Hwang Hyunjin Fic! Recommendations
(pt 1) my blogtw! β some chapters/oneshots may contain heavy smut,horror,angst read at your ownrisk. π β smut π« β fluff π β angst
BEUTY IN DEATH - Chase Atlantic βΆβ’ ||Δ±Δ±|||Δ±Δ±|||||Δ±|Δ±Δ±|Δ±. 2:00
! Miniseries + synopsis
The Strange Man of Monterrey Manor by @/quokkacore
β’ππ (complete)
β Willoughby, 1799 β Life as the heiress of a disgraced house has not been kind to you. Youβre neglected, unwanted, and used as a bargaining chip for your father to weasel his way out of the debt he owes the moment you come of age. It takes a turn for the stranger when youβre chosen to wed the owner of the manor atop the mountain β a mysterious, eccentric, cruel lord no one has ever seen. Whisked away to the dark and cold house and wed to a stranger, your questions become more and more. Why is Hyunjin the way that he is? What are the strange noises that echo through the house late at night? And why does your heart begin to beat faster whenever heβs nearby?
Pluto by @/seospicybin
β’ ππ (complete)
β Knowing that your life will end soon, you choose to have your desired death by making a pact with the devil with a red hair, Hyunjin
The taste of honey by @/straywrds
β’ ππ (ongoing)
β You were promised to Hyunjin before you were even born. Every year, he writes you a letter for your birthday and you write him one in return. Twenty years after the first correspondence, it's time for you to move to the Hwang Estate and meet him for the first time.
four of wands by @/straywrds
β’ ππ (ongoing)
β βI didnβt say the Four of Wands appeared to people who are in love. I said it appeared to people who were falling in love. Itβs not the same thing.β Hyunjin shook his head, his red hair falling back in front of his face, partially covering his eyes, like a storm moving over a dusky sky. βAnd, Iβm not a psychic. Iβm a witch.β
INFERNO by @/cb97percent
β’πππ« (ongoing)
β Hyunjin is supposed to get married to his childhood best friend a month after he turns eighteen. He's so clueless about what "manhood" entails that his mother consults to arranging a "makeshift wife" to train him for it.
Anti-Romantic by @/jisungsdaydreamer
β’ πππ« (ongoing)
β After a lifetime of heartbreak, you try your chance at romance for one last time, meeting up with L.A.'s most beloved dating coach, Dr. Hwang Hyunjin. Lines are crossed and strange events ensue.
SUPER BOARD by @/straywrds
β’ πππ«(ongoing)
β He's the guy everybody has seen around but nobody actually knows anything about except that he's an art major and sells weed...
! ONESHOTS
need to know by @/hwajin
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surprises by @/writerracha
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magic and rune by @/mimziie
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taste by @/hwajin
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sweat by @/hwajin
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love untold by @/hwajin
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insecure by @/hwajin
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kitchen counter by @/hwajin
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touch me by @/slutforleeminho
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pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader
summary: hyunjin comforts you after a long, painful day
genre: idk!au, soft hyunjin, really angsty, comfort, fluffy, sad, reader is depressed and is having a tough time, mention of throwing up, mentions of eating and ed, please be safe, and remember that you are loved
a/n: sad :( also requests open
You storm through the front door, almost tripping over before tugging off your shoes and slamming the door shut. Huffing, and on the verge of tears, you trudge down the hallway, every single step aching with a week's worth of disappointments, one after the other.
Entering the bedroom, you throw yourself on the bed, rolling over. Tugging off your work shirt, you groan and run tired, aching hands through your hair, just before the nauseating sense of overwhelm sets in.
You bury your face in the bedding and cry.
.
"Love, I'm home," Hyunjin calls from the doorway.
He's busy kicking off his shoes, about to leave them in their haphazard position on the floor, before he notices something. Your own shoes are strewn messily in the gangway, something that normally never happens.
Hyunjin can recall hundreds of times when you'd made him retrace his steps to the door and put his shoes away neatly in the cupboard. It was a familiar and somewhat comforting routine (though a little unnecessary, Hyunjin thinks).
He frowns before picking each shoe up and putting them carefully in the cupboard. Satisfied, he begins moving through the hallway, before quickly retracing his steps and putting his own footwear meticulously into the cupboard next to yours.
Hyunjin moves through the house, peeking into each room, trying to find you. He pokes his head into the bedroom, immediately noticing your spreadeagled state. He chuckles before moving to your dazed form, lying face down on the mattress.
Hyunjin pokes your side. Nothing.
