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4 months ago

A comic of Shuichi and Kokichi from Danganronpa V3. Shuichi is violently grabbing Kokichi by the back of his bandana and glaring down at him with an angry, twisted grin, while Kokichi looks up in fear. They both have tears in their eyes and Shuichi is holding a red book like a weapon in his other hand. Shuichi says "You? I honestly don't give a shit what you think! Okaaaaaay?" After this Kokichi interjects "Wait! Shuichi-" but Shuichi continues to talk over him: "And I don't want your pathetic cliche backstories either! Forget that crap! All I need to know about your life.... is that I'm gonna make it hell." To this Kokichi yells "Stop! Stop there-! You're-!"

"You're toooootally nailing it!" Kokichi continues from the last panel, jumping forward to hug Shuichi around the waist. He's grinning happily, showing purple braces. Shuichi droops and lets it happen with an exhausted expression. Kokichi continues, "Whoo boy, it's like I was talking in the mirror! Like, wow!" Shuichi asks "R...really?" and Kokichi replies "No" with a heart symbol. Kokichi then goes on, "But chin up, buddy, it's not total dogshit anymore! I'm sure they're suuuper duper gonna buy it once you're speaking in my dulcet tones, anyway~"

Two more panels: First is a shot from behind Shuichi, showing Kokichi snuggling into his chest and putting his hands on Shuichi's back. Neither of their faces is visible. Kokichi says "Ehehe... But seriously. That trial's gonna be a cinch, mkay? Mkay..." The last panel is a shot from behind Kokichi, showing his back and Shuichi's hands hovering awkwardly around him, not quite touching. Close up we can see colorful page markers sticking out of the red book in his other hand. At the bottom of the panel, Shuichi replies, "Y...yeah."

acting lessons

this is for my chapter 5 au... I tried to compose a toxic doomed yaoi saiouma essay in the tags just now but it went over the tag limit (mortifying) so I'm just going to paste it under the cut!!

////cw for suicide of course. also heads up my version of saiouma is almost completely one sided 👍🏼

#look.. in my mind there is no world where shuichi truly comes around on kokichi #but there is TOTALLY a world where he feels eternally fucked up and guilty about assisting in his suicide #and cant bring himself to hate anymore #cant bring himself to reject the casual but blatantly self-indulgent touches of the boy hes about to murder in the most excruciating way possible #just let him have his fun #let him squeeze your shoulder a little too long #its the least you can do when hes about to let his entire body be turned into an unrecognizable puddle of gore #you dont have to pretend you like it. he KNOWS you dont like it. just let it happen & soon enough itll be over and youll never have to see him again #youll never be *able* to see him again. nothing left of him to even call a body #fucking unidentifiable #god. #(to be clear i dont approve of that logic at all but i sure think shuichi would feel that way)

#its like oumota but worse because (to me) shuu has completely written him off by ch5 and doesnt even need the poison blackmailing to agree #its shuichis low point after all hes fully suicidal and thinks kokichi is the mastermind who destroyed humanity's last hope #he doesnt have time to recalculate his opinion before its too late #he agrees almost immediately #but the closer it gets the less he can justify it #like god this guy fills me with rage and we would never ever in a million years get along but hes also a warm breathing human being #and hes in love with me or something and i just agreed to kill him. EAGERLY! #to his FUCKING FACE #yes i openly hated him already. and yes he didnt even blink when i told him i could kill him #if anything he looked happy! #but god how could i just say that to someone? how did it get this bad? #and how is he still giving me finger hearts through the camera while we test out angles for his fucking DEATH VIDEO #maybe just maybe its because he really thinks this will save us. but maybe he just wants to die #and i dont even know if that makes a difference anymore #et cetera……..

#like i said im not a saiouma guy in the traditional sense but #i do like pathetic clingy kokichi x shuichi who hates himself for harboring genuine malice towards him #(justified malice) #but is too self doubting to take the reins and stop the horrible thing theyve already set in motion

#meeting the same fate as kaede because he THOUGHT he was agreeing to kill the mastermind #when in reality it was really just a cagey guy who was trying to do the EXACT same thing and made the mistake of going it alone #and now that guy who couldve been his ally is dead and he has to pretend hes ok and lie to his friends to derail this trial #for this stupid idiotic plan he let himself get blindly swept up in #that was never going to work in the first place #he knew it was full of holes he knew ouma was full of shit #he knew himself he knew he'd buckle under the pressure of the trial #but he didnt say a thing #it was so much easier to go with it. he just wanted it to be fucking over with #well its not over. the game continues and kokichi is dead and for what #didnt lift a fucking finger #fucking idiot coward bottom of the barrel piece of shit. GOD #i dont know man. it's just real kill yourself hours for shuichi after this one