I Cant Do This - Blog Posts
I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re fucking happy. I hope you’re happy that you burned out my passion. I hope youre happy that you made the last few months of my life hell. I hope you’re happy that you let me be alone. I hope you’re happy that you made me feel so bad about myself. I hope you’re happy that you led me to the edge and convinced me to jump. You better be happy.
I went through with it, not that you care. I bet you wanted me gone. Even after all these years I’ve known you, you still know nothing about me. I’ll never be talented. I’ll never be someone you rely on. We will never be close. You will never believe in me. You will never care. I’ll always be that extra wheel. You don’t care what happens. You won’t miss me. And I wish that didn’t fucking hurt. I hope you know that I cared, I wanted to be close, I wanted to be reliable, I wanted to be known. I wanted to be someone.
I had such bigger plans. I had goals. And now because of you I’ll never get to check them off of my bucket list. Maybe I’ll find people that care like that someday but I’ll always think about how it could’ve been you. I’ll always think of what could’ve been. I hope I made the right decision but it’s not like you’ll try to persuade me to stay. You couldn’t even see anything in me that was worth anything. And you were so so mean for no reason. When all I wanted was to not be left out. Sticking out like a sore thumb all the time.
How crazy it is for something to make you wish for the bare minimum of happiness. And I hope you’re fucking happy. Cause then, at least one of us is.
Sincerely,
the girl you’ve hurt time and time again
I lied. Put your clothes back on. I'm going to explain to you how much I want to murder James Potter myself for forgetting to get that wand with him in october 31
At work
The autism is autisming
I fear I will not hold this job much longer
My supervisors want to kill me (slight exaggeration)
THE BOYS 4.08 Assassination Run
WHY DOES MY FRIEND HAVE A HUGE OBSESSION WITH DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION, HE WON'T STOP TALKING ABOUT IT, HES TRYNA MAKE ME MAKE MY FUTURE HOUSE A PARTY SIZED DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION. RELEASE ME.
I killed a dog. I put him down, I watched him go. I was looking him straight in the eyes. He didn't know what was happening, he didn't know why. He was just scared
my laptop isn't charged I just wanted to play clangen 😭😭
Streets saying Aegon will try to off himself, as seen by what appears to be a strangle mark in this EW photo. OMG!
My mom forced me to eat..it took me 30 minutes to eat a banana..i want to throw up ew
i hate it so much..i hate myself so much
everyone always leave me like always..I'm giving myself false hope that someone likes me, but it's a lie
i thought i finished differentiation completely but my notes are just incomplete lol (im gonna cry)
Look me in the eye and tell me these two aren't related in some way
