and it pisses me off to not have more than 24 hours in my day. i want to watch every movie that made you feel something, every song that gave you a serotonin boost, every book that broke to make you, every poem that made you fall in love a little more, every fuckin thing you ever laid your eyes on- i want to be a part of that. it pisses me off to not have known you when we both were kids: untainted, innocent, fragile but now that we are older, do you believe me?
I think I love you.
I think I Iove you too much to let you be on your own when I don't trust you. But how do I keep this love alive if I don't trust you?
I think I hate me because I love you.
Am I crazy to love you?
Do you even want to be loved the way I love you?