I Was Simultaneously so Relieved And Afraid - Blog Posts

Sonic knuckles the echidna metal sonic for better or for worse cry rants Roleplaying do be like that sometimes I once started a roleplay with a sleepover and now it is the battle drama where one of the most healthy relationships was between Gaster and Grillby from Undertale Neither of us know how it happened but it did And in another one my character ended up as the nicest 'version' (because in canon of the roleplay there are/were a lot different au versions in one place) of a grouchy alcoholic and also the guy who somehow or in some way get shot except for one day I was simultaneously so relieved and afraid the next day I got shot three times and electrocuted And half the time I didn't even know who shot me Plus the main ship in it was between my character and another who in canon never interacted to my knowledge like they both know one dude but one of them is an ally of that dude while the other is literally the exact opposite and enemy of the dude Once second in that roleplay it could be one of the most wholesome things the next I get shot because someone said bingus and looked vaguely like me and the next I have a philosophical conversation about what it is like to lose yourself but understand that others never liked you until you essentially became disabled and only physically resemble what you once were Roleplay is wild i apologize for ranting but I am not truly sorry >:3 I have used several moments of your time