will feel me,
my emotions will come in waves, washing over you and giving you the guilt i once felt,
for this day,
you will ache like i ache.”
this made sense in my head atleast :|
~“And someday you will ache like i ache”
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“Cosmic as fuck”
I have absolutely no idea what im doing with my life, im not im school so im lonely, the situation that has been going on with my ex since we broke a MONTH ago has really been fucking with me. Shes a manipulative, lying piece of motherfucking shit. Im so incredibly lonely and sad i could throw up, ive been running away from my feelings for so long i dont even know what i feel anymore, every inch of me is full of pain. Atleast i have my bestfriend and my vape to keep me marginally on the lines of sanity, im not sane im just trying to manifest it if you get what i mean. I need a cherry cola, a monstrously gigantic bottle of vodka, new lashes and white face paint for my goth makeup, some cigarettes, the whimsical gothic house of my dreams and spotify to allow unlimited songs on my fucking playlist. Its okay though as Im miss world(somebody kill me). One actual positive is the girl ive met recently(i wrote something for her which i will put here) and also i got some new clothes snd a BUNCH of jewellery. Anyway enough of my yap!
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written by your Sweetheart the Drunk🔮
The familiar, melancholic melody travels throughout my electrical system, infusing my delicate heart with a sudden yearning for connection. As each strum of the guitar plucks at the chords of my heartstrings, her angelic features are vividly illustrated in my mind. As the light of day ever so gently caresses her delicately pale complexion, her transfixing features evoke a current of instant attraction throughout the very essence of my soul. The twinkle in her green eyes strikes joy into my heart, while the cherry-blossom tint in her lips and their subtle glossiness ignite a longing to connect mine with hers. Her lustrous waves cascade down her chest, clipped away from her face, allowing me to admire her ethereal allure. Her softly defined jawline fits perfectly within the harmony of her face, and her nose, softly freckled, catches the light exquisitely. Her features, so strongly engraved in my mind, give me the joy of being able to bask in the warmth of her beauty without needing to include my phone in the intimate moments I share with my cat and the moon as I speak my words of love and reverence for her.
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the girl i wrote this about is called angel and shes such an angel oh my god🙌
𝓲 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮₊˚⊹ ࿔
~🔮🌞🥀~
~i find raw emotions beautiful, the ‘uglier’ they are the more beautiful i think they are because its genuine. Im disgusted but also mesmerised by my own emotions. I only ever want to get worse. ive never had any wish to recover. It hurts but its the hurt that i feed off. if thst makes sense. time and time again i tend to imagine myself at the bottom of a tower thats like a prison, sprawled out on the floor. suffering because i’d finally let myself succumb to my mental illness. I dont know if any of this even makes sense.i i think its time for a cigarette🫶💖i dont wanna live(ldr reference) but atleast music is good~
𖦹₊ ⊹Anyway heres a poem~
how to never stop being sad
let the anguish fester inside of you,
let the chilling hands of this demon become your embodiment,
let the waterfall free from the imprisonment of your eyes,
drain yourself of the blood congested in your veins,
drench yourself in the crimson trickling into the crevices of your body,
as if swimming in the deepest body of water,
let yourself drown,
become the sorrows you fear,
depleted as you begin to embrace the void,
leave it free to poison your mind and body till your left an empty carcass,
walk through the simulation of life,
a living dead girl,
the void in your eyes so potent,
let the torment orchestrate your life.
~.°˖✧ 1 of 89 poems ✧˖°.~
im not so sure whether i like the poem or not but its there to read anyway<3🫶💖
~𝜗𝜚
no one really cares for what i have to say, not even my ‘friends’.this blog is like my safe space idk.i spent ages trying to make this perfect.hopefully this post reaches the girls(and non girls) that get it!💖
⋆⭒˚.⋆if your reading this i love you ₊˚⊹ ᰔ
~𝜗𝜚
Song im listening to~
(i do this because i love music and im always listening to music and i like letting people know what im into)
I know - Fiona Apple
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౨ৎ my name is eden, i'm 17, and i live in the pacific northwest
౨ৎ i am a lesbian and i use they/it pronouns
౨ৎ i like to play the bass, collect vintage dolls, go thrifting, watch youtube videos, draw, and doomscroll
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