He figures you're asleep before his hand moves to your hair, ruffling it gently. You let out a muffled whine and shake your head, batting his hand away.
Retracting his hand in surprise and mild confusion, Hyunjin peers down at you as you raise your head. His brow furrows in concern as your eyes meet his.
You look miserable.
Lowering his voice, Hyunjin kneels by the bed, cooing softly.
"Hi," he says quietly. "What happened, my muse?"
A fresh wave of tears fills your eyes and you choke back a cry, mouth parting in distress. Hyunjin is immediately next to you, tugging you gently into his lap, rocking back and forth. Sweet nothings and whispered reassurances leave his mouth in a steady, comforting stream, but his usually soothing voice does nothing to calm your frazzled nerves.
It's all too much.
You sob like a child, leaning into Hyunjin. He notices with some worry how your shoulders are tightening in anxiety, and your hands that are balled into fists, clutching his shirt. Like you don't want him to leave, like he might disappear at any given moment.
You don't know how long it's been before your sobs quieten down. Hyunjin is still rocking you gently, kissing the crown of your forehead every now and then. You raise your head and look at him with red, puffy, exhausted eyes, cheeks streaked with hot, sticky tears.
Hyunjin smiles warmly at you regardless, seemingly not minding the large, soaked patch on his white shirt or the mess you've made of your hair and face. The adoring look in his eyes makes you want to cry and sob into him for another hour. It feels like it's been an hour.
At least, your current feelings are so overwhelming that you can do nothing but open your mouth, staring up at Hyunjin like he's the cure. But the usual, pretty, princely smile doesn't penetrate your heart with a beam of sunlight, and the sky outside feels so much dimmer. Everything feels lonely, like you're a sinking stone, trapped under the cool, dark, icy surface, chilled to the bone.
Like you're watching everything going on above water, where there is warmth and smiles and laughter and compassion, while you sink to the bottom of the deep, dark ocean, heavy and burdened and forgotten.
Hyunjin has been speaking for the last few minutes, his voice careful and soft, but you haven't been listening, too occupied with the numbing, aching feeling settling unpleasantly in the pit of your gut. An uncomfortable cloud of guilt settles over your head, sinking into your being and infusing through your skin like the cloying, sharp scent of cheap perfume.
Your head begins to swirl with a mass of racing thoughts, so fast you can't even comprehend. You feel like you're being squeezed, the life draining out of you, the edges of your vision blurring and darkening.
It's not enough. You're not enough, nothing will ever be good enough, no wonder people don't like you, why can't you just be normal, why can't you just be normal-
"Love, you need to breathe, okay? In and out for me, come on. You can do it."
He sounds so far away...
"Jinnie," you choke out, heaving. Tears stream down your stained cheeks.
"I'm here, I'll always be here, okay?"
You shake your head, sobbing. Your hands are tingling but you can vaguely feel something solid and warm against your palm. Looking up with a tremendous amount of effort, you notice Hyunjin pressing your palm to his heart. Through a haze of tears, you can feel the steady, solid thrum of his heart against your tingling, shaking fingertips.
"You're safe, okay? I'm gonna stay right here with you, just breathe in and out, you can do it, love. You're doing so well."
You choke in a heaving breath and Hyunjin coos encouragingly, still rocking you gently in his lap. Your breathing begins to even out, albeit extremely slowly.
Hyunjin doesn't let go.
.
You wake to something cold and damp being swiped gently across your face. Spluttering, you shove it away before sitting bolt upright, immediately regretting it as you feel the strength pour out of your body in a dizzying wave.
Hyunjin pushes you to lie back gently against the pillows, picking up the damp cloth and continuing to wipe gently at your stained, sticky cheeks and nose. You flush, feeling a bit pathetic, but he doesn't seem to care. His voice is soft.
"You fell asleep again, so I laid you down. What happened, hmm?"
You sniffle. "Everything is a mess."
Hyunjin nods understandingly, cooing as your hands come up to gently clutch at his wrist. "Do you wanna talk about it?"
You shake your head, even that simple motion feeling like a test of ultimate strength. And you're losing the battle.
Hyunjin lets out a soft noise, gesturing to the bedside. "That's okay. Whenever you're ready, my muse. I just want you to drink water and eat something, and then we can do whatever you want."
You sniff and look to your right. On the bedside is a bottle of water, a hydration sachet, a couple of painkillers, and a little bowl of something fresh and red.
You look at Hyunjin, voice croaky. "Raspberries?"
He smiles, nodding. "Bought them this morning. It'll help you feel better, they're really good."
"Jinnie-"
"You need to eat something, okay?" Hyunjin's voice is soft but firm. "Please. It'll help, I promise. You've been running on fumes lately."
