im okay. sorry for vanishing again. my cousin and I made it there and back w no problems. the procedure is done and It is taken care of. since we got back, my paranoia is back so bad, im super tense all the time nd I feel like I need t stay off my blog or somehow my parents r gonna see it and end me. idk I just feel rlly weird and off nd heavy. kinda nauseous a lot but I dont think it has to do with That. im sorry, I dont rlly wanna talk abt it. dot worry im okay though 💗❤️