I feel like total shit, not pretty, not skinny, not cute not anything, sometimes i get scared people will know we are together because lf how i look and make fun of me, i get scared and insecure everyday and sad and disappointes everynight, but just for a momento, only for a beautiful momento, i feel pretty and cute when you say to me how gorgeous i am, how you like my body, my makeup or my accesories, how you just love me, and for that tiny second, i feel that u actually love mysel.
30-09-19
I don’t want anything to end, you do so much for me, even when you are tired and ready to sleep and i tell you to kiss me, you still do it, you start kissing me until i am satisfied because you love me. When i get upset over something you did or say but i try to act like everything is fine, you somehow notice, and you say sorry, you apologize to me even though you don’t know why, and i feel so loved, like you love me and take care of me. You are not good with words sometimes but you are learning and i love you for it.
31-08-19