You look away guiltily, feeling a bit sick. Hyunjin's long, slender fingers come up to your face, the other holding one of the little berries.
You sigh and relent, chewing slowly on the fruit. And he's right. They are really good.
Hyunjin smiles proudly, like you've done something incredibly amazing. Ruefully, you think that in his eyes, you probably have. And it makes you feel just a tiny bit better inside.
He kisses your forehead. "I'm going to get changed, and then we can watch a movie or cuddle, or do whatever you want, okay?"
You nod silently, exhausted.
Hyunjin leaves and shuts the bathroom door, leaving you with the bowl of little red fruits. You eat slowly, nibbling, not wanting it all to come back up. Every movement is an effort, but slowly, you feel your strength ebbing back in tiny, flowing rivers.
The sky outside lightens, just a little.
a/n: *incoherent sobbing* *sniff sniff*
pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader
summary: hyunjin headcanons
genre: fluff, idol! au, comfort, general fluff headcanons, get you a man like hyune
a/n: divider from @aewinse (or not) rightful owner of this cute divider, please don't be mad at me i'm just a lil thing
masterlist
so
we all know how perceptive hyunjin is
super emotionally aware
not that the other members of skz aren't, it's just that hyunjin seems to sense your emotions the best
i stand by the opinion that he's actually the most sensitive member of skz
anyway
he can always tell when something is off
and he isn't usually upfront about it
like when you come home upset about something, or something bad happens, hyunjin doesn't shove himself in your face
instead, he just quietly stays by your side and offers you little things like hugs or tissues
and unless you ask him for space he's staying right by your side
sometimes he closes his eyes really tight and tries to take the pain away for you
crying
he also brings kkami with him and sits him down next to you because he knows stroking the soft, warm fur helps keep you grounded
just know that whenever you're upset, hyunjin will be right there with gentle words of reassurance and lots of affection to give if you want it
also always has pocket tissues and a bottle of water in every room of the house so if you do end up upset, he doesn't have to leave you
speaking of leaving
hyunjin is always dragging you out of the house on little dates
we all know this man is a hopeless romantic so of course you expected this when you started dating him
usually it's art gallery dates
sometimes it can also be things like visiting pop-up stores
or just random restaurants that look interesting
once hyunjin dragged you to a slightly suspicious pop up food stall
needless to say, you both ended up at the jeongchan dorm for two weeks because of food poisoning
on the bright side you did get to be around him nonstop for a whole fortnight
neither of you complained
jeongin did tho
"chan-hyung, y/n just threw up on my hoodie!"
lmao
hyunjin is also the type of guy to invite you over to his very often
changbin is usually at the gym so you both get quiet time to yourselves
you both have a watch list
most of the time it's cuddling and watching the dramas and movies
snuggling in bed with lots of snacks and warmth
at this point you and hyune both have designated blankets to use when movie nights happen
they usually end up on the floor tho bc you both just tangle yourselves in each other's arms
oh well
forget about the blankets
if it's warm, it works
hyunjin also likes to keep physical contact with you
if you're working, he'll sit beside you and quietly draw in his sketchbook
or on your forearms
as long as it doesn't disturb you, but you don't really mind bc his drawings and doodles are cute
if you wear jewelry, he'll be fiddling with it
or your hair
and he loves your hair so much !!
always messing around with it, suggesting different looks and styles
as someone who dyes their hair a lot, hyunjin knows a surprising amount about the whole process
you could suggest a colour and he'd tell you the whole process
gesturing and making cute faces and holding up strands of his own hair to demonstrate
as much as you love him, you don't really want him to cut or style or colour it for you
sorry hyunjin
he likes it when you try and style his hair tho
whenever you're out, you look for little cute hair accessories and ties you think he might like
then when he gets home
he sits between your legs while holding a mirror, and you clip hairpins and tie elastics into every section of his locks
he loves it
the feeling of your hands against his scalp is so relaxing to him
multiple times he's fallen asleep like that
with his hair full of ridiculous accessories
this makes for a lot of cute photos
hyunjin is pretty much the fashionista in the relationship so he's always down for things like new makeup looks or nail designs
if you're a makeup artist, stylist, or nail tech, even better
if you're not, that's okay too !!
