Context: I am doing a fundraiser thing for Thing™, and we need to have A Family Member sign off and help us deposit $100 for the Thing™.
I have known about this Thing™ for like a month after a Mandatory Meeting for the Thing™, i have remembered to ask my Family Member if they can help me.
Should I have asked for help/let them know from the beginning?
Yes
Why didn't I?
I have ✨anxiety✨. And I also hate talking to people from The Older Generations™ (GenX, Boomers, yada yada)
And then after we cleared all that up
MY STOMACH WANTS TO FALL OUTTA MY ASS
guts I swear I just have to throw up I hate this so much
i hate being alive, because i simply dont feel pasionate about anything, i dont have a dream job or goal i wanne reach, i dont see myself in a relationship, i was never in love, i dont have any close relationships in general. Im just there.
and it fucking sucks.