I Promise - Blog Posts
Emotional Border Letter - Derya's promise to herself
You don't need to understand anymore.
It's not for you to weigh, measure, question the feelings I'm experiencing.
I opened up to you, I wanted you to hear my voice.
But every time you tried to pull me into your story.
By ignoring my story.
Now I am silent. But this is not a defeat.
This silence is not an escape.
It's a limit.
It's my right to protect myself.
It's my right to choose my inner peace.
This is my determination to stand on my own side from now on.
Keep everything that is rightfully yours.
I will no longer carry burdens that are not mine.
I let go of guilt, obligation, shame.
Because I want to walk only with my essence.
I owe only my own heart.
And now I pay that debt:
I forgive, love and protect myself.
This is my inner farewell letter.
Not to you, but to myself, whom I have silenced in the past.
I exist now.
And that's how I'm okay.
-Derya
MY TOP 10 SHIPPS OF ALL TIME:
Starker
TonyPeter
Tnpt
Ironspider
Tony Stark/Peter Parker
Anthony Edward Stark/Benjamin Peter Parker
Iron man/Spider-man
The Invincible Iron Man/The Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man
That genius billionaire philanthropist playboy in armor with that superpowered twink from Queens
penis parker/tony stank
*cof cof* and one honorable mention to *cof cof*: stuckycherikdestielhannigramaziracrow..
~ mystisophia 🍒
there are some days where i'm like "hell yeah! how many moles of photons do i need to raise a 400 grams of water 5 degrees using a CO2 laser at a specific wavelength? i don't know but i'll figure it out!!"
and then there are some days where I forget how to balance the reaction of sodium bicarb and vinegar...
well IM eating sheet metal and you are missing out my friend
metal is so fucking good I'm eating it
just a reminder that we're here 4 u, the whole internet I mean. U r never alone, in my mind I walk beside the loneliest of u, I know I am not alone in that.
"we are eachother's night sky, you are never alone here"
leorio :3c
more stream illustrations during my React to HxH live stream today. starting to think leorio and kurapika would look good togeether
i'm sorry.
to those who are waiting for me to write the next chapter of you will be found.
I apologize for literally not writing or giving teasers.
I'm not in the proper mental state right now and my cat died in my arms.
I'm gonna take time to heal, I'll try to write when I can.
Thank you for understanding.
I shall draw all da Bittergiggles (Himself and the experiment ones) that's my promise, you have my word
im realizing, this entire blog is probably just gonna be me freaking out over ninjago and you know what?? thats okay with me-
If you ever feel like everything is hopeless and everything sucks and the world is cruel just remember your favorite food exists
Im a broken record at this point but please please please. Do not let this world make you so hard and hopeless and negative. Please let yourself experience joy when the opportunity comes to you
todays fit + the church fit from yesterday
Hello am Taheerah Mohammed Abdallah, are you willing to help me get my insulin? I'm down to my last pen and its pretty much close to being empty.Nt asking for a much, only need $67 rn to save my blood sugar. please help me with a small donation or share,reblog any help can save my life. Thank you so much and be blessed.🙏
I know it says on my profile that I'm 21 but, actually I am a minor, so I am unable to send money on my own. But! I will try to reblog and make more posts about your situation, so people are more aware and those who have their own money can send you some!
I'm really sorry, Mohammed. Trust me when I say I will make people more aware of your situation.
Please stay safe and God bless, again, I am sorry I can't help
I'm trying my best I promise T-T
(in all seriousness I'm working on the new requests and a few non requests but life is kicking my ass and school is starting soon so my hands are a little full. They're coming soon though so be patient!)
This concept has had me by the throat ever since I saw this beautiful comic
Bonus:
(Good news: He got them to agree on something. Bad news: They agreed to murder him.)
Designs and color pallets belong to @prime-pulse!
Ok I don’t know if requests are still open but if they are may I request the Overlord destroying one of Clouse’s spellbooks? Because that will never not be funny to me