he loves watching your little focused face as you draw clumsy designs on his nails, style jewelry against his skin, and draw on him
he thinks it's like you making your mark on him
so wherever he goes, he always has a little piece of you by his side, whether it's a cute ring you bought for him, a silly drawing on his forearm, or a slightly mismatched outfit
the rest of the members tease him relentlessly but he doesn't care 70
he just likes the feeling of you being comfortable enough around him to share your ideas through styling
he'll also do the same for you, wanting to pick your outfits, especially for the bigger events where you're also invited, like award shows
or versace runway events where you're his plus one
you have a closet at your place which is full of stunning, custom made items hyunjin got for you, designed by donatella versace herself
but even though they're expensive, hyunjin expects nothing in return, only wanting you to look and feel beautiful and stunning
he'll also show his love by buying the both of you matching items
it's a little tradition between the both of you
you both now have matching phone cases, rings, necklaces, bracelets, hairpins, and a variety of other items
to outsiders, you and hyunjin and hopelessly in love
and they're right
usually you guys go out with matching outfits too
because it's whimsical and romantic and you both believe that it showcases your love to outsiders, and bonus, if either of you gets lost, you know exactly what colour shirt to look for in the crowd
needless to say, you're always the matching couple on the block <3
a/n: hyune for the win !
pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader
summary: hyunjin lets you do his nails
genre: fluff, idol! au, comfort, i know nothing about doing nails btw, crack at the end
a/n: hyunjin, just one chance, let me do your nails PLEASEEE
"Hyunjin, stay still-"
"I'm trying..."
You sigh and readjust yourself on the floorboards, trying not to jolt Hyunjin's slender, pretty hand, which is currently covered in several tiny smears of nail polish around his cuticles. He's whining as you tell him to stay still, and you fight a smile at the lilting, childlike tone in his voice.
Lifting the brush applicator, you carefully paint three, neat, dark strokes down his middle finger nail, working until you reach his pinky finger. Guiding his hand to the mini UV light you gifted for his birthday, you move to his other hand, before recapping the little glass bottle.
"What do you want drawn on them?"
Hyunjin smiles softly, his previous tantrum simmering down. "Anything you want. But it has to look super cool. I want Stay to see it."
You grin and get up, moving to the vanity, where you pull out a small case and return to Hyunjin's side. He's busy curing his other hand now, and he watches intently with a small smirk as you open the case. You pull out a tiny nail art brush, a bottle of silver chrome polish, and several metallic eyeshadows. You set them down in an orderly line and Hyunjin immediately moves to cheekily mess it up, rearranging the bottles and eyeshadows, the disorder now matching the rest of the room and the floor around you both.
There's a mess of different nail polish shades and tools scattering the floorboards, and you and Hyunjin half-lie down in the mess, limbs awkwardly positioned to avoid knocking anything over.
You carefully pull out his hand from the UV curer light and inspect each nail, gingerly tapping each one to check if the polish is dried. His nails are now a deep, solid black, the surface smooth and unmarred, and you smile in satisfaction at the neatness. His other hand's nails are just as perfect.
Picking up the chrome polish and thin brush, you detail tiny, Y2K style waves and lines over every second nail, leaving his thumbs. Hyunjin watches with an amused smile on his face as you meticulously refine each stroke with the tool, hand close to shaking with how focused you are. The room is quiet and silent, save for Hyunjin's slight shuffling as he waits for you to finish. You move to his other hand while he cures the first.
While he waits for his second hand to dry, you pick up one of your unused makeup brushes and brush a silvery eyeshadow from the top of each nail, creating an ombre effect on every other nail. You do a little for his thumb, leaving majority of the dark nail for the design you have in mind.
Brushing away the excess, you move to his other hand, and Hyunjin lets out a little 'ooh', apparently pleased with the style.
Smiling once more, you pick up the chrome and draw a tiny, silvery star on his thumbnails, writing 'STAY' in tiny, bold letters underneath. You detail the letters 'SKZ' on his middle fingers, curing them quickly before letting him inspect his digits. He kisses your forehead and tells you he loves them.
Later, both of you head to the JYP building, with Hyunjin saying that he needed to rerecord some of his lines for a song. As soon as he skips into the recording studio, he's excitedly shoving his nails into everyone's faces, wanting his members to see his new set, designed and created by you. Han lets out an enraged shriek, questioning why you're not on the stylist team, and you flush at the praise. Chan nods approvingly (though you suspect it's only because of the black element) and Felix and Changbin crowd around Hyunjin, fighting to see the chrome detailing, the smooth black polish, and the silvery stars and lettering that spell out 'SKZ' and 'STAY'.
You catch Minho's eyes, his eyebrows raised, and you grin just as you hold up your hands, where your nails are decorated the exact same.
a/n: every day i try to be loyal to chan and every day i fail (i'm sorry channie i still love you)