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Idk

Sunshine dandelions the sea,,,, Kastanienbäume,,, sea shells!!!

summer but not like beach tropical moreso those quiet warm evenings when the sun is going down and it tints the sky golden the months july and august

Very pretty you don't see it but I do,,,,, I have to violently stop myself from looking at you (mission failed miserably) I like the way you sound especially when you laugh it makes me very happy

You're kind, you may be anxious and get jittery in public but you're a very kind and usually gentle person (at least with me) and I like the way your brain works,,,, I also find your attempts of joke-violence funny, the jabs you make at others and the way you talk about the things you love makes me shiver (in a good way)

you're very creative and also very *very* goofy... Lovably so,,,, you live rentfree in my head especially in my dreams,,, every time you apologize for not being good at reciprocating I die internally you DON'T NEED TO DO THAT!!!! I'm okay with what we have more than that I'm gonna explode the love you give me is more than enough You already have me giggling kicking my feet and shit I would probably turn into a puddle

I ALREADY TURN INTO A PUDDLE!!! my favorite things are when you pat my head or just play around with my fingers (very pain relieving too)

You soothe and dull my body-wide pain immensely just by existing next to me (apparently that's a science backed up thing) which really just tells me how much I love you,,,, also you make me really sleepy and calm suddenly my violent urges are dead and gone and that's really nice,,,, I'm always aching for days on end just from being gently poked/touched or simply wearing clothes but the aches you leave on my body whether from hugging or whatever else actually feel pleasant, like something I can cherish,,,,,,

I would go to say you've reclaimed my body from the abuse I've suffered to a point where I can associate it with us rather than my aggressors but I don't know if that sounds weird,,,,,

but that's not you attributes more me attributes sifbdkfbf I'm getting gayly off track,,, how could I not??? I've been a fool for you for nearly 9 years,,,, foolmaxxing or something,,, you've saved my life on so many different occasions and you probably don't even know

Overall you're very dear to me I love you so much and I'm gonna kiss you (gently,,,, lovingly and on the cheek,,,,,)

Yap yap yap ..

Really thinking about how people who know me all have different perceptions of me is very funny to me

Like what

Especially when it's people I don't know irl the idea is very silly to me

Mini yap of active brain